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Something about me A restaurant is nice
But prefer a nice hotel plush robes on lingerie and REALLY GOOD room service
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getting ready for a concert tonight |
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busy in the vanilla world with holliday and kids and family
still missing the kink in my life |
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have not posted a something about me in a while
before had kids and was with bf was a bit of a homebody just because liked being nude indoors alot, spent like half days and full days just naked in the house, if someone came to the door throw a robe on chilled. then kids come along gotta wear clothes but not all the time cuz kids have bedtime
now my parents moved in too and i cant prance around naked like i used to, im starting to miss my naked days when id be topless in my living room smoking a bong watching yu yu hakusho or say like the raid 2 or somethings
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nothing much going on having boring days and nights out in the real world |
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loving suicide squad hell to pay
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Spent saint patties day stoned called it drunk
Thanx st patties day |
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Cuck is out of his cage
Sigh I want to play
Feeling like a spoiled brat today with the whining |
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I dont have kik not downloading it either get over it
Haveyahoo messenger just ask if wwnt to talk i kind of screen you guys some of you are just letsJust say wow.
If you read my journal
You know my vices.
Std free and aim to stay that way so condums a must for the bull of my future.
Really liking my cuckold alphasub72 so far
Sadly sober on a friday night curled up in bed solo
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Alphasub72 is my favorite cuck Daddy . Locked his cock and wearing the key. I'm smiling so much can't wait for more more more |
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Bfs court appeals in his favor he can return home in 2 years |
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Superbowl Sunday coming
No matter how hard they hit
They are still men in tights
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Loved the new batman movie
Gotham by gaslight |
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A friend i smoked with went off to college, he came back for holiday and stopped by, spent most of afternoon getting fucked and smoking before had to get the kids. Got a smile on now, sigh he has to go back, random awesomeness |
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Got wasted, managed to lose my contacts bsck to my old glasses til i get a new pair. Bud was good, contacts are somewhere weird probably. Complete airhead moment. Lol |
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Something about me,
i prefer baths over showers.
I adore bubblebaths and bathsalts and aromatherapy. People annoyme, but there are the few exceptions
I am not a cat person. Had one was quickly over it when it decided to kill an endangered crane and had wildlife authorities digging it up out of the yard where i buried it because my cat decided to bring me a gift because it loved me , well lets say the bird was chipped. No i didnt getin trouble called it a natural death .
Love dogs the bigger and scarier and unloved looking the dog the more i want it.
Im a big softie but if you read my profile my kinks are all there cuckolding, bulls, strapons, spanking, i like big boobed women, white and asian girls are a favorite of mine for some reason especially if they are younger than me butmen i tend to like them older, go figure not that i dont mind a horny younger man with huge libido i guess am at age could be considered a cougar to a college guy |
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I love youwith all my heart and soul if im kept sexually happy. |
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Haven't had a drink in a while just sat down to stream the flash. Been drinking oj and rum for about an hr. Watching a single spinning loading circle split into twoLol i a think i had too much |
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If you didnt know now you know
I practice safe sex condums yadda yadda i might be a stoner
But am a squeaky clean stoner😈💋 |
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Trying to grow my own plants nothing illegal. Just trying to be a greenthumb after hurricane took out my avocado trees planted a papaya plant it grew but now a yucky yellow mushroom popped up. Poisonous looking |
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Wasted on holiday night in bed with my tablet |
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Making pumpkin pecan bread
Served warm with soft butter |
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Smoking probably finish it about hr. I got the duty of cooking the turkey this thanksgiving. |
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Something about me
Is it weird that ever since i was a child i wanted to build a house with secret passageways and a private dungeon.
Example. Marvels the runaways when kid picks up coasters and secret door pulls out.
Putting it on the bucket list |
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People ask to tribute. If you're really serious ill set it up to pay off student loans. Im nothing if not at least practical |
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I like the Asian lady who kept trying to show me her boobs today I would totally motorboat them |
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Insomnia plus wasted paralyzed with active mind. Extremely trippy sensation |
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Nerding out watching the Shannara Chronicles with a lil 420 action and a mug of double chocolate hot cocoa |
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I miss fucking sooo much_sigh |
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Absence makes the heart grow fonder
Back in school
Stupid long hours
Exhausted |
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Im not leaving my daughter here to close spaceholes - the gifted, smoking and watching made me laugh. Still smoking....... |
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Loving star trek discovery right now |
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One of the gods of movies has made a new movie trying to stream it online blade of the immortal takashi miike like movie number 100 i haven't seen it yet except for a clip of like half a minute a rip from an anime into live action. 😊 Girly squeal of happiness |
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Vegas tragedy fucked up. Tipping a bowl to the lost ones up in smoke |
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I am also blackcherrybbw on yahoo messenger |
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Back at school again
Bored out of my mind |
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Errands to run
Painfully sober today
No slave to play with either
Double sigh |
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Cmon gime a break i cracked my ipad air screen, bummer and sigh |
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Smoking up last of my buddha now😣😭😊 |
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Restarting class n Thursday |
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I cant help it sometimes i just need a nice hard pussy fuck |
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If you dont think you can commit to something longterm im not interested in short term flings or one night stands im over those i am interested in permanence |
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Took 6 days but finally power is back after blackout from hurricane irma |
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Most assume bf is blk. He isn't. Just a really nicely hung stud |
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Storm killed the power. Day 2 batteries running low. Wishing had a generator heats killing me and mine |
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Enter insomnia again my old friend |
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Wasted again but everything is done and gone, bummer, watching the strain alone again |
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Something about me
I also have a pet turtle , had him since high school, thinking to put a new fishtank and accessories on amazon.com, people ask what to tribute, i know you guys want to give me sex toys alot, i still love that but practical things too to make my life easier. 😊 |
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Just when the caterpillar thought the world was over it became a butterfly |
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My movie white whale no kink but just bane of my existence is called the legend of evil lake
Have wanted to see it since came out literally need eng subs to see it and cant find a fucking link online. Its just cuz i cant get what i want it just urks the fuck out of me |
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Kids will be back to school this week and ill have jus a little more daytime freedom😈😈😈 |
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Because you were rejected is no reason to report someone for banning
Just makes you a skeezeball and worst than weak |
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Waiting for kids to go back to school so mommy gets to play again😈😈😈 |
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Internet running smoothly now
Thanks hughsnet
Binge watching all shows i missed |
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Bonus mission
Need serviceoriented sub to cheaply fix up my suv like i would get parts and basically watch you put it together , do all the labor. |
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Mom moved back in so no more fun at home
No more smoking at home---sigh
Still have insomnia
Internet company at&t i hate you
Appetite came back so dont expect me to stay180 lbs forever
But know its doable is cool enough for me
Soooo need to play and blow off steam
Preferably wasted😈😈 |
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Internet is down
Switching companies
Literally been offline and stuck in the real world |
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Threw my back out earlier fucking ouch |
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Not into insane dangerous people already went through that phase. Practice safe sex so no condum no pussy, am quite loving when i want to be, but a totally spoiled brat . Can be adventurous at times but i have common sense |
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Free slurpee at 711 on 711 til 7pm pass it on |
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Blank profiles get ignored |
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And bingewatching netflix Castlevania |
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Still awake
Stupid insomnia should be fucked to sleep at this hr |
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Happy birthday to me
The big 38 |
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PREACHER SEASON 2EP 1
http://vidzi.tv/sx5sjkjbhx7r.html
NICE CUCKOLD SITUATION |
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blackcherrybbw
Always up for talk on yahoo messenger i leave it active on my computer so if a little blip says hi slways up to talk. Maybe i might get curious and a new kink might get introduced to me too. Just a hard limit for me is no personal anal received. I have been on both sides as a sub and a dom . Im bi so have been 50/50 and settled on the dominant side because i love to say no. Fight back or gain power. I really adore longterm the long game. Because over years of me constantly in your ear. I like to see the mind control, the resolve break down Around me even as i stay constant. I have broken many dominants this way ending up with a domme worshipping my pussy.
Corruption of a newbie. I was younger and met a few amish girls before, who never smoked or drank or did drugs and when permitted i really fucked with oversaturation of the senses and they never went back to there community.i love the feeling of ownership. They would do things but only if i was there or with them. I have had guys try to be brave to take it if i would be there everything. One was always wanting to handcuffed to me in some way if im lounging at home relaxed judt for the visual or feel. Of course i wOuld just get drunk and smoke and watch one piece and giggle at luffy |
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I blend in the kink into my vanilla lifestyle. Not too hard of a jump with reasoning |
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Gone from insomnia to narcolepsy wtf cant stay awake a whole hr |
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Dizzy
Online trying to shake it off |
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I kniw you ususlly see me around and then poof nowhere to be found
Curse out at and t my internrt was down for more than a few says. Wont charge me byt niw i have too do cram for classes |
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Just s aw the mummy online, very forgettable dont bother |
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I practice safe sex and am std free
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Lol saw a big beefy looking guy today
Made me wonder his cock size
Ugly in the face but damn he had a body😈
Totally would do it if he wore paperbag on his head😜 |
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Ok i hate horror but seem to have fallen in love with some morbid anime
Ajin
Attack on titan
Parasyte the maXim |
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Honestly i am not normally a financial dominant
And love hands on mainly
I have been getting requests for me to get into financial domination from those of you outside USA
So i have set up something accessible by western union.
Totally optional not a must but if you feel like it why should i say no.
Feel free to request the 16 digit number to load cash for your domina
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If i get to know u when we chat i have a soundbite of my voice, but cant upload to cs but can always send in an email |
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Mature metal cock cage
Waiting on delivery to cockcage my new cuckold alphasub72
Clock is ticking down |
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Something about me
The minor detail
Red wine i have not met one i have liked at all
But white wine.....
