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I am seeking an unusual relationship.  I doubt that I will truly find what I seek but it never hurts to try.   I am, by nature, a submissive.  I am, however, not seeking a romantic or sexual relationship.  What I seek is a Dominant man who is very health oriented and is knowledgeable in fitness and nutrition.  I want to find someone who genuinely craves absolute control because He feels that He is truly a very capable and competent person and He knows best.  I want to find a friend, if you will that will take my health and fitness into his hands and MAKE ME reach my goals.   A little background:  In February, I started out at 296 lbs.   I have since lost 80 lbs., bringing me to 216.  I want to eventually reach my ultimate goal of 135ish.  I would like to do this by summer.  While I do have decent self control and willpower, I need that extra push.  I am, by nature, a people pleaser.  I want to make others happy.  If I knew that my weight meant something to someone else, I feel that it would give me that extra incentive to keep pushing.  I am not only seeking to lose weight but also to tone, sculpt and firm.  I can not afford a personal trainer at this time.  The fitness programs that I currently own are P90X and Les Mills Pump.  I work out twice a day, 6 days a week (strength training in the morning and cardio in the late afternoon).   If anyone is interested in taking me on, please let me know.  Again, I am not seeking a sexual relationship.  I am seeking the narcissist who truly believes He knows best and will get my butt into shape.  I know this is an odd request.  Believe me, I get that.  But it never hurts to ask, right? : )   Oh and my self esteem is in the toilet so no public pictures.  If you wish to see me, I will send you a photo privately.
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 Age: 28
 Hyde park, Massachusetts