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I am seeking an unusual relationship. I doubt that I will truly find what I seek but it never hurts to try.
I am, by nature, a submissive. I am, however, not seeking a romantic or sexual relationship. What I seek is a Dominant man who is very health oriented and is knowledgeable in fitness and nutrition. I want to find someone who genuinely craves absolute control because He feels that He is truly a very capable and competent person and He knows best. I want to find a friend, if you will that will take my health and fitness into his hands and MAKE ME reach my goals.
A little background: In February, I started out at 296 lbs. I have since lost 80 lbs., bringing me to 216. I want to eventually reach my ultimate goal of 135ish. I would like to do this by summer. While I do have decent self control and willpower, I need that extra push. I am, by nature, a people pleaser. I want to make others happy. If I knew that my weight meant something to someone else, I feel that it would give me that extra incentive to keep pushing. I am not only seeking to lose weight but also to tone, sculpt and firm. I can not afford a personal trainer at this time. The fitness programs that I currently own are P90X and Les Mills Pump. I work out twice a day, 6 days a week (strength training in the morning and cardio in the late afternoon).
If anyone is interested in taking me on, please let me know. Again, I am not seeking a sexual relationship. I am seeking the narcissist who truly believes He knows best and will get my butt into shape. I know this is an odd request. Believe me, I get that. But it never hurts to ask, right? : )
Oh and my self esteem is in the toilet so no public pictures. If you wish to see me, I will send you a photo privately.
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