Thats like juice😉 |
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I truly believe
Sobriety suuuuuuucks
Sober now ugh |
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Something about me
I havent done one of these something about me in a while
I like the smell before the rain falls
I hate the cold
I love gourmet chocolates
Adore fireworks
I like retro things like vhs tapes and vcrs
I can live without cable but not without internet
If your trying to talk to me while watching tv i probably understood about 30 % and heard blah blah blah blah
I have a weird sense of humor
Oh yea I LOVE sex
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The homework begins all over again |
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Horny is the word of the day |
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Had a great afternoon with my new cuckold. Mmmmmm im in love with his tongue |
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Dog ate the muzzle today
Trippy |
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Going out with new cuck again on tuesday |
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Insomnia wont let me sleep, reading journals now im horny , reallly really need a bull |
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Happy Mother's Day to all you beautiful mom's out there it's a job but I wouldn't trade it |
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I'm going to squeeze nuts soooo much |
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Today is a great day I found my realtime cuckold
I can't stop smiling
He will have the biggest blueballs ever
And his own big smile and weak knees |
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Meeting my new cuckold realtime today
Super excited |
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Something about me
Not outdoorsy |
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Cuz I'm drinking strawberry soda stupid,
I'm wasted and watching marvel agents of shield, really wanting to blow off some steam with a good slave, -sigh
Instead have a big test thurs.so extra nerves and sick of studying |
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Sometimes my kisses taste like strawberry soda 💋 |
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Meeting my potential cuck very soon, thinking naughty thoughts |
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blackcherrybbw on yahoo messenger |
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People ask me to use other platforms to talk. If I'm not here I'm usually on yahoo messenger and off and online throughout the day. I'm blackcherrybbw on yahoo and can email me there too. At least tell me who you are on messenger and that you came from here random pervs I won't answer |
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Passed the exam barely. Been goofing off ever since in form of horizon zero dawn |
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FAN OF THE GHOST IN HE SHELL FRANCHISE
http://9anime.to/watch/ghost-in-the-shell-2015.xx6z/rl82kq
MANY OTHERS BUT THIS IS A GOOD LOOK AT MAJOR KUSANAGI AND BATOU AND OTHERS
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i dont invite anyone over because the house always getsto be a pigsty, clothes everywhere kids stuff dvds movies books shoved everywhere. its a nightmare in here totally need a slave to mmake my life easier. school, kids and life in general, hey truthfully ive slept with the laundry a few nights when too tired to put them up. so there is the mysterious secret ,lol. still worried sick over mt exams averaging a 80 in this class so meh. there a little window into my life |
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i get so into my shows totall crybaby watching something stupid like mobile suit gundam iron blooded orphans,,, fucking orga took a bullet.........sniffle maybe its just the music i get sappy on |
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the moment when the last bud is smoked but open the fridge and there are 3 beers
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am like an open book you already know my baggage and demons so whats holding you back???
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youjo senki surprisingly good. music too |
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totally drinking right now
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I have fallen in love with the demon lenny. she fucks with davids mind. mistress of hypnotism
https://thevideo.me/qbp9o0zjgw4a |
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this is perfect example of type of relationship i want. i want to be your lenny and fuck with your brain. feed the beast<<<<<420 habit. i love this kind of shit
https://openload.co/f/_muccda_2uI/Legion.S01E05.HDTV.x264-SVA.mp4 |
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final exam tuesday
well have a new mvie to add here
i am a fan of the Gantz franchise and this last one GANTZ:0 DIDNT DISSAPPOINT ME
if your willng to watch something i'm into
enjoy
this is the 4th gantz movie first one came out 2010 this one is brand new dont freak out when movie starts in the middle of a battle and your like what the fuck is going on http://streamin.to/n30pb4tcc07g
its all about the room and blk ball. boss battles are badass too |
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Passed my midterm exam. Wasted. Trying to watch something and this great commercial for Omaha steaks complete collection comes on. So yummy. Stuff like that I love to see my slave grilling meat with a BBQ apron on making the meat just right. Taking care in all my sauces |
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School is being a bitch right now. |
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Patriots won. I called it. Check out my psychic powers. |
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Pop quiz and tons of homework due tomorrow night.need a slave cleaning up my kitchen |
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Labels I dislike them. Yes I'm dominant. Yes I have switched but findcthat I like being in charge |
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Just got done watching One Piece Gold. Best anime of 2016. How can I resist luffy |
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Subzero temperature in Illinois only plus is the snow |
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Am on Amtrak train right now viewliner room is pretty pi
p has double bed bathroom all meals included shower big windows for kids to lookout. Only thing that sucks is wi fi wont let me stream movies |
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Typing test today to be certified literally |
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went out yesterday afternoon before i had to get the kids was a dressed really cute but no makeup usually happens when im rushed or too lazy to even bother. was wasted too from 420 session. was getting in the car and was smoking a cigar-yea i do that sometimes when kids arent around, when i can just feel someone looking at me. so i check it out the area and its this young puerto rican basically eyehumping me to death. you can just tell when someone just wants to fuck sometimes. i think i grinned at him before i got in the car and took off. he caughyt me looking and tried to act cool. he had to be like 22. im 37 but id hit that, nothing wrong with it, but he probably not into the things im into. sigh- im getting old |
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totall y smoked bud while kids watched the macys thanksgiving parade, just broke a beer open while the football game is going, not even watching it dont even know whos playing totally have my computer on watching anime and contemplating more bud while kids are having fun, the ham is all prepped and ready so much cooking to do in the next 3 hrs, taking a beer bud break, sigh-i forgot to get rum and totally broke. beer will just have to do.
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the master of mindfuck
my idol
http://boingboing.net/2016/11/14/david-blaines-excellent-card.html |
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and you keep looking for me dont you
just give in and let me own you stop thinking about it just let it happen |
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i have amazon wishlist if you want to make my holidays brighter and a smile on my face
just ask for the info |
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if michelle obama did this there wouldve been a firestorm, wtf
sick of politics right now
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our first lady
first non american first lady ever
first nude model first lady
im so glad marijuana laws got passed
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something about me
i like magicians acts, corny right.
actually have a full on war with my brother on who is the best magician. of course i say david blaine he says chris angel, yea its an ongoing fight for like 15 years. |
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trump is president
thank god marijuana became legal in so many states |
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randomly was able to smoke sum hash while sitting infront of my tv today i accidentally hit a button on my keyboard and this started to play. too lazy to hit to turn off cuz im smoking. turned out to be a awesoome movie. this is my random movie pick of the year. bet youlike it like i did
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pCPkCPbDR_s |
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i attract alot of sissys or shemales,
Thing is men in panties and stockings dont really turn me on. I prefer a man in a collar and a thong, maybe even an apron, and a chastity device. so a guy walking around in a dress doesnt do it for me, i am bi so if maybe he is completely passable as in can go out in public and get mistaken for a girl for real. we can be friends maybe even hang out but its not the real response i seek. even better if passable and hung!! that is the best of both worlds but that is like a billion to one. I like my men manly, i think of men almost like a side of beef. |
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doing a new course and midterm already going to be here tomorrow. cramstudy
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if you are looking for a skinny minny keep on moving along, i have curves |
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i dont have kik
snapchat
instagram
twitter yadda yadda yadda blah blah blah
]i have an email address and here
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sober
soooo annoyingly sober
uuuuuugh |
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its after midnight
and im thinking about getting a kimono just cuz i like them, all black maybe with a fade in of a splash of jade green on one side. now to find one the resembles what i got in my head........ |
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flowers that bloom in the darkness are at ease in the darkness |
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I have the most hilarious sensation going on with me right now
No worries not driving or going anywhere til about 230 pm.
I have not slept at all since 10am yesterday so technically its still night time for me but nah its 420 at 10:40 am
i thought if i smoked id get sleepy and fall asleep cuz of my insomnia
the result is wasted never fell asleep
am so lightheaded doing homework i am laughing for no reason at all
and compelled to tell you all
for no reason at all
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boom
my natural state is exactly like this picture here
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my dog i turned into the shelter my best bud who had been gone for over a year escaped the pound and returned home to me exhausted, paws bleeding and banged on my door til i answered and was completely shocked.bear is back im so over the moon he is never leaving me again, he crossed town and highways to get back to me, now he is lounging in a big soft bed with a full bowl of dogfood totally happy |
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this is my true relaxed state. i can put people in trances also , have experienced them pursonally though i exp a different kind of conditioning i soaked up on the how to and learned to condition others and bring my self out of it but have to say loved being a wasted tranced out fuckdoll. i would get wet as soon as i smelled bud and my b f would literally keep me wasted long marathon sessions just to keep me in a trance. i would top from the bottom make him do things slowly for me. make him want to please me, he would apologize after he would lose it and bang me so hard almost like rape! but i liked it no other guy gets to do that to me - unless worthy enouggh but im really picky on who i let bang me anywhere near that. now i like to control him, especially cum control. i love when he tries to do all the chores and make glorious meals and try to get into all the stuff i like. though he hates anything subtitled and thats what i mostly watch. i like having him on a leash, orders rules. making him do whatever i want just for a taste. he literally dreams every night of my pussy and tits. i love it.
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been insanely horny all day |
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stare at the center of the spiral, slowly count to a hundred then look at your hand. your soul is mine
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i want to fall down that rabbit hole and into the true lifestyle i desire and own your soul. fall with me
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yes the new picture was taken at a wedding occassion, my brother got married and i am the last one of siblings and cousins unmarried, even family is pushing me to find mr. right though i have a bf already. but with him being a convict and locked up (they all dislike him also) a cuckold husband is my goal. trophy bf to show off to the family too. when we all know my convict bf will be banging me every night when hes free. |
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i know i post alot of art but every once in a while you get a new personal picture of me i just added to my profile. |
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the reason i love long term and permanent, it gives me the time
because
i love brainwashing and conditioning
i love trance states |
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I rock every look the only one not on here is the braids.
