But where do i begin?
Who do i trust?
Why must it be this "all or nothing" desperate intensity come forth from others as if i am somehow ignoring you because i come on line to read messages and don't have the proper time at that moment or this one to respond with proper words?
Is it really so difficult to believe that i have this confusion and might be stuck or frozen at the moments, working towards finding my place?
Forgive me please for the moments of down time here while i let the desires within me suffer and as my mind tries to find peace in it all. |