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submissive girl seeking One to help find fulfillment in this lifestyle.
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i have a vanilla life, long term vanilla relationship, and work in the real world.
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i seek One who can understand and accept that my vanilla life exists.
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my submissive needs are not allowed in my vanilla life and my life?cannot exist without acknowledging these submissive desires.?
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Can You find balance between the two and enjoy whatever time there is together ?
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Can You help me find balance, guidance, special times, and a place (in you) to show and give my devotion? Local is important so that we can have real?time?together. Discretion is important. A connection is essential,?devotion and my submissive desires are more than sex for me. ?
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submissive girl seeking One to help find fulfillment in this lifestyle :)
10/29/2011 8:45:47 PM
But where do i begin?
 
Who do i trust?
 
Why must it be this "all or nothing" desperate intensity come forth from others as if i am somehow ignoring you because i come on line to read messages and don't have the proper time at that moment or this one to respond with proper words?
 
Is it really so difficult to believe that i have this confusion and might be stuck or frozen at the moments, working towards finding my place?
 
Forgive me please for the moments of down time here while i let the desires within me suffer and as my mind tries to find peace in it all.
ChaoticCarime
 
 Age: 20
 London, United Kingdom