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something about me, before i tame the mane I have the typical fro every morning, as my slave get used to it |
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I do like to mindfuck once i own you and your in the palm of my hand |
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so nerve wracked on what my grades will be
pissed off cuz a buddy walked off with my ipad air 2 and basically wont give it back- endless excuses out of him
sober
watching tv-typical for me
sober
probably should do dishes but honestly dont want to get up to do it wiped out |
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ok this is my favorite commercial right nowi like the point of view as if myself. and the two personality types i seek, my bf being the tough love and my new to be cuck the bitch
https://www.ispot.tv/ad/Ano6/halls-tough-and-soft-love-featuring-john-c-mcginley |
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its too late
you keep coming back
you cant help it anymore
i own you
just take the final step to submit
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finally do it
finally give in
submit to me and it will be for life |
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ask to become owned by me for permanent longterm
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for those that keep coming back
im already in your mind and you already cant forget me
your thinking about me now
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I DONT TRAVEL
I WILL NOT RELOCATE |
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Classic music that I like
Moonlight sonata has been on my brain today
That's Beethoven for those that don't know
Haven't heard it
You have but didn't know the name hit up YouTube if your really clueless |
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Stricken with grief
HaYao Miyazaki retiring from making feature animated movies 🎥
😭😭😭 |
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Government lifts limits on Cuban rum and cigars😈 |
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better mood today
found this piece of animated cgi awesomeness and shared
https://openload.co/f/u7tZefohtDk |
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Got bad news today
Feeling like I want to
LASH OUT and cause PAIN |
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I am not a pro, or experienced but have been in and out of lifestyle over several years the last being the most with my current bf of ten years who got arrested for stupidity |
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So pissed off im still awake |
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star trek beyond
just cuz i can
http://vidbull.com/1rw9cget9367.html |
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Sober
Still awake
Fuck insomnia |
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Having a wake and bake moment before class starts
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SOMETHING IS MISSING
YOU NEED ME
OBEY ME
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I AM YOUR ONLY HAPPINESS
YOUR FUTURE
SUBMIT
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I WILL BECOME YOUR WHOLE WORLD |
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COME UNDER MY POWER
OBEY ME
WORSHIP ME
I AM WHAT YOU TRULY DESIRE
SUBMIT
GIVE IN
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Definition of polyandry
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: the state or practice of having more than one husband or male mate at one time — compare polygamy
, polygyny
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In Western traditions, cuckolds have sometimes been described as "wearing the horns of a cuckold" or just "wearing the horns." This is an allusion to the mating habits of stags
, who forfeit their mates when they are defeated by another male |
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I like being waited on
Guilty pleasure |
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Need a slave to spoil me. Cook me noodle soup whn not feeling well and bend to the rediculous demands even if is to fetch the ice for me cuz its --too far but not really |
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how im feeling now that took my final exam and think i aced it
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final exam on medical terminology b4 next course |
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honestly
df
drunk wasted
passin out |
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homework infront of the tv was as exciting as my day got |
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Had sex yesterday
got wasted
still wasted
i got some presents
filled my gastank when dropped him off
watched anime |
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random guy filled my gastank today unexpectedly just cuz i said hi
helps i was wearing something showing cleavage too i guess lol |
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http://vodlocker.com/flo41eurw8zm
little tearjerker anime movie
proceed to video.click little grey x beside big box hit play |
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goal of realtime meet in orlando after getting 2 know slv |
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someone said my profile sounded unhappy
depressing
well my tone is mostly from frustration
and i would be more cheerful with a new slave
of course im bummed out over missing my dog and bf and loads of homework
but there is a goal in mind and future
even an end to this endless homework lies a career |
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I am a natural pessimist
My slave must be pathologically optimistic |
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Something about me
I love warm oil back massages |
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just had sex
had no sleep overnite
taking warm aroma bubblebath
maybe a 2hr powernap if im lucky
b4 kids return and have to cook
and the kitchen is a hazmat disaster area
where is my choreboy |
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http://vidbull.com/0t4j94a8hf7a.html
a tvshow based on insomniac apacolypse
seriously the world is fucking with me |
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going about my vanilla day
sneaking sum tv
right this minute
about to cook something |
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paper done
every1 sleeping and no rum or smoke in the house and im wide awake again
i need a slave sooo much |
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B4 having kids and being stay home mom i would probably b found at nocturnal wonderland. google it if your clueless. so much envy |
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everyone has holiday
i get homework in medical terminology
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kids tucked in,
ive got homework and a messy kitchen
sigh
was a good vanilla day
but still something missing |
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if insomnia was a bitch
i would wring its neck |
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http://vidbull.com/9ydm8zol6wqr.html
u know ima movie buff
this isnt officially out yet but i scored bigtime
it might get takendown soon so watch asap and then say thanku
if have issues
blue and white continue button takes 2movie page then clik tiny red x and hit play
dvd quality
Kingsglaive.Final.Fantasy.XV.2016.movie |
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LOL
CAPS LOCK BROKEN EVERYTHING ALL CAPS
NOT YELLING |
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i do have amazon wishlist thats reasonable if you want to be involved that way just ask but not mandatory just ways to make life easier 4me |
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something about me
nevr curse or raise voice at me
watch your tone
it ticks me off |
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sobriety suuuucks
but you know here comes monday |
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feelings dept today
feeling lonely and neglected
and out of beer
no smoke left.....pity party on me boohoo |
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today is a day i wish i was getting fucked by a hung guy as much as he wanted,............. |
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feeling better with sum bud and beer inside me but its noon i should eat forgot to last night and this morning. |
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i think i treat this journal like a diary, if this site gets wiped out it will be lost , i dont think i put anything brain heavy in it, i think i write enough where you can guess my personality by now. by nature not a violent person though i do channel my energies when im angry. slave is best if into pain, but when i would inflict would be so rare or random. i do like to see the expression on a guys face and hear the begging and moaning when he takes a large oiled strapon. I fANTASIZE TO MAKE A GUY take a horse sized cock routinely in his training made to feel as a personal bitch and know it,. submit to my commands and demands. i hate to hear no, ticks me off. i like my slave domesticated. clean, dust. sweep, mop, heck ill give you a spray and have you wash walls and windows til it sparkles. i want you to feel used . i especially love loner guys who havent had a woman in years and would eagerly do it just for cleavage or touch a boob. its amusing to me. i like to play while im wasted, not always but it is often, you dont have to. im not pushy in that area. just try to satisfy me |
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woke up. kids are out and at school, havnt had breakfast yet not going anywhere so cracking a fresh cold beer while i watch right this minute in about 10 minutes, love that show, i think nick is cute and ollie too. trying to cheer myself up even if its to smile just once. My grades jeez, Overall my assignments and tests have been solid 100s, lowest score must have been a 75 or 80. but the final exam i could have lucked my way into a 30 is about as bad as it is, i know its going to slam my overall scores!!!! no school for a week and teach hasnt posted final grades . |
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did terrible on my final exam drowning in beer at 3am in the morning cursing the world right now. all kinds of stupid emotions running through me including missing my boyfriend the stupid cunt that couldnt keep his shit together. so wasted trying to fall asleep and the worst bit is im wide awake like its 3 in the afternoon!!!! drinking some shit beer called hurricane only cuz i drink by alcohol content its 8.1 at 16 fl oz. havnt eaten all day worrying over this fuckin test and bombed!!! i miss my bf and i miss decent beer at least when i lived in vegas there was this beer called camo that was 10 percent alcohol and would be drunk after 3rd beer. god im really bitter right now and if i had a slave i would probably take it out on him at this time or other whether he was exhausted from a long hard day or not. god can life suck any harder right now.................. |
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i think if you read my journal, i have been brutally honest, frank and direct in my replies in what i want. nothing hidden you even get my faceshot. heck you even know im a mom with kids and im only free during certain hours before can get into a real relationship when it become longterm, where the fuck am i going wrong? i even gave you my vices it doesnt get better than this my friends all laid out to scrutinize over and still the bullshit. im going to watch a movie something random and drown in homework |
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of course i write this when im not sober and more free with my words cuz in reality not very talkative, more quiet unless im comfortable with you and good luck on getting there cuz you have to be at least mildly interesting or at least better than a scifi movie to catch my attention |
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something about me
if its gross im probably not into it, pain
depends on my mood if i want to dish but i will never receive pain
though bf likes to spank me on occassion during sex for my past transgressions of naughtiness
i drink rum
i smoke bud
im pathologically discreet family will think me angelic but a bull will see me as a sex demon!!
i cook and clean at home and hate it completely
in college for medical coding and billing so will probably hear me bitch and moan about it |
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stomacheache gone but wasted so dont know if can count since self medicated on my part. officially call it holistic remedy. |
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drunk and still have homework thats my personal dilemma at least asked teach for another day to complete my assignment with my charm and wit thats totally a drunken blur but worked out so not gonna kick the dead horse and just flow right on though it |
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having a day today where dont want to be touched or bothered with. not in best mood today due to a sour stomache. still have homework to do so layin in bed doing work and squeezing a movie or two in and food not on first priority today, |
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something about me
i like to lounge around on a hot day in new underwear, make the slave order the undies having to remember my size every month. doing the laundry ironing and hanging an ifinite amount of clothes. always having to sweep and mop and dust and scrub while in chastity, always begging to fuck me in vain or watch me fuck a hung guy and watch anime and drink rum teasing you on my free time.washing dishes , scrubbing out the oven or grill. and then watching me fuck and getting it hard or rough. but you will be busy washing up and tidying the house.i just love that visual |
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still awake............... insomnia is a bitch. wishiing for rum and bud and the back of my eyellids and sweet slumber |
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cant stand it anymore buying some rum tomorrow mayb nightcaps will cure insomnia |
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just finished a assignment, kids watching tv and behaving, and im stretched out in my room watching korean horror wishing i had some rum and smoke but dry.......bummer but still a good day. |
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i have been asked many times in my messages so i will answer. WHAT HAPPENED TO MY BEDFRAME. the answer is easy I fuck hard, i love rough sex and over time the metal bent and in one lustful moment of getting tossed on the bed down it went. still had sex at a awkward angle, not the best moment but it got tossed. Had a couch once that met that same fate. but its already been replaced but still needing a new bedframe, |
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sooo awake and have to b up at 7 |
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i loved suicide squad!! geeking out right now. i even have katana origins comic books shrinkwrapped so seeing her appearance was a pleasant surprise. looooved harleen quinzel iin it , favorite soo far so hope for more of her |
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pic of desk in my room is now completely different rearranged furniture , need a new bedframe, broke mine so now matress is on the floor really hating how that looks a pet peeve if you can call it that. |
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insomnia is back uuuhh here we go again, at least had a week of sweet sweet sleep |
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just scored 100 on two tests, so skating on cloud 9 right now, but still missing rum and smoke so badly i can taste it. so want a slave mixing my drink in cocktails right now and doing the chores while i channel surf. |
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only thing missing is a chastity device
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this should be the daily life of my personal slave |
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scored 92 out of 100 on a paper today. i miss bud and rum sooo much. wiped out, and no slave entertainment, so back to my tv and remote on computer watching re:zero anime right now. saw a takashi miike movie today too, he is sooo weird, it was a funnier movie he is known for gore, had to shut izo off after like 5 seconds when it started with a disembowlment before the intro credits even started,eeeew |
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so tired, ran around all day getting back to school stuff for kids and only got half the stuff, so need a slave to cart this shit around, back aches today lifting shit/ need a total warm oil rubdown. |
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only a few days and school has cured my insomnia. i pass out earlier, havnt had a drink yet, or smoked either kind of need my memory . tried to study high and had a pop quiz and scored a 65 out of 100, didnt drink or smoke and took a pop quiz and scored 85 out of 100. but i barely studied , my fault so abstaining for a while from my heathenous consuming ways. minus sex of course , that would be a great relief!!! |
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first day of school done already slammed with homework and just took a pop quiz on 2nd day. I mean SERIOUSLY who gives a quiz on second day |
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wasted from yesterday to this morning. wouldv been easy prey for a hung bull |
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it is official i am a student
going to florida technical college
class starts monday |
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i saw this picture today and its kind of stuck with me, the wedding dress is god awful but couldnt deny i love how the husband takes it!!!
