Experienced my first real flogging last night! Wow! What fun and what a rush! Handcuffed onto a wooden frame and various floggers used..... the sensations were phenomenal!

Where are all my night owls?! I swear I am the only one who does not hit the hay by 10pm these days... what the hades?! lol. No fair.

Anyone else have a roleplay fantasy of medical play...? Like Daddy as his lil girl's doctor.... checking everything out for her down there... tying her to the table for her own good... maybe shaving her... stretching her out a lot down there.... maybe slowly pushing his fist into her, etc.... Or am I the only freaky one with that fantasy? LOL

Sometimes it feels like I will NEVER meet someone even close to "right" for me. Some people are way too demanding too quickly and some turn out to hardly be Doms at all, or they are a Dom but certainly not a Daddy Dom... How can someone expect that after speaking to them ONE time I will commit to them? It seems ridiculous to me.

I am still trying to hope to meet the right person, but a few friends who I can talk to about the lifestyle and preferably learn more about it from, would be awesome. I wish there were an easier way to meet people. Oh well.

Well, it seems this weekend is going to be a bust. Oh well. You know what they say about the best laid plans...

Up all night and cannot sleep again. Where are my other night owls? Lol.