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| i am an older woman,with a kickass sense of humor.I am gentle ,kind ,and honest.I have no face to face experience,tho have been online for a long time.I am very open minded,and like to think i am also very much wanting people to talk to ,be friends with at least.I prefer people close to my own ,tho am open to younger .Come laugh with me ,explore with me ,teach me.
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man things are slow lately,think the shine must be off my pumpkin,maybe i need a new overhaul ,lol new paint job even |
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i truly need to stop being so damn naive ,i guess i assume those looking for a connection ,emotional ,or sexual ,would not be married to another.I thought i had checked the profile ,but i must not have,this by the way is the third time i have been rooked ,just lately,i do hope it doesnt happen again.No excuse ,except the need to believe in people ,and the need to submit |
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so i made a huge mistake ,i let my desires,and my cravings to lead me wrong.I hope others never get as desperate.But i learned to be cautious ,tho am afrid ill go too much the other way...time will tell. |
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It is nearly midnight here,the time of the day i enjoy the most.Its peaceful,finally cooling off.I have had a very weird day today.I wish i were more brave,just jump in and do the cyber dance with someone.God knows i need it.I guess i just cant do that with someone i dont really know ,maybe there is something wrong with me .I god knows have desires ,in fact a lot of them ....I crave at times oh how i can crave....But still i cannot leap ...I can only think,desire and wish....so ends my day |
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So here i am trying once more.I find it a very lonely life at times.I do not have very many that i can actually talk about these feelings,i have had for oh so long.I have recently been studying Gor..Mostly as a way to be a fantasy character ,really,interact with others.But i am not sure how to even start that ,so here i am living in my head again,getting dammed crowded lol.I just seem to have parts of my life i share ,with this person ,another part with someone else.Id love to have someone i can actually share all i am.As a friend would be fine,just one human to spill all my stuff too. |
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| Age: 36 |
| Great Yarmouth,
United Kingdom |
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