taking a break from relationship......time for me and what I want and need. 

Still the same......there seems to be a barrier that cannot be broken through.  I don't know how to get there from here.

What else can I say.............it feels like everything is running cold, at best luke warm.  I feel sad and starting to wither.  How can you keep the emotions alive when there is no time to give.

its been a rough spell lateley......those we love take the back seat.

feeling depressed and trapped......wishing I had more options.

So many thoughts go through my mind.  I wish you were next to me so I could share the simple pleasures that give me such joy.....holding my head in your lap, just talking and being together.  I miss that .

I love you my darling man.......the one who owns me, loves  me and accepts me for who I am.   my Master, my Joe

I love you Sir.............being in your arms next to you  is where I was meant to be. 

Happy Birthday my Master........Your gift will be personally delivered.  I love you my darling, sexy, man.

I need to be in the arms of the One who loves, keeps me and holds my heart.  I miss you.........

My heart is fragile, but it grows stronger.  I love you and I am trying and learning to trust again.  So much has changed, but not the love I feel with you. 

I am growing and accepting........learning to love and adapt.

W/we are stronger together than apart.....

Fears, doubts and judgments are all normal feelings......but I need to stop dwelling on them.  What ever happens, happens.  My worries will not change the inevitable.

Hearts break so they may grow......

I love you.....I am in awe of the feelings that you create within me. 

My bottom is waiting for you........

Life is what it is and but that doesn't mean I can't dream of what my heart sometimes desires.  Fate has shown me that you are meant to be in my life....I love you.

it will be fine.....sometimes emotions are too close to the surface to share.  Eventually the the anger and hurt become insignificant as time passes.  Its best to live in the moment and be grateful for the blessings you have been given.  Jealousy and greed get you no where.

Be careful with your choice of words..... what you say is easily construed.  Seemingly innocent comments can be hurtful.

Darling Master.........I love you, miss you already. 

Keep the ones you love close and remember to let them know how you feel.  Never end a conversation without telling them.  Be honest and always say what you mean and feel.  Don't hide your disappointments and fears.  Don't lie.......keep it real.

My Master, my love, my partner, my soul mate, you have my heart..........now and always.

always my Master.........to the ends of the earth.

...........just to be in your presence and feel your touch and kiss.  

I love you more today then yesterday.

introspection is a good thing.    contemplation and analyzing needs and actions.........wants and needs.  What is it that drives me.....what fulfills me......

I can't lose who I am or who I am meant to be.  My identity is me...........You love me for who I am and who I can be. 

You are the one I go to for solace, compassion, understanding.  When my heart is breaking and the tears are flowing.  I love you my Master......

So much has happened to make me review my life and circumstances.....I love you for your guidance, your compassion, your teaching and acceptance of me.  You have my heart, my love and devotion.

my love, my Master....i know i am not perfect, but i strive to be the best i can for you...

Darling Master........I am yours completely. 

Happy New Year darling Master!   I love you ..........xo

Darling Master..............I know you are there for me, my support, my rock.  Your guidance and knowledge to help me get through this time.  I love you.

my darling Master, I am thinking of you, missing you and thinking of what possibilities there are for next year.  I love you Master. 

my heart realizes that life comes first......but it doesn't stop the wanting.  i long to hear the voice, the sweet words whispered in my ear.

I love and appreciate you as my Master, my lover, my friend, my mentor.  You are the one that has my heart, my body and mind. 

The smile on my face shows it all.  I love you.

Thoughts, questions, trying to relate all these new feelings and emotions into my life.  Acceptence of my new discoveries..........I love you Master.

Tis a better day..........I love you my Master and I am looking forward to a new experience.

to much to think about and do..........need to slow down and pace myself or I will be overwhelmed.

Today was truly a difficult day.........I love you for everything you do for me.  You are my strength, my friend, my lover, my protector, my heart.

I live to amuse, love to please and worship my one.

I believe there is a reason for everything.  I believe there is a reason for U/us.  You are my One.

my Master...........you are the creator of this slut that is residing inside me.  You found her and have nurtured her into the one who desires and needs you.  Only you satiate me..........

You are my love, my hearts desire............

I want to make you smile....

-J-     You make my heart smile and my panties wet.

my Love, the past will always be a shadow and my fears will always be there.  I have no control over those fears but I DO have the choice to not let that fear control me.  

i am missing you my love........

 I cried in your arms last nite and you let me.  I know now that you love me for who I am.

-J-

I love you.........always have and always will.