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home alone alot bored out of my mind, killing brain cells on rum so to stay sharp going back to school online classes since i think im beginning to hate people in general |
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fresh off the press with a 90s feel
new release taken from the series
batman the animated series.
batman the killing joke.
i think back to when i started liking things outside the box before i even knew what s and m was but liked the mental of it all, and joker was my first real glimpse back in 92. still a freaking teen but when you watch this you will see why i like so much. aka the abuse of commissioner gordon
this is like an origin back story of joker before he became joker see if you like
http://vidbull.com/vyh0gixtvx24.html
click the little red x and hit play. if you get a page before just click continue to play in blue and white bubble.
batman is as nutty as joker i think
brand new so it might get taken down webriped just for my closest fans |
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Been sober for so long the world is even more annoying than usual. Uuuuuuuuuh |
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I want to see suicide squad soooo bad harly quin is my fav dc character aside from batman and joker |
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Purge election year was good. I never steer you wrong about movies at least a one time watch |
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I have such a compulsion to own someone and its only growing |
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Its odd i miss my bf but i miss my dog just s much maybe more. Just as heartbroken. |
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Something abut me
I dont get emotional in real time situations but cry during sad movies and sad music silly right |
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Something abut me
I dont get emotional in real time situations but cry during sad movies and sad music silly right |
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I am watchinga show called stranger things i like it |
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Something about me
Am always asked if i shave
So here it is
I shave smooth in hot season like summer now. In autumn i grow out some hair and keep it trimmed but honestly dead of winter i let the bush grow free before i shave from annoyance |
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Something about me
I bite my nails
Terrible habit always needing manicures |
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Lost my best friend and pitbull bear
Worst streak of luck ever.drinking beer amd watching stranger things. |
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Visit with my mom is so-so so far.i really need stiff drink |
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Something about me
I hate working out
But if can motivate me off the couch is a plus but expect complaining and nasty looks and punishment if i have aches and pains. |
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I need rum smoke and permanent servant to entrtain me. The simple joys of life |
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My bf has a way with words says he missed me so much. Like i own his soul. Kiddingly askedif was some faustian deal and if i was really the devil in sucubbus form |
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Being sober and vanilla sux right now. Emotions are caged and feeling twistedup tight. I really need a slave for the release |
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Brace myself
Mom is officially here
The migraine begins |
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Re:zero anime has devestatingly stolen my heart |
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ok if you know one piece, luffy is a boy but i found a gender swap version of him and i love it. ha so cool. yea its a model toy you can buy awesome. i know im geeking out right now |
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Everyone sleeps but me
just staring at the ceiling |
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Independance day resurgence was terrible. Tarzan movie gold stars loved it |
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My mom coming from out of town to stay with me til aug 15th kinda stuck with her daily til then so on best vanilla behavior. Can tqlk here especially in my insomnia hrs |
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I wish i had rum and bud cuz im wide awake. Starting job hunt on monday |
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Idling my time away
So i give a little spoiler alert cuz im such a movie junkie and star trek fan. The new beyond movie here is a treat
Sulu is closet gay. Yea and also new tv series coming out.
And for the hardcore fans
He has a daughter demora who he had with an athletic glamazon in a one night stand |
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Spending 4th of july sober .car also has a flat tire no jack or crowbar. I just cant win. -sigh so staring at a useless donut tire |
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Dryer broke so hang drying verything what a pain |
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Couch potato today and washing clothes |
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Cleaning house something i hate but necessary |
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something about me
i like carniverous plants, the more exotic the better especially the coloring, from venus flytraps, to pitcher plants and more hard to find ones too. |
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maybe i should just be 37 for the next 5 years. lol |
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I've been told why I surprised I haven't found anyone cuz of my profile content. I suppose so my fault for being brutally honest without anything hidden |
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Would you believe my birthday is on 30th I think time to give up soon this isn't working finding what I want |
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Having harsh week
Worst day ever
I need rum
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Had a falling out with my family some discovered my secret life .About to be disowned meaning I lose house and car. They trying to take kids even my dog fighting it but means have to move very soon |
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Something about me
I love leather
But who doesn't right |
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Had sex today with guy I know that I hang out with complete vanilla |
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A white guy who fixes houses begged me to touch his cock today and that he would do anything for me but he is married. His wife outside fixing houses too. He begged to wantto eat my pussy I told him I was a about nothing hidden wife included or knows. But I did nothing to bring it on. Not even dressed sexy today wearing. Black bandana a. Lack polo shirt and red board shorts and flipflops. Came out of blue that he needed sex or a touch whatever..... |
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am watching this movie right now. click blue n white continue bubble then the tiny red x and hit play. this movie is so trippy. trippyest one ive seen all year and thats saying something on stuff i watch. check out the pov viewpoint like a scrolling video game. wrap your head around it, i liked it.
http://vidbull.com/eate4b34gh9q.html |
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http://www.viralnova.com/apartment-secret-dungeon-gallery/?mb=vnyah&utm_campaign=VN:vnyah:apartment-secret-dungeon-gallery_sngl_US&utm_source=yahoo:USA,ENG:{site}&utm_medium=D
i found this little gem. i think it would be the most awesome apartment to have. a secret door away from the family where i keep my slave, so much set things off in my brain. i love this
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i love star trek onld and new and checkov died today -yelchin got run over in his driveway by his own jeep and crushed against a fence too young at 27
super bummed out right now |
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sigh..................... |
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saw conjuring 2 today, liked it. made me jump. |
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since cant sleep gonna watch warcraft |
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seriously cant sleep/ running on 4 hr sleep every day for about 2 weeks now. ticking me off a little.im not one quick to temper-unless know the buttons to press. running on a slow burn here thats needs to be vented pretty soon if im to continue not sleeping like this grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i dislike all you snorers out there. green with envy |
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i waas called
pillow princess |
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accidentally killed keyboard with spilled rum and pineapple and have2use virtual keyboard a real pain |
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have to be awake at 7 and my eyes wont ckise |
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uh
sober
way too fucking sober
and awake still |
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i am hating quantum break, its not bad but not holding my attention either |
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ok time to add something about me somthing simple to learn
ok
i cant sing
and forget dancing
a complete insomniac without a good fuck or smoke
introvert, prefer the living room than going out, but not to say i dont enjoy a good night or day out to break monotony. like the bubble of the kind of world i make away from the outside world my new slave will know all about it when i find him |
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a few of my brothers friends went to pulse and i was invited but stayed home. they didnt make it. |
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teenage mutant ninja trtles 2 saved my butt, so ill share it with everyone on here cuz this is what i watched instead of going out.
http://vidbull.com/r17tadwppbtu.html click continue to watch
and then the little red x and play |
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i wanted to go out to the pulse but couldnt cuz noone to watch the kids. crazy the bloodbath 50 dead over 53 in hospital. hospital road blocked off, if have o negative or o positive ab blood go to one blood they need it asap!!! |
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RIP PULSE CLUB HERE IN ORLANDO
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all i need now is for the bud fairy or beer gnome to show up and complete my day but those are all extra wishes cant help but always want, like my need to own a slave |
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3pm on a lazy saturday afternoon kids playing with toys, got my feet up turning on thiss new videogame i swapped with my brother QUANTUM BREAK, dog lounging in the sun, only hard work needed done in the house is dishes and dinner. so far so good |
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still fucking awake
but am watching a stephen king movie called cell
trippy movie at this hour |
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my birthday is june 30th. ill be 37 years old
lets see who remembers if anyone reads my stuff |
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something about me
totally random facts about me for today
favorite sports to watch
football=GIANTS
soccer=MANCHESTER UNITED
hockey=RANGERS
i once lived out in vegas so have other likes as well, a small thing i get hooked on is the horse races, and roulette is a big weekness
lol one of main reasons i moved back to florida way too much temptation out there |
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i a natural dominant in the bedroom but in life im more laid back. maybe too laid back cuz i like to surf the couch alot. ive tried being sub to my bf and found this video of a bf and his gf and how they work out or basically him being a drill seargent behind her to lose weight. i like this idea cuz i think it is the Only way to get off the couch is with someone chasing behind me, but i know in the long run i might get ticked off and slap someone especially when taking away my mac and cheese and beef. its either a mean and nasty bitch thats smaller=its what i tell my bf
or a content much happier full figured not starrving version of myself cuz at 180 lbs i was hungry all day every day and you could tell i snapped alot. been much happier at 200 lbs but it does make me lazy. i admit it!!! but i know afterwards is alot of ache and pain from muscles and when i feel that ill be wanting revenge in a pegging kind of way
http://www.rightthisminute.com/video/rtmtv-boyfriend-motivates-girlfriend-workout-and-diet |
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ive done this before with my bf during sex
squeezed with my legs around his neck when he put my legs over his shoulders to fuck me,
well i cant help it
i tense up if it feels good,
turns into a erotic wrestling match but hes stronger than me but fun to see him struggle out of it
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since i cant sleep during the night ive been back to playing videogames, i just finished uncharted 4 recently, swapped it with my brother -yes i have a brother-clueless to my kink for a game i dont even know about but gonna try to play it , its called quantum break |
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dammit
justlooked at the clock
sigh.......... |
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trying to go to sleep
not working
being sober sux |
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I think of what a good word to describe me would be.
