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secretdesirez

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How far is heaven? I know there is a Dom out thre that is made for me, I just have to find him and then I know I have found heaven. I need someone that has a big of a Daddy side to him. Recently free of ownership. Unsure of how I want to proceed. This recent event has caused me to be very lost and not able to trust easily. I am very experienced in the lifestyle. I think I might like to play with a couple rather than go back into being collared again right away. Although I tend to like being more with a male Dominant for play alone, i am thinking of being more open to being with couples. I present a complicated situation so I would like to explain that in further detail after initial contact. I really need this in my life as an escape from stress and just general life problems. Having been collared for a while, obviously havent been involvled with area munches and parties. Looking to change that ASAP. I dont have time to waste.

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6/13/2010 10:56:30 PM
in anquish, just how far is heaven????  
I am a sub that has been born this way, in the lifestyle real time for 15 years now. I live with a vanilla man who cant or wont provide me with the things that I need to deal with being submissive. I have kids, and my youngest who is 16 has made me promise that I will not leave and make him move till he goes to college.. So for the next three years I have to find what i need on the side. I prefer a more fatherly Daddy kind of Dom over just a sadistic man. i need Dominance to dance with my submission. I am so hungry for good heavy sexual intense and with the Dom in control, leading, pulling hair, spanking kneeling, being commanded being loved in a differant way.  i hope that this helps you understand me.  There has to be someone out there that can understand, someone that can be there for me through this horror of 3 years. There has to be a Master that can own me and have time for this little girl.

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DaddysMindfulGir
 
 Age: 40
 Kankakee area, Illinois