|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
| Seeking help, from strong woman, to be physically (chemically) feminised. Looking for Lesbian who hates penises as much as I do, who will find my penis disgusting and will help me reduce it down in size via chemical methods - taking hormones, DHT blockers, even alcohol injection to destroy tissue. I am online only. I am looking for someone friendly to my cause, not a pay-to-play person. I have no money.
Additional info:
I live on a small off-grid communal farm. My partner and i are vanilla - especially her. I found out a few years ago that she is lesbian. It wasn't a big shock as she never lets me penetrate her. I noticed some time back that she becomes stimulated from the touch of other women and I've tried to discuss that with her, but she won't. Our sex life is mostly me giving her oral and masturbating on my own - she doesn't like to even see my penis.
After some time of this I discussed the possibility of sexual reassignment with her and she was really positive and even excited by the idea initially - which surprised me as she has always been really reserved about sexual issues. I told her that it was what I wanted. After thinking about it for a couple of weeks I brought it up again and she wasn't interested anymore. She has a strong desire to appear vanilla to the outside world and if I did this, everyone in our community and families would know. On top of that we simply don't have the money to do this sort of thing - it would break our budget for years and that just isn't acceptable.
I've looked into alternatives and found that there are alternative natural therapies and OTC T-blockers that I could afford, but I lack the courage to apply them and do it myself - my partner won't help me as she doesn't want anything to do with "it" - as least as it is now.
I want to start off slowly making incremental changes that I am comfortable with - so I prefer to to alcohol injections first and then start T-blockers and then some alternative herbal estrogens.
I want to make her happy and I know this will make her happy. If I can make my transition seem natural to our community, then I am sure no one will be the wiser to the changes in my body.
Thanks for reading
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
| |
|
|
| |
| Age: 36 |
| Lutz,
Florida |
|
|
|
| |