Hedonistic is a fair self assessment
I'm all about pleasure and bliss well for myself anyway
You would probably have blueballs if cock isn't big enough to satisfy
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something about me
favorite position
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i admit it
im a sucker for a man in uniform |
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Still fuckin awake
Happy memorial Day |
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finnished uncharted 4 loved it |
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Uncharted 4 story grabs me a few hrs in already
Past the auction and digging around Avery grave and heading to cathedral game is badass so far |
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If you are already married I'm not interested |
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Playing uncharted 4 funny how it starts with a prison break |
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Still awakeneed a good fck to pass out on |
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but this is so much more fun
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wouldnt mind a slavegirl for licking my pussy while i lounge
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damn insomnia if only i could smoke you away tonight instead of staring at the ceiling |
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https://youtu.be/xXpPweAooeE
it makes me giddy i love star trek and a new series is coming
if you could see me now id be squealing happily |
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best cumshot ever
would love once married if a bull shoots heavy load in my pussy like that awesome
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i just need a cock to control |
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i think if you read my profile i put all the pros and cons about myself in this, so there are no surprises and nothing hidden, from kids, to my smoking, and drinking, and my pet bodyguard. to the very mess the slave will have to clean up in the house as labor. nothing hidden faceshot , my size waist everything need to know and still ......................sigh
well thats how i feel today and im sober which really sucks right now insomnia strikes again |
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if you are checking me out and you have a blank profile im not going to bother to answer, isnt hard to put something up. look ive dont it and i truly dont even care about typos, happens all the time, caps, periods, grammar i dont care, just have something~!!!!!! ive written half of this stuff drunk or wasted while laying in bed. or surfing while watching tv............ |
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something about me
i am a fan of leather
love the feel, love to condition and oil it
just love love love it |
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i love how much this guy cums i had to share
http://www.redtube.com/856 |
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i am sooo high and wet right now, shame i dont own a slave yet, i was thinking naughty thoughts..... |
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i enjoy my beer also, prefer 10% alcohol content and a small slice of lime |
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------ my chat request-answering == it doesnt work just scrolls infinity trying to connect to server if you want to talk message me . |
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i smoked and insomnia still keeping me up. i totally need a bull to bang me hard so i can roll over and fall asleepp just like that-snaps fingers |
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something about me
complete movie buff
addicted to televison
scifi fantasy anime, drama, international-koreandrama of course.
example watch a movie called war of the arrows. completely badass.
so itching to see star trek beyond- am a trekkie seen every episode but dont ask me to recite them all not gonna happen. as in every episode from shatner, to patrick steward, to mulgrew. aka kirk, picard, janeway, deep space 9 voyager, only thing i havent seen is the cartoon series and yes there is a toon series. love martial arts movies. ip man trilogy aka bruce lees masters story ,. watch one nonstop beatdown called THE RAID then you will know exactly what i like. absolutely no zombies or cannibal stuff, no chainsaw crap. just straight ill fuck you up with my bare hands. cmon its eye candy for me cant get enough,................ |
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alot of you guys on here are sissys. men in dress and panties dont really turn me on at all. what i like
a collar
either nude, or a cockthong is hot. even better a freakin apron and rubber gloves and seeing you kneeling on the floor washing out the tub or sweeping up my floor. let me see that ass move |
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a friend of mine wants to smoke tonight, just waiting, not sure sex will be involved we never fuck i treat him more like a cousin if anything. but wasted enough i wouldnt say no to him licking me out |
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somethng about me
favorite alcohol is rum
i never had absynth before and totally want to get sloshed on with old school sugar cubes
very 420 friendly
ok alot 420 friendly i admit it no secrets here
very clean no stds
health is fine except if you stress me out ill prob get an ulcer and a foot to your junk if its your fault. and i am very particular about this because a few years ago i got lice from a guy i was with and it skeeved me out so badly after the shampoo and lice treatments i literally didnt want to be touched or fuck for like a year and a half everyone seemed to be walking petri dishes to me and i swear ill never catch anything from you nasty ass people out there you know who you are!!! |
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something about me
hmmm, i love books not the e reader or tablet books, REAL old school paperback , hardcover edition, flip the page books. can easily get lost in them and follow a few authors and of course the classics, my altime favorite classic is beowulf |
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im sooo bored............................need a slave sooo bad |
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i love animation movies not always childish ones ghost in the shell series is good example. im not really outdoorsy but with motivation can keep up. -preferably rum and a couch afterwards 420 even better and a slave rubbing my feet knowing hes going to pay for the aches and pains i get |
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something about me from the real world,
i hate seafood. everyone tells me its the way its cooked, its the chef.
yes i had a bad experience with it when younger, made to eat lobster, turtle, trout, tuna, all kinds, it all tastes terrible to me and the smell is even worse. cant talk me down its never going to happen
as for my favorite food in the world,
a nice lean well done steak surprise me with sauces is a plus if its turf ill probably give it a chance. even venison, and yes ive had rabbit stew before also. have done my fair share of hunting too decent arm but i dont have affection for guns so never stuck. |
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i need to cum on a huge cock frequently |
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im having a frustrating annoying day so far wish had a human pet to take it out on |
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again awake
i have hatred for insomnia |
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stilll fucking awake
and you wonder why i smoke |
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a friend sent me this picture and i thought i would share it. i would love one this size to torment my slave with
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random fact of the day for me little things i like or do so you know a little more about me
i love games, videogames, chess, just stuff. now, am i great at them, i completely suck but doesnt stop me from playing!! ok half the videogames im pretty good at, but if i play like chess or golf you got me beat. |
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stormy weather outside. out of bud and alcohol watching some random scifi movies still wishing my new friend would be cleaning reorganizing my room |
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its 229 in the morning. i havent fucked today but smoked and im still awake.
so since im wasted ill tell another little kink that i have. but its so far off i doubt there is a bull or cuck out there into it. when i had my first kid and started to lactate , my boobs grew llike 3 sizes and the sensation drove me mad. it turned me into a sensation junkie. im without milk now but i would so love being induced if my slave drank and drank my milk. so there my deepest darkest secret fetish just confessed. i would so fuck while being milked too. i would never want to dry again. but...... would wait to do that til after married. my bf would titfuck me so much. the milk pressure and sensitivity, my nipples would tingle. i was wet like all the time. ok let mee just stp typing, next ill be spilling all my old fuck stories......... |
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people dont seem to realize it, and not sure if i said it or not
so just to make sure
i am not a professional domme
not an online mistress
i seek realtime flesh and blood to mold, train to my likes
not seeking hookups only goal for longterm for life with goal of marriage
it wont be a marriage of equals but will seem like it to others in the outside world
a cuckold preferably, or can be the hotwife to a more hung bull type. not really into sissys
i like the alpha type or even alpha looks though your nothing but a puppy inside.
i like that type too.
am a size queen
i have my vices, who doesnt but am functional
NO STD
so you be clean too |
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i didnt realize it til i relaxed and stretched out just now
my whole body aches and a lil sore
i wonder if counts as workout? |
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binged fucked and smoked for several hrs. from friday before noon, fucked so much then stopped, got kids had to be mom, put kids to bed, and kept fuckiing through the night. i didnt even fall asleep. just when thought he was done, i get flipped back over,(blk guy who has persistantly chased me) and a decent size 8 cock too. then fucked me til the kids woke up.after dawn. stopped made breakfast a few quickies. then had to shove him out the door before kids start asking too much questions. its 11pm the next day and im actually blinking sleepily...............yawn. not sure if this is a regular thing yet but im being cautiously optimistic |
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doesnt seem like i get to smoke out today, friday afternoon and stuck home infront of the tv wishing i could at least smoke so bummed out all around. kids fed and off to bed and dvds. .... sigh so tuff to find what i seek, tougher than i thought it would be anyway |
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-420 slowly wearing off of me now saw this little epic movie. so this is perfect example of a movie i would pick to watch. not always chinese or live action.
http://vidbull.com/4egzde1z6n98.html
if u get a page without movie click on blue and white button continue to movie
then hit the floating red x in the box and hit play.
i smoked my last bud watching this and cheering for the monkey king and the white bone demon lady was hella hot and effects messed with me wasted too. anyway i iramble on, so enjoy tell me what you think if you could tolerate me around all the time watching movies along the line of what you just saw |
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again im still awake completely wasted and awake.......sigh |
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INSOMNIA SUCKS
i want to tease and mold and molest my permanent slave
im always drawn back here and i feel like im surrounded by punks. granted im wasted half of the time and watch way too much tv and am a complete closet perv |
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enjoying my favorite holiday would love to be wasted and just watch a white girl do this for hours a few inches from my face
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i want this damn bong!!!!! |
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can you tell
today is my favorite national underground holiday
i will probably eat a whole chessecake for lunch today..........
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how i like white girls on a day like ttoday
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soooo many fakes its not even funny, its chasing me off of collar i think i need a break from this place find someplace new |
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Iluvboots is a fake been standing me up not serious bogus cuckold |
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insomnia strikes again and i got to be up at 7. just wish I had a nice hard fuck a little nightcap and the backside of my pillow.......sigh would be perfect for 1 am in the morning and id sleep soooo gooood |
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I wonder how big his dick is |
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been talking to a single blk guy I met. we have been smoking together , he has dreadlocks, lean, muscles, kinda hot looking gangster type body but he isnt except for smoking. he hits on me so much for past two weeks he has been telling me he wants to fuck me. persistent too |
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new pic in my profile now, yea wasnt smiling in it cuz it was while i was stood up waiting out front of a place waiting on a cuckold. another cleaned up look to meet and be presentable. will try again tomorrow |
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todays cleaned up presentable to the public outfit not the stoner or party look. this is generally how i look to meet
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I LOVE THIS PICTURE TODAY
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quit fucking my smokebuddy because he didnt please me, now I cant smoke with him cuz hes just ticking me off , when i smoke I want to relax.not get riled up. but that now leaves me without a smoking partner ,,,,,,,sigh |
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hangover from the rum........ |
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spring break and stuck home with kids.............
