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| Hi..VERY beautiful submissive 34 year old woman here long dark brown hair,green eyes,petite body and features,hourglass shape,very fit.seeking a equally beautiful dom to be my chosen..somewhere in the vein of a daddy dom....hard core sadists need not apply.i love long hair,so that is a required must on my dom..no exceptions to that.I am multi-sensual and love to please,but i insist that the dom that i serve hold me in as high regard as i do him.treat me well and i wil give you back your efforts and energy times a hundred.I,m not into humiliation at all or degradation..thats part of my hard limits.if you have furthur questions,feel free to contact me..scarletwitch
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I decided to sift through all the bulk mail that has accumulated eversince i set the mail controls back in late december.Someone on collarme.com told me about that feature and so the bulk of most of the mail i receive goes in there if they dont meet up if certain details arent in place.I,m glad that i went through the mail,for i discovered an old female friend from years ago...and i wrote back to her,plus a few others who were pagan and on that path.
I would like to say another gracious thank you to all the kind people on collarme.com that have written me..i,d like to answer every letter personally,but i do get alot of email..even with the filters on.Let me take this moment to address some of what i,ve read,
A VERY big thank you to all those gracious,warm and sincere masters,mistresses,and couples with their offers for play..i do appreciate every offer..but i still feel i havent come across my ONE ..If i do find him,i think i would be most happy in my submission being his ONLY sub...i need LOTS of attention,and i feel that situation would be best,besides,i know me,and i know any master would have his hands full of me and me alone...being that i would require so much time for training and all.I do not think less of any dom with more then one sub,every person has their comfort level...and i have mine too..and thats how things would work best for me.
No,i havent found my ONE yet,but then again,i,m not heavily looking,for those are the moments when you find the WRONG people--the eagerness and passion to be dommed will almost blind you and you,ll turn your body and spirit over to someone who will hurt you-or wont be all that you need..in turn,i dont want the wrong dom to invest time in me and it not work out..my concern is for both sides of the coin,not just my own.Yes,i want very much to serve,but i,m not a young,naive,or stupid servant...i know how precious the gift of submision really is..just as being a true to form dominant is precious too..and my gift will only be given to that which i feel is right to surrender to,and NO OTHER.
In one email,i was told that i sounded more like a dom,and thats the path i should pursue..well,truth be told,if situation calls for it,i can switch over,especially with women..but i prefer to be a sub..i have dommed women before verbally when i dance at the club and my radar just happens to pick out a sub female and she has that hunger in her eyes to let go-and so,the gift and ability of empathy-feeling what she feels,understanding the hunger unsatisfied of wanting to release the inner pressure,even for just a moment-flips that switch on,and i,ll dom her during a lap dance or two and give her what she needs,even going so far as to pull her hair,talk roughly to her,spank her,make her cum on command with just words--yes,i was taught very well how to get inside the mind and harness its power over the body...in the end,the feeling was always the same..a mixture of happy that the submissive girl had her release thanks to me,and she would walk away feeling all the better for it,and yet sad,because mine could not come..i,m a giver by nature-thats what gives the ability to switch in situations like that..but,i,m still a sub,happiest when i serve a dom.
(SIGH)yes,there were a handful of rude letters,some acusing me of sounding stuck up...i guess when some so-called doms think of a "good" sub they think of women with no self esteem and no voice--the term "seen,but not heard" comes to mind..well,i,m far from that..i know my worth,and i,m not afraid to speak of it,just as i think no negative of those who speak of their worth to...if you slave to keep your body/mind/spirit in shape,why NOT speak well of it?Would you rather have a sub that felt so lowly about herself that you have to work OVERTIME to keep her emotions in balance..maybe there are masters out there who desire subs like that because it makes them more like clay they can mold to whatever they desire--or punish easily..that may be the case..but not with me..i have a proud spirit,but its that same spirit--the same one that it seems some insulting,rude,stupid people on here have a problem with-that would make me such a good sub to my master of choice...if i WERE a master,i,d want a strong slave-one that would have loyalty out of love rather then fear of punishment-one who would truly understand the fine structure of bdsm,rather then be a sniveling,crying mass of emotions that would exhaust me to keep up with and keep in check.The stronger and more balanced the sub,the more she can do to please and take care of her ONE...and the less the dom has to do to keep her mind and emotions above water.
these are just my thoughts for the day..good day.
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This is just a quick word for those wishing to contact me on the basis of possible play.Since i have pics posted of my appearance,when i recieve an email,i think its polite that i see a pic of whoever i,m talking to.I know alot of people like their privacy and dont want to be seen,but i think a picture sent privately to me(if you dont have one posted on your collarme.com profile)is a good idea..if i cant see what you look like,how do i know if perhaps you are someone i,d like to play with?all emails that i recieve that dont have pictures i have to regretfully delete,due to the fact i never got the chance to see what the person looked like.
I was VERY specific about what i wanted in my profile,and YES long hair IS A MUST!!!I know alot of people dont have it..thats ok...your style is your own,but this is something i,m looking for for my own personal preference.
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2006...not only is it a new year,but i am one year older.I am now 35.I regret to say that i still his my ex-dom very much..he left one heck of a impression on me..and why not?he was my FIRST real dom.It is because of this first impression and how i feel now that i was inspired to make this entry...to speak a few experainced words to all dommes and doms who might read them.Just some thoughts from someone with a loyal submissive side.
Domination carries SO much weight with it.The dom of choice has so much they have to keep in mind at all times...for the sub to be released of their mental and emotional weight,the dom must agree to the responsiblities of their safety and domming.The sub has freedom because it is the dom who is allowed to hold the keys to their freedom.Still,domination can leave such a mental and emotional impression on whatever sub is being domed by that individual..so much so if the domination ceases,the sub can be left in a delicate,sensitive,emotionally devastating state of absolute loss..especially if it happens to be the first time that a sub has been exposed to a mistress/master and introduced to the world of bdsm.
my ex dom was my first real dom,and with him i experiancd things i,d never allow or trust anyone else ever to do.my limits were tested..through him,i came to enjoy much..being flogged and caned,having my face slapped,being restrained,wearing a chain and collar..being his property.....and it suited me to the very bone.i was content and happy in my submission.For once in my life i was released from the pressure of being in control..all i had to do was be HIS and do as i was borne to do...LOVE,HONOR,SERVE,RESPECT,OBEY.With every plateau i was taken to,with every moment of heavenly subspace,i was transformed on the inside.as a sub,when you reach those plateaus,you have freedom to explore more...your fear disolves and you want to test every reach of the bdsm ocean of erotic dark pleasure...it becomes as a drug,giving unparelled highs in ways most unimaginable...when my dