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| We (cravesdom is my other half) still would love a live in. Someone who is good with children and would love to be a "nanny" type. But you will also be part of us, and what we enjoy.
We were interested primarily in a submissive. But it doesn't really matter, as long as you are bisexual, and not a free loader.
We also seek those who would like to meet and see if we can become friends and more. We dearly would love to meet those who would be interested in a couple that is at their heart, both submissives. But we first and foremost want to find friends who want to meet, even if just to talk about BDSM, and of course, everything beyond. So orientation is not the question, because if we find that we click, we can work with what you want and desire.
We are non smokers, and non drug users. We are sane, and not the type to be someones "gimp" fantasy slave. We have a family, that comes before anything else. As long as you are real, respectful, sane, we have a desire to meet.
Hoping to hear from you. |
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As we hopefully hit an early spring (promised by our rodent living just an hour away), I feel compelled to once again start a new profile. Looking back at what I wrote many months ago, I feel so much has solidified. I feel as a unit, all of us, are finally gelling into who we are with each other, and in all the various permutations.
I see a new bathroom and kitchen on the horizon. Soon a picture of the ring she has long deserved. We have successfully treaded the water, which included heading over rocky rapids a few times.
I can only speak for myself, but I feel so much of all the twists and turns were necessary. All the moments I look back on and said at the time, "I could really do without all of this", I see now mark how special our relationship is. We both have had so much to overcome. We didn't live a fairy tale, we are living a life. I hope all the others have discovered as much about themselves as I have.
I know how blessed I am. I have been given a wonderful gift in my Deanna.
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A new profile, and wow, it's been quite a time since the last journal entry. Going on close to a year in just a couple of weeks. My, how time flies. A school year soon to end and thinking of the summer.
I wish everyone the joy I'm feeling. It hasn't been without trial and tribulation. But every day, in so many ways, it just keeps getting better.
Blessed day to all!
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Yay! Little by little, things are going from the apartment to the house. I never realized how many old, unworn clothes I had to get rid of. Not to mention, old worn out stuff!!
Third load on its way to the house now. I even have stuff in the freezer! The big one is unplugged now. Empty closets and drawers and shelves staring at me. This weekend, I start setting up in the new house, and starting to live there on and off. I'll leave the computer till later, when the phone/cable/internet gets switched over. But the big tv is going over, no need to keep it down stairs.
It's wonderful to find that the beginning stages of setting up a new home is so more pleasant knowing that I won't be alone for much longer. I miss Deanna dearly, it's been sooooo long now. May 6th!!!! |
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It's done! Finally, the closing has occured, and I can't be any happier. Soon, my love and I will be together every day! |
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I guess I need to work on my leaping ability! Just when we thought it was done, a new hurdle got thrown in the track.
So now, closing is Monday. Once again, the feeling of stress crept back in that I thought was gone.
At least I'm in good company, I have heard so many tales of last minute snags in buying a house.
Hope everyone has a great weekend!!! |
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Another hurdle traversed!! I'm closing tomorrow on the house. Now that stress is over with. Now comes the move, and making the house the way we want and need it to suit us. It's a wonderful feeling. I feel like a load has been lifted. |
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Well, the house inspection revealed one major, though easily correctable flaw, and one code violation, also easy to correct. Now just waiting in the appraisal to come through. Then, negotiating repairs. I may end up paying them just to get into the house. I'm tired of waiting, I'm tired of the separation.
Probably why I can't seem to get to sleep, when I have a 16 hour shift today! But it was wonderful being up while my sweetie was at work, and we were able to spend a good time "sex" messaging! My, is she so wonderfully sexy! |
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What a month. I am still waiting on how the house buying goes. Pest and house inspection on Tuesday, and waiting on when the appraisal by the VA will occur. But add to that stuff, my car issues. I had to replace brakes on the car for inspection. They said I needed a windshield. I got a windshield. The radiator fluid was leaking. A small plastic part sets me back another 267 dollars. Now power windows need reparied, another 500 dollars next pay day coming. Pretty soon I'm going to have a brand new car, just from all the repairs!