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i think ive been stood up, was dressed up nice but just kicked off the shoes and changed into some shorts and tshirt instead of that too tight dress, now i can breath but damn would have been fun to get to play. such a shame. |
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i love the expression on his face
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I watch anime. IF you read my journals you figured that out. Here is a bit of trivia and a little selfish request as well. One of the anime's I watch is called HEAVY OBJECT. The commander frolaytia carries a metal pipe around, and every time I see it I cant stop thinking to myself. I want a copy of that to smoke out of. so I leave it up to a true slave to gift it upon me, do the legwork instead of me trying to hunt it down. good luck in your search of course you have to watch a few episodes to see what im talking about or get a few pics of the character that holds the pipe |
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really need to own a cuck |
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Officially I am a tomboy. which means i wear shorts sneakers tshirts, but I do get dressed up put some makeup on when I have to go out, If it was up to me Id be half naked in bed all day but thats not realistic life. so yea Ill wear the cute wedge heels and paint my toes but reality is those bitches hurt after a while... last pic of the mess you have to clean up from my desk. kids love to shove things underneath it EVERY SINGLE DAY |
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two new pics added to my profile pics. yes i know the flash made everything dark, duh thats the purpose, u want more thats for face to face. and the pic of the desk, thats the mess my slave will clean up and organize. im in the pic too if you can find me...........yes thats a bruce lee enter the dragon poster on my wall.... booyah |
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just added a new personal pic to my profile. dont get excited i dont have a new camera phone yet, but its progress i suppose......... |
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the proper way to propose
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OH YEA AND COCK OF COURSE |
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sorry guys, iM not into sissys. Even if i take him with a strapon i still want him to be a avg joe, at most wear a thong at least nude in a apron cleaning my floor |
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i have been walking around all day with an insane urge to fuck |
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staring at tv waiting for my favorite anime in the world one piece. no sex, no booze no bud. ......sigh it is what it is |
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what my husband needs to take
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possible future of cuckoldress |
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this site puts me off might be nothiing better than mentally getting off than meeting people, I hold out little hope on meeting actual people
but there it is, hope no matter how little its still there |
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totally was stood up by a potential cuckold a little pissed rite now |
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I am warming up to an anime called ERASED. there is only like 4 ep but this one is catching my attention. |
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i have insomnia tonight. its 3 am and im wasted. the perfect hour to fuck and im sooo horny |
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wouldnt that be just about the greatest sensation in the world a nice heavy cumshot flooding pristine pussy |
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meeting a potential cuck feb 5th face to face |
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i like the long term permanency of it. the slow daily conditioning and mindless sensation or overwhelming of it all. i like that after years if you try to walk away fro m me it feels as if a piece of your soul is missing. or completely addicted to me. you will never want to let go |
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when i started with the sex and fetish thing before my bf over a decade ago , I thought i was sub. was basically a fuckdoll for a alpha type. tried bondage, women strapons spanking roleplay dressup. when i met my bf he even roofied me and fucked me apart. i accidentaly broke his nose when he tried to fuck m in the ass. its one of my limits. so he told me i top from the bottom. after 10 yrs together the role slowly reversed from hard sex to cuckolding forcing him to watch, but still rewarding him with alpha sex owning him by pussy,.he ended up doing everything to make my life easier. the cooking thee cleaning, all the bitch work like mopping, and scrubbing toilets and tubs to cleaning out the garage. he would return exhausted but still get hard when crawl into bed together. he would get jealous see me even talk to another man and much more if hes touching me but he wants to fuck me so hard to prove im his. or hes mine. he has tied me up. drugged me. we tried breath play to unconciousness play but abandonned that with a few close calls.when got pregnant was heavy imto cum play and lactation. i would force him to drink the extra milk which in turn i expanded quite alot. when he stopped drinking i went dry but was one of the best sensations i ever had. i like to fuck openly infront of a cuckold outside the bedroom around the house, with him watching me get fucked or cleaning as i fuck. sometimes will want you to lick my pussy or suck the cumload blast |
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i am a fan of women and big tits or transformation to bigger tits |
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not a professional just lifestyle. seeking permanent with someone who can blend the vanilla with the kink |
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If you don't know my likes by now sift through my journal it will give you a clue |
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Giant rainstorm. Inside warm n cozy watching a movie about to crack my last beer. |
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I like anime heavy object and gate is back yay |
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Just spilled a beer ......so upset right now |
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I need a real person not cyber. So if you message me from new Zealand or Germany. Not realistic. I need to put my hands on someone and I'm picky so its taking way too long this process. Starting to lose heart. |
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I ran out of soda but had lots of tea. Made warm tea and poured vodka in. Does the job...... |
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After mid nite watching a movie and letting the boobs hang out |
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Saw hateful 8 . was really good but violent but bloody good . luv Samuels role |
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I can be anti social. A homebody. You would be cut off from friends I would be your entire world. Brainwashed. Bent to my likes. |
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Realllly drunk in front of my TV watching NCis at 10 pm . everyone is sleeping and wishing I was fucking riiiight about now. Gods honest truth |
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Subtle slavery throughout life with me in public |
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Date for a year in front of family as vanilla setting. Complete slave once set foot in bedroom |
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I adore heavy cummers and men with edged blue balls. Like this in my bulls as well |
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I have such an intense need to fuck sometimes |
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Turns out I'm pretty selfish and perverse a lot of the times when I'm not being a mom |
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Everyone asks me where the character I chose for my profile came from
The closest character to my likes and looks
Queen excellia from corruption of champions |
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Like this new lupin lll anime |
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Came home wasted after kids fell asleep and sat out drinking and smoking. Army dad across street slips me his phone number. Why do I meet this man when I can barely string a sentence together. At least he's interested.... I think? Happy new years people. |
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Waiting on my new furniture. Destroyed last couch fuckin on it til it broke. |
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Got fireworks for the kids for new yrs. |
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Took kids to see new star wars movie they loved it |
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Not mange poor boy has allergies now has special dogfood and pills |
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My poor dogs been scratching for weeks I think he's got mange taking him to vet in morning my poor boy |
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thoroughly drunk and full of every kind of cookies- tollhouse my favorite so far. insomniac so sitting up watching anime while family is sleeping in every room and kids sleeping with new stuffed teddy bears from santa snoring away from a really good day!
officially day after xmas |
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Merry Christmas
Happy Hanukkah
Kwanzaa
And happy holidays |
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happy holidays
and bah humbug to the negative people in the world |
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insomnia sucks so much. I need a real man to fuck me to sleep. hate being tired and sleepy and awake. |
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example of a bull
http://xxxbunker.com/dark_skinned_hentai_babe_gets_fucked |
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i admit it i love the feeling of Im about to cum a little tooo much and something about a huge size hits the sweet spot |
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spent my weekend fucking, same guy begging to come back, he tried so hard to satisfy me was almost cute to see him try so hard, he kept getting so sensitive and he would get upset when he cum too soon but he would try to recover and fuck me some more he would beg please dont kick me out I need your pussy so much I cant stop thinking about it, hmmmm its a pity fuck I still need my new bull to make me cum fucking hard on a nice fat and big cock
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non eventful day spent sober watching xmas movies and doing kids hair and getting stuff ready for school tomorrow saw some of my shows like quantico and once upon a time. slow day as usual |
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my former bull fuckbuddy came knocking today begging for me to take him bback but once yuou steal something out of the house your not welcome anymore. especially my favorite bong. damn so annoying |
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had the mother of all stoner fuckups today. being a functional stoner I figured i could smoke in the afternoon instead of midnight as my kid was outside playing with friends and I cooked dinner no problem. it gets dark and no kids so i go outside to retrieve them for dinner but the bud i smoked was a little strong I know what my tolerance is and i think i misjudged. so i knock on parents door and out pops this really hot army dad. and hes talking to me intro himself and follows me to other parents house to get his kid too still talking. my response was awkward and not a very good first impression. I think my shirt even said something stupid like choke the chicken. it wasnt til after dinner that the light bulb clicked in my head he was leaving major hints that he was single like telling me his wife and him was seperated. boy my brain was in a cloud. |
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I completely love this picture seeing as this is how I like to fuck most of the time. smoking and fucking my favorite passtime. no this isnt a photo of me just an idea of what I like!!!!
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I had a fuckbuddy aka bull that I could fuck whenever I wanted. it was what our relationship was based on, but he has turned useless and his cock wasnt even that big and he left me unsatisfied too many times. last two days was last straw kicked him out for cumming too soon too often, and was obnoxious during my time when i like to drink and smoke and watch movies and relax. If you cant handle my love of movies and videogames move along..... pretty sure there are worse vices out there than my too much tv watching and my 420 habit.!!!! I mean who steals a bong and my favorite lighter, what an asshole. |
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happy turkey day. I cooked, ate a bunch-gluttony is such a sin. watched tv the parade sum football streamed 007 spectre , loved it.
http://www.sharesix.net/d0faf644e1ab#
drank sum nog almost in a food coma so a bit of sloth sin mixed in as well. salud have a great night |
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sex binge that started fri night and ended sunday 3 am. now Im just sleepy |
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quiet weekend drunk at noon on high gravity lager it only takes 2 8.1% alchohol vol and only have had 2 pints but have a great buzz going on right now. kids are fed and watching cartoons arguing with each other over toys and working it out together while i drift on into tvland as usual. right now is when I would shut the door and have my bitch serve me best. shame i dont own one yet. I need good times. |
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Bf sends me mail this week. telling me about his daily life and then he tells me about his jacking off in prison alone and what he was thinking. he says he was trying to think of cheating on me while he was jerking off and he went limp just couldnt do it. then he was thinking of me being fucked by another guy and it got him so horny he creamed really big. he is finally accepting that he is truly conditioned as a cuckold took him about 9 years to realize it he kept denying it over and over again because he has a massive cock and can get anyone. it wont get hard for anyone but me. i loove it!! |
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ever had that moment when you have the smokes, no cash everything infront of you and you flick every lighter in the house and find out they are all empty. screaming and having a tantrum right now |
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spent 2 days fucking while kids were at school and after they fell asleep with someone from my vanilla world even then was not satisfied because i WAS MISSING THE KINK |
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who said I WAS NORMAL. JUST HAVE TO APPEAR THAT WAY IN THE VANILLA WORLD. if i could it would be kink all the time any free chance I GOT |
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ok someone mentioned this so I HAVE TO RESPOND
I am seeking potential husband slave and cuckold but you cannot livein immediately. it woould seem strange in my vanilla lifestyle that someone I JUST MET moves in with me and my kids. be realistic please. at least have the sense to make it look like we are dating officially for several months to a year before you move in with the goal of marriage and knowing you will live as slave and being my slave during our official dating, |
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just saw paranormal activity ghost demension. Is it me or are they getting worse. I say if you want one better watch this one
BLOOD PUNCH
http://vidbull.com/m4730o9r1ej4.html
I liked it alot better. and wanted to share even has some cuckold undertones
click the white and blue bubble that says continue to video
and when video box pops up click the teeny tiny red x and hit play |
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If you read my stuf you know I luv anime
One of my favorite vamp ones returned owari no seraph aka seraph of the end. So much more sprang up some strange ones too
a lesbian superhero teenagers valkerie drive mermaid basically chicks making out to turn into weapons and prison school where boys go to all girl school and most females act as dominas. I like a good story but I can't help giggling at those 2 |
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Sober on a Friday night..........bored alone in front of my TV. What a world. I really do want a slave curled up at my feet to rest them on to amuse myself with to cut this boredom. |
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I do like the visual of a collar on a slave. When I get my slave I want him to wear one even a mild one he can wear in vanilla and could be mistaken as jewelry |
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Got soo wasted last night with my friend and fuck buddy but he couldn't even stay hard it was so pathetic. Kicked him out for being useless to me and angrily drank rum and watched one piece. |
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My dog just took down a giant bird the one day I don't muzzle him and we are all chilling outside getting kids on school bus when he spots a bird as tall as my kids he takes off and pounces like a lion. He caught the thing taking off. The kids are all like eeeeew cool. I'm thinking about the cleanup. Yuck.muzzle now every time we go outside. Stupid dog but I love him Happy Friday |
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http://www.rightthisminute.com/video/rtmtv-ear-free-headphones-more-triple-kickstarter-goal-cool-half-million
OK bat bands are badass I want one soooo badly |
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Added new pictures to my profile
This is what 5 foot 9 200 lbs 38DDD blk BBw Domina looks like
Fetish mom
Wanting to cuck a alpha and needing a hung lover aka bull |
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I admit it sometimes I just need a good hard fuck that makes me cum |
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its saturday and I am in a mild stoner daze, quite pleasant actually. kids are sitting in living room playing with toys and watching cartoons, iM IN MY bedroom watching tv. kids bellys are full from big breakfast, i AM STUFFED AS WELL. OPENED MY WINDOW A NICE BREEZE in my room that lets me smoke every once in a while blowing it out the window. dog sleeps by my foot, my hair is messy and tossed just walking around in a robe and short shorts and flipflops. aBOUT TO SMOKE SOME MORE WHY AM i STILL TYPING |
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completely wasted after ,midnite watching series finale of continuum |
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my bf wrote me a letter begging me to send him details of me having sex with another guy just so he could jerk off to them. I can tell he is getting desperate because we usualyh have sex daily sometimes several times a day and he hasnt fucked in a year. |
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http://download.animepremium.tv/video/87545
how can anyone tolerate soap operas when this is out there, its so good!!!
