Hello! Single man seeks cuckoldress in southern California

I’m a marriage-minded 39 year old Caucasian man looking for an oversexed/promiscuous woman for a LTR. A relationship in which my precious cuckoldress would be in complete sexual control and enjoy her choice of other lovers while I would be very willingly completely monogamous, loving, loyal and attentive/supportive. I’m a masculine business owner in public life but deeply hunger to be sexually submissive in my private/personal life. I’m 5’10”, 170 lbs., very tan, bachelor’s degree, home-owner, with average endowment. I’m definitely considered a “normal” man’s man in my social circle and would never be suspected of my deviant relationship desires. I enjoy outdoor activities such as surfing, fishing, skin diving. Before I even heard the word “cuckold” I had a gf who told me she was having sex with another man on the nights I wasn’t. After learning this, I completely fell in love/lust with her and never felt more close to a woman in my life. I also constantly fantasized about watching her with this man. Unfortunately, the relationship didn’t work out. I also had another gf who would role play as a dominant and make me imagine watching her with another lover which was overwhelmingly exciting. Later, after learning about cuckold relationships, I knew what I was. Now this is the only type of relationship I’m seriously looking for and need for this to become reality. I should be clear on the sex life I’m hoping for as it seems to be a little different from what I’ve noticed other cucks desire. Although, to me the most important, arousing and exciting part of sex is the woman’s extreme pleasure, desire-fulfillment and satisfaction and this is always my priority. I have a high sex drive and function normally (long lasting) so I could only handle light sexual denial/orgasm control. I would love to be in MMF threesomes (or more males) and be sexually frustrated by watching/being teased and joining in/enjoying “sloppy seconds.” I’m very straight but could possibly be forced into bi-acts depending on the strength of my future cuckoldress’ manipulations. Also, if my cuckoldress wants to enjoy her lovers in private, I’m willing, as long she later teases me with the details and evidence! I’ve been told I’m handsome (no, not just by my mother!) and have no problem meeting women. The problem is they generally want one on one relationships. So that’s why I’m here. Please write me if I interest you and I can provide you with pics or message me on yahoo. If you would, please write me directly instead of posting to the group. Thanks for reading!