Go Penguins!!!!
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I always wondered when I read about home buying being so stressful. Now I know what it is to be in that situation. So many doubts, concerns. Add to it that we can't make a solid date for our next visit makes things even more stressful. I light up when I hear her voice, but I miss her touch so. We are so close to being together, but not having a solid date yet, is taxing.
As it has all along, we are only stronger, through the trials and tribulations we are facing. We know the love we have, and the strength we give to each other, keeps us focusing always on what will be, not where we are physically located at the moment. Long distance romances certainly are tough, but if you both know you are the perfect one for the other, you fight on.
Deanna is truly the most remarkable woman I have ever known. The patience she has shown, the love and support she provides, even from so far away, and with so much of her own to worry about, is beyond amazing. If you ever meet someone like her, cherish that person, and work. Communicate, share the laughter, the tears, the frustrations, the fear, the joys, the sorrows, the moments when things just never seem to work to your favor, but you know that these challenges must be met.
I know what it is to truly be in love with someone. It's deeply rooted, well constructed, this relationship. The easy way would have been nice, if she were my neighbor next door. But oh, how you learn to appreciate what you have, when you hear how much you are loved, when all of your nonsense, all of your frustration is listened to, really listened to. When you can be strong for her, when she needs it, when she is at the end of her rope after a tough day.
It's knowing you're in it for the long haul, forever, and each day being blessed by those moments you can share together. What are you doing today? What's for dinner? How are you feeling? How was work? How is your family doing? You know, those seem like such mundane things, but how often have you heard couples complain about their other half never opening up about even the simple things? It's a joy to be able to talk with her, and tell her how I'm preparing my food. And you know, she listens. It's a joy to hear what's going on in the background when I talk to her, and being part of her life, all of her life. She lets me in on everything. A relationship built on reality.
I am the luckiest man in the world. I don't need to hit the powerball, I've already been blessed with my riches. Thank you my love, my dearest Deanna, for making me the happiest man on earth. |
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Happy Birthday my dearest! I love you with every ounce of my being. I can't wait till Thursday to celebrate! |
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Once again, I say goodbye as my love is now on her way back to Texas. It hurts more each time we have to part briefly, but I also know that each time brings us closer to being together in the same place, the same time, every day.
I love you Deanna, and I am already counting the days till I'm in Texas. You are my world. You are my one. |
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Tomorrow my dearest Deanna arrives once again. I can't wait to see her coming down the escalator, her beautiful smile lighting up the terminal, and once again I will have her in my arms. I love her dearly. |
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It's 20 days now till my dearest Deanna returns once again. We will have a couple extra days this time, and those moments will be so precious.
I'm not a religious man, but I do believe in God, and I believe that I have been given my greatest gift in life, the love of the most wonderful person I have ever known.
I love you Deanna. |
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Our time together has come to an end, and once again we know the pain of separation. When my dearest Deanna is not here, my dwelling is simply that, just a place, an apartment, somewhere to lay my head. Yet in those precious moments when she is here in my arms, it's a home, flowing with love and warmth.
I love you Deanna. |
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One week now on the countdown. I have done a good bit of Christmas shopping, and I can't wait to see her open most of them. We are also going to decorate a tree, and have our own holiday, as fate will have us apart on the actual day. But when you love someone as deeply as I do, every day is special, unique of itself, and it's own special holiday. From sexy text messages, to UM's drilling for oil, to sharing tears and fears, to laughing at misplacing a debit card, the moments shared are once in a lifetime, never to be replaced items. Memories are the antiques of a relationship, because they build a lasting value from the care, quality, and love of a time that is forever captured in our minds, and in our hearts.
My dearest Deanna, you have captured my heart, forever. |
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Only 12 more days till my dearest Deanna returns! Less than a month turn around for December and January, and that makes the torture of being apart a little more bearable.
I hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving, or at the very least, a memorbale one! And I had to re-send my pics that didn't go last time. Makes the one journal a head scratcher-what pics?
If you are out shopping tomorrow, remember, be safe, and be patient! That stuff will be there a couple days from now, no need fighting over the item that is the "last" one for the first time of many! I really believe they created "Black Friday" as a special treat to the security people to watch on camera, as people go berserk over that once in a lifetime sale!
I miss my dearest Deanna so much, but I know after this grueling weekend we both face, we will be in the single digits wait wise, and the anticipation I have now will only double as each day passes. I love her so dearly, she is my life, she is the only person who has understood and accepted me completely. I love you Deanna. |
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A new countdown! 18 more days till my dearest Deanna arrives again!
New pics going up, I so love the triple wartenburg on a paddle. And soon to add to the collection of the single and the triple warts, a double!!! A really REALLY evil looking kind of guy. Thanks Shadow Tiger!!!
New pics going up are of my triple wart, me outside of PNC Park with downtown Pittsburgh in the background, and me just goofing off. For the curious baseball lovers, number 20 by the Pirates is a retired number, Pie Traynor, retired in 1972, and the last Pirate to wear the number was Richie Hebner. The back of the jersey, not shown, has USMC for the name, and the 20 represents the number of years I served. |
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Deanna is on her way back to Texas, and I must say that my love for her continues to grow to heights and depths I never knew possible.
We had a beautiful time together, I only wish we had more, but we both know that soon our days of airports will be a thing of the past.
And let me tell you, she plays the most wicked, evil, delicious guessing game on the planet!
My heart is everywhere you are my dearest, I am forever yours. |
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To all Leathernecks, Devil Dogs, Teufel Hundsen, Jarheads, oversexed, underpaid, teen age killers (Eleanor Roosevelt quote mods!):
Happy Birthday United States Marine Corps!
233 Years and going strong!!!!
If you know a Marine, please treat them extra special on this special day, a day even Jesus Christ Himself wishes he could be part of!!!
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I just got back from the Vendor and Artisan night sponsored by the Burgher Munch. It was the first time I had ever gone to a BDSM related event. I bought some wonderful goodies for me and my dearest Deanna. Thank you Burgher Munch and The Inner Sanctum for a unique experience.
Only three days now till Deanna arrives. I love her and miss her dearly.
Soon my love. |
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Only 11 more days!! We have also started the plans for December and January! I love you so much Deanna, your patience and being able to work through the distance is amazing. I thank the good Lord above everyday for you. As each subsequent month passes, we are that much closer to being together forever.
I wish everyone the same happiness I have in my life. |
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Another count down till we meet again. Though a much shorter visit, there will be no work interuptions. 25 days now till my love flies to me. Oh my, the thoughts of all the wonderful things we will be doing! Of course, I know that just like the first time, we will only be able to scratch the surface. Only so much time you know? I know once again, everything will just happen naturally, I love we have so many devious thoughts, yet nothing scripted.
Another plus, no need to hang a "do not disturb/maid requested" sign on the door. Though we were never walked in on for lack of flipping it to "do not disturb" we also came back to a room more often then not that wasn't cleaned up even with the "maid requested" sign. It also got me to realizing that we will have the opportunity to learn more about each other in a home dynamic, and who will be doing what chores that need done. Not to mention, though we did have a suite, we will have a full array of cooking utensils! I have such a thing for cooking utensils, and not just for preparing food either <eg>.
I love my Deanna, and looking so forward to having her in my home. As each time together nears, so to does the time we will be together, without the need of air travel to see each other.
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Well, my love has pc problems, and it's such a bummer right now. I miss our cam time, I miss seeing her smile, I miss whacking my ass with something for her, I miss her laughing when I hit my own balls so hard I doubled myself over, I miss seeing her put up the curtain and the way the sunlight catches her figure, I miss seeing her hike her dress up for me and playing with her ass for me, I miss seeing her as the first person my eyes lay upon for the day.