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What slave will I be celebrating new years with pegging? |
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UPDATE
I live in Orlando Florida. Was living alone in 3 bed house with kids and dog but have just learned my mom lost her job in Chicago and she will be moving in with me around Christmas time. After this time I will be surrounded by family often. So now I have under 3 months to find a slave sub to officially date BEFORE she moves back in with me want the house spotless before her arrival as well and believe me it Needs a scrubbing!this way can intro my new Boyfriend to my mother when she returns so I now have a deadline to make this work |
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I send mixed signals. So I will clarify. I am dominant. I only switch with my bf that went to prison as I started out as sub because that is what I thought I was but learned I was wayyy wrong in that assumption. I also like taking an alpha male and making him my bitch. |
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I don't usually excersize have a weak back and left knee from my younger escapades. I'm not saying that I won't but have always had a coach or someone running behind me barking orders. Went running with the dog in 90 heat and didn't make it far before the lungs ached and got sidestich . so now giving up the cigarettes (never the bud) but its time to say goodbye cancer sticks now its time for bubble bath and I'll be sore tomorrow. Fuck I'm sore now |
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I'm in love with an anime called gangsta |
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There is just something I like about relaxing. Working. Reading. Watching TV while a slave moves quietly around me cleaning and scrubbing and dusting and washing no questions asked and when I get up greeted by spotless room and an eager slave waiting for reward |
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Watching mission impossible 2015 bored sober I don't think its that great just saying |
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Soo bored. Laying on the bed watching family guy reruns wishing had someone to play with every night.maybe rest my legs on a slaves back as I'm relaxing. Footstool |
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If you read my journal you know I have insomnia. I had been awake for 2 days I even drank beer and smoked and was still awake into the evening with no sleep in sight. Was starting to get incoherent because I was exhausted. Faced with dreading going through another night of no sleep. Get a doorbell ring and its my friend I smoke bud with on occasion. Watched movies. Smoked drank and fucked like horny rabbits. I was snoring 5 minutes after he left |
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My bf had an intoxication immobilization fetish. I have a decent tolerance on drugs and alcohol. If I smoke I'm not likely to pass out but I have gotten so wasted forget about walking. Or so drunk I slur like you should understand me. He would say he wanted to numb me so I was more like a fuckdoll. And he said it brought out a naughty side in him my personality like he wanted to be my.b Itch. Wanted to take care of me. Cook clean with pussy as his reward. He would pride himself on stamina and staying power. Even edge and walk around full of cum just so he could rough fuck me with a big cumplosion after and then avoid me for a week or so jacking watching guys hit on me. He would whisper all his horny fantasies rubbing me down with baby oil and giving me oiled tit massages and horny titfucks where he would end up begging me and mix of thank you and making out sessions |
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this is how I should feel once you are let out of your blueballed chastity device for a hard fuck. and then locked back in. full and satisfied, I want to feel this way afer a hung bull too |
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I like that word
Surrender
The other one I love is
Bliss |
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Things I like
Alien movies
And alien conspiracy theories |
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Things I like
Milk expansion
Huge coxk to fuck
Strap on sex
Seeing complete submission |
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Happy labor day. Sleepless and marathoning black bullet anime envious of kids and dog snoring away |
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I am looking for longterm. If you think your personality is a problem. Don't.
If I dislike what I see
I consider completely moldable. If I hate your voice
Voice restrictions
The only thing I don't tolerate is anything hostile towards my kids then you witness something I'd probably go to prison for. Or just feed you to my pit
Anyway you would be living in chastity and only let out at my feet for my pleasure n locked back. This is forever.
Punishment is strapons
Rewards are eating my pussy and sucking my tits
I like seeing a guy on his knees scrubbing and cleaning |
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No I'm not asking for tributes or gifts. I don't even have an amazon wish list. On my Walmart.com Is stuff like dogfood stuff for kids and things I need daily and I usually get it myself so I don't have to drive to the store because it gets delivered. Yea sometimes I get lazy and don't wanna waste the gas. I don't seek financials off the cuff without even knowing you though in the future once married I would probably stop working and make guy do all the bitch work while I play and relax hey just being honest to those wondering. |
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Still awake my nightmare continues |
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So can't sleep. Insomnia again and no bud or alcohol in sight uuuuuhhh.suuuucks |
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Happy force Friday
OK am I not the only one that thinks that star wars toy by sphiro BB-8 radio control droid is badass |
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Only one in house awake
Even the dog is sleeping
Insomnia suuuuuucks |
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I respect limits
I do sometimes like to see someone taken past limits |
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I smoke
I drink
I watch TV
I read
I play videogames
I prefer chilling at home than hanging out
Maybe a little antisocial but clean up nice when I have to
Most likely catch me in shorts and t-shirts
But have had bfs that like to dress me up
My bf likes seeing me in fetish gear and wigs
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I'm thinking of getting a tatoo |
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I prefer men over women but do have a weakness for tits. So if I did gain a female slave to own she would be my official best friend in the vanilla world but complete slave in reality. I would fist another woman |
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Horny today crazy feeling last all day so far |
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Nothing much to say so I leave a memory.
I admit when I was about 20 I would lounge around all day and smoke bud. Never went out on dates played videogames all day and would hang out with my brother and his friends. If I wanted to fuck I would pick one of them and work my magic on him until we eventually ended up fucking. I always made guys wear condums and I never wanted for cock. I even discovered I liked kink. So have always been a homebody and a little reclusive.I have been told by many bfs I feel like a completely different world. Like a bubble and feel sedated and safe and warm. I would smoke bud any chance I got. I liked to make eaxh one a dirty secret from my brother and it worked for many years. I only stopped sneaking about when I met my bf. We became friends took me on dates until I discovered he had a thick 12 in on him. Then I never wanted him to leave my room. I eventually started treating him like meat. I would call him beef instead of using his name.He likes to fuck me hard and doesn't care if anyone watches. It gets him off getting jealous seeing guys hit on me. Then he would take me to himself somewhere fuk me and make me call him daddy or make me say he owns my pussy. He has jerked off in a closet watching a huge cock fuck me. He humiliates any cock smaller than his. |
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Men in drag don't turn me on. I like my men with alpha look.
Maybe if you looked completely like a girl with exception of a nice cock enough to pass in vanilla world. Other than that don't bother sissys turn me off |
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I desire to marry and then cuckold my slave of a husband. Rule him with extreme strapons. I love being a spoiled brat and kept satisfied |
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Do you ever get that overwhelming urge to just fuck?
It happens to me today |
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Its true I am addicted to pleasure
A true sensation junkie |
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Everyone asks what did he go to prison for
He violated his probation smoking weed after they already gave him a chance for driving without a licence then 30 days later he tested positive for marijuana and they gave him no more chances. He is trying to get appeal for shorter length of time |
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Before my bf went to prison we experimented a lot with sex. Pain.pleasure.denial.asphyxiation. bondage. We literally had to quit with asphyxiation because we were bruised around the throat and hard to explain marks and bruises at work.we switched with each other and worked without safe words. If it was too much we never tried it again.I have been twisted and folded like a pretzel until my back has given out. Most painful thing to throw your back out during rough sex.. He lost a tooth. I elbowed him in the face when he tried to rape my ass. We learned I didn't like that. He ended up liking me telling him what to do. And I in turn ended up liking being catered too and enjoying intense pleasure over pain. I have no desire to inflict pain but have and will. I don't think I'm sadistic for liking to stretch a guy out with a horsecock strap on. I just like the sounds he makes. Right down to the begging |
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Rained in.
Watching killjoys.
Bored.
I know something is missing
Oh yea a slave to give me a nice back massage and rub my feet
With warm scented oil as I relax |
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Sometimes I can be content fucking my day away.
Other times I don't want to be touched at all and can get really mean.
But for my temper to snap is rare unless right buttons are pushed. Example:
Orders not followed.
Not done correctly or in right order
If I don't want you to look at me you get to stare at the floor or my shoes.
Ask for permission if you are unsure.
Simple rules nothing elaborate.
I also take into consideration that you work and won't spend hrs and hrs scrubbing and cleaning;
But with time given I want space spotless. |
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Aaaah
Insomnia AGAIN
Maybe try to watch something boring. I ended up watching something weird yesterday at 1am and it felt like my brain exploded. Happiness of the kittakura's some Japanese bed n breakfast in the mountains that ended up with a bunch of murders and suicides and when my eyes were about to shut......singing and dancing zombies. Wtf |
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Was offline for a week now am back. And the hunt continues...... |
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Damn this insomnia laying in bed watching anime |
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I love huge cock
I just need to find one for almost every day use |
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Still awake and tired nothing good on tv |
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I am a Insomniac and had a real hard time for two days without sleep. A vanilla friend visited yesterday with alcohol after kids were sleep. Watched movies in my room. Bootleg version of fantastic 4 and we ended up screwing so hard b4 the movie was over drank a bunch and was out like a light. |
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Usually goes without saying but saying anyway
Disease free no STDs. So you be too
Want to be around a longtime to watch kids grow |
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You know what it is.
Insomnia's only cure for me is a nice hard fuck and a nightcap of rum and bud |
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http://es.xhamster.com/movies/937457/d4mi3n_monster_strapon_anal_dildo_pounding_femdom_girlfriend.html
I like how this man takes strapon!! |
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It blows my mind when someone insults me on these things. Obviously I have made some kind of impression because you took the time to type out words instead of just passing my profile and moving on. Its people like you that make me want to crush a man's spirit underfoot. Just show's how much of a bitch you really are. |
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Not all those who wander are lost
J.R.R Tolkien |
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As husband you will wear chastity device at all times and only released when I say. I will wear key on a pretty chain around my neck. That means no jerking off unless i release you |
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Domesticated
things like
Kids tear up the house daily.
You would have to Scrub toilets
Wash out dirty ring bathtubs and fix bubble baths
Supply perfumes and deodorant
Sweep inside house and outside
I have a back patio packed full of things
Wash out and mop, dog likes to pee in back corner so use bleach and pine sol
Fix broken appliances
Vacuum
Wash dishes by hand or Load dishwasher and unload and put away
Organize shelves Kids always have bookshelf in disarray Place books records and DVDs like on library
Mop
Dust
Polish
Wash car inside and outside
Organize garage so can pull car inside
Mow lawn
Deweed flowerbed
Clear courtyard from trash and debris All while wearing a buttplug and after I gape your hole
And while I watch movies and smoke And lick me when alone and milk me when induced Treat house like palace |
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Have experimented with bondage. Bf used to like to tie me up and then switched. I would try to outdo him and had the brilliant idea to soak leather belts we had in water overnight. When I tied him down the next day sun dried air dried it so tight it bit into his flesh. He loved it at first til he realized what I had done. Boy was he pissed and I loved the whole thing even provoking him with pussy.He ended up fucking me like crazy still in tightening ropes. I had to cut him out after and it took about 2 months for marks to disappear. He didn't mind since he got ointment massages the entire time. No he never tied me that tight ever |
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To be with me
You must be 420 friendly
You don't have to smoke just be tolerant.
I am discreet personal secret only bf is aware of no one else except who I choose to include
Much like your slavery |
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I am a fan of gaped hole too |
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Oh and for sickos after kids
I've trained my pit bull BEAR to sleep in kids room and attack on command and he will auto attack if kids r threatened in any way. Or myself. |
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Insomnia is a bitch
If it was a person
I'd slap them |
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nOT INTO SCAT OR BLOOD PLAY
MORE INTO
cumplay and milk play
and control, I like ur complete servitude without hope of ever leaving again |
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sober n cranky nasty combination |
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I can b repetitive and ritualistic at times. It is my most common way of molding a sub. I am lifestyle so my method is subtle. |
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NOT into scat, piss or blood
It just skeeves me out, gross to me
so please stop asking
ITS NOT 4 ME
I LIKE MILK PLAY
CUMPLAY. |
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friday night bored drunk in bed smoking from bong and watching this movie decided to share. iF ANYTHING gives u idea of type movies I would watch at any given time, this one has alot of hidden stars if u know where to look, I watch anything with donnie yen
http://vodlocker.com/ytkm6nm2eonv
click proceed to video then the little x in the video corner and u got streaming.
if u liked this check out the raid
and
the raid redemption.
That is the kind of violence I like not gore like zombies or saw, but oh so satissfying |
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http://www.bing.com/videos/search?q=Uncensored+Best+Breast+Milk+Girl+in+the+World&FORM=RESTAB#view=detail&mid=00E781103643E787FDD800E781103643E787FDD8
I found this little gem enjoy |
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DISLIKES
SEAFOOD
HORROR MOVIES
LONG DEBATES |
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WARNING
on some days I am harder to please because can also have a depressive personality when low.
favorite drink, anything mixed with rum and sweet
favorite smoke, bud....,okay camels wides menthols 100s
favorite books, the classics
yes I am a trekkie
yes I am a gamer
I watch way too much tv then I should have been known to marathon a game or a season for several days
especially if I have beer and chips on hand
I luv anime , One piece is my current favorite so far
I luv porn and hentai
If it wasnt for futanari Hentai I wouldnt have come to luv shemales as much as I do but only if she can pass, and has nice boobs
I am bi but prefer hung cock more than pussi. But am a very big fetishist on boobs
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I am completely wasted at 9pm. kids n dog r sleeping Im watching something called residue, and thinking this is the perfect time to have a slave to have for my amusement. I can be honest I consider myself a queen. I command respect and obedience readily. Others have called me goddess, but even I have standards as well. Goddess is for the physically fit toned female, which I have been befoore first I had a coach and then a trainer and then I quit completely til my very athletic bf barked orders at me while running behind me or making me work out sort of like a coach or a trainer and I slim down but never on my own. On my own Im content to ride a couch or rock the bedroom. I am docile in my everyday life especially with the family, and very aggressive on my own. I luv to lash out and take things out on someone physically like with a strapon example if I had a bad day with my mom, or kids, or any particular reason u would b praying for a eventless day. Or a day Im watching my shows. I do kind of like the aggressive male getting me up to work out cuz ill never do it solo. it would probably b the only thing u could control. Fair warning, Ill do i but most likely Ill bitch and moan throughout it take note at least I did it!! |
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whats the best way to describe what I like without much bullshit.
I like the everyday alpha male type that does whatever I want and will let me break him with penetration and strapons on routine basis. I am not much for sissys, though I wouldnt say no to a passable male as female, so passable that could introduce "her" in vanilla lifestyle settings as best friend. But luv the idea there is a hidden cock I could play with whenever I wanted also. But not interested if You cant pass, and for some reason I like "her" to b younger than me Im 36. I like my alpha male types older than me, I even have a daddy fetish too. I am complex in the things I like but in reality I dont talk much more or less command, my bf said I have a way of brainwashing without realizing I do it also. I like to break with repetitive routine, isolation, not allowed friends, Your whole world would be me complete focus only freedom is when u are at work I like to watch men clean almost naked or with a boner too. I like to see men on hands and knees with scrubbrushes and buckets . I like to drink and smoke and watch tv or play videogames with the constant movement of a slave cleaning around me while he fetches me drinks or cooks for me. I like you with eye restrictions or ordered to shut up when im annoyed or frustrated. I want you to b like assistant remembering schedules and appointments. I want u to drive me around like a chauffeur. |
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HISTORY
When i met him I thought of only one word. MINE. we fell for each other hard like a bunch of schoolkids, my family never liked him cuz they never thought he was good enough and he was a convict. always getting into troubl. when i found out he had a 12 in cock iwas so giddy and happy like I won the jackpot. he confessed all his fantasies to me during pillowtalk. he is alpha russian american type lean and tall at 6 foot 3 in, covered in tatoos and father of his 2 kids i take care of. even tho he is alpha and treated me sub he spoiled me took care of me, and then slowly started becoming like a sub to me, very gradually. even he is upset at the loss of the lifestyle, he would watch me fuck or fuck me making someone watch. he would fuck me rough and play rape, or other scenes, he even had me dress as domme in leather and corset. |
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Alot of u ask me for pictures and send none or pic of ur junk a faceshot is enough, once I know what u look like I can work from there. Also 8 inches plus if u lie of course Ill find out sooner or later, lol.... so as for pictures from me, I refuse to take every day random shots like Hair is never just right! But I guess u guys lucked out on 1 photo from me, over the weekend getting a haircut Ill take the aftershot from the salon, a day out with the kids get them out of the house . so u get to see my stunning smile! and my vanilla every day look also |
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I think I need a hung cock that could fuck on que. |
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I do not mean to make my life sound exciting at all, far from it it is boring , simple and in many ways peaceful except the chaos of children. Owning someone is justa a sort of way to get what I want and how I want by molding a person into what I need, also a dig on the family for them not pickingout my husband and choosing someone on my own as well. just b able to pass a background check no doubt an uncle might dig up. Why im not taken already is I dont go out, friends and anything else I want comes to me most of the time, and Im usually stuck infront of my big screen tv while Im cooking something up for the kids, wishing I could kick my feet up and chill out!!!..........................and of course when i want to fuck while hubby does the domestic duties |
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this month is my birthday so just spent my splurge money for the month and spent to get tickets at amway arena mascot game for the kids. bEST SUMMER FUN. AH the sacrifices of a parent, I wouldv luved to b smoking bud infront of the tv right now. BUT KIDS HAV FUN IS JUST AS GOOD TOO.!!!! iM GONNA B SO FULL OF CAKE |
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Y I WONT RELOCATE
I live in orlando fl in orange county. My kids go to a magnet school ages 7 and 9. I owont pull them out of there really great school to relocate for sex. If worried about my finances I make just enough to cover my home. I live in a 3 bed 2 bath house with a yard and a pet pit bull named bear. Which consumes alot for a little monster. And kids r fed and happy. which usually leaves me every month with about 20 bux splurge money which Im not proud to admit sometimes goes to a 20 buk bag of bud and I spend like a weekend midnite smoking and watching anime while kids r fast asleep n dog is sleeping in his bed and the house is quiet and Im like watching ONE PIECE or THE WHISPERS or something strange and off the wall series from online . I usually plug my computer to my big screen and veggie out for like hrs. I also am a very big videogame fan only pet peeve I suck at first person shooters |
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Y MARRIAGE
I am the oldest I have a brother and few cousins. Every1 is getting married, having kids and I am the last. If I dont pick someone soon and I would prefer having the power, and as bonus a slave. I was forbidden marrying my bf because he was a convict.family is very controlling family will pick some1 for me. My bf knows everything I do and is something of a collaboration on what the both of us like. And even thou he is so hung he enjoys the idea of being cucked with the freedom to fuck me as an alpha but watch when he likes. even tho he is in prison and cucked from a distance when released he will b an alpha bull. Whoever I choose as husband will b able to remain with me in same role but with bf living with us as mfm relationship. |
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