Thankfully, we have unlimited phone usage on each end.
Get here soon November!!
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Got back from San Antonio last night, and I'm already chomping at the bit to be together soon. My dearest Deanna is as wonderful, beautiful, loving, and charming as I could ever hope. We both made sacrafices to make this meeting so special, and it was well worth it. I am so in love with her, and we are already making plans for her to come to Pennsylvania for a visit.
She is so special, and brought out so much creativity with our fun. Even more special, falling asleep in each others arms, and waking up next to someone you love so deeply. We spent two months getting to know each other, and now having spent over a week together, the time we put in learning each other made our time in person so wonderful. It was as if we had known each other for years.
We continue down the path together, and now we have other stops along the way, taking care to make sure things are done with thought and care, not foolish and carelessly. I love what we have started, building the solid foundation first. The foundation is done, now the rest of it needs built. But we will do it the same way, putting in the quality work to make it last forever.
I love you Deanna, you are my one.
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Two days now, and a wonderful new chapter in our lives begin. How long the wait has seemed, but well worth it. We have learned so much of each other. Two months and now, finally, the time to be able to touch, feel each other. So many hours on the phone, the thousands of words typed, the endless smiles while on cam. Now, we get to hear those words in person, see those smiles up close, and the touch of our fingers on each other.
We have laid the work, put in the time, and installed a solid foundation. Now we get to enjoy the fruits of our labor. |
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Thirteen days now, the time has really accelerated, and I'm loving every second as the clock ticks down. It seems forever still, but I know there will be that moment when I wake up with so much excitement, and head to the airport knowing, today is the day. |
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Less than 20 days. I am so excited. Only a couple more preparations to make for my trip. This week will find me preparing resumes and getting reference numbers.
Can't wait to get things out soon, no luggage for me in the airport.
She is my world, she is my one. Each passing day brings us one step closer to being together, forever. I love that we are doing things in a planned fashion, taking one thing at a time, so the relocation is done properly. As much as we would love to, we are not going to do things haphazardly or in haste. I know it will be so hard to leave, but I will treasure each moment we are together.
Soon my love, soon. |
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Under a month now. It will be so beautiful, to be able to be with my one. She is my world. |
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Now only 33 days away, I am so excited. I missed her dearly this past weekend. She was so wonderful though, enjoying knowing I was having fun with a family ritual that now has gone 5 years.
We have started spending time talking on the phone while we start our training for AT in 2010. It was a wonderful experience, and being able to talk with her helped me push just a bit more. Three months, what a wonderful goal!
I am so fortunate to have been blessed with her love. |
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I'm a country plowboy, not an urban cowboy.
I don't ride bulls, but I have fought some men.
Drive a pickup truck, trust in
God and luck. And I live to love
Texas women.
(Hank Jr.)
Well, just one Texas woman. Now why couldn't he fit San Antonio in the lyrics? I think he left that up to me. I can't wait, 40 more days, and we will create our own song, the lyrics reflecting the joy in our life together as one.
It has been a long road my dearest, with many different courses taken. They all have lead to our discovering each other.
Appalachian Trail- Georgia to Maine, Spring 2010! |
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I love baseball. I love the boards. I love the CMail I get on occaision. But what I love best of all is this:
I am no longer searching. |
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Yay! My picture is finally up. Now if I can only get rid of those raccoon eyes. Wearing those wrap around sunglasses sure makes one look silly when they come off. But my lasik surgeon says to wear them, and you know, I'm listening to her, she has me scoping out at 20/15 vision now. |
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Oh dang it!! My picture was disapproved because of the secondary picture that I loaded was rejected. So another couple days I suppose. And that second picture was oh so funny, I was hoping to use it as an avatar for the message boards.
Off to the ballgame! |
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Picture coming up soon. No doubt a few will recognize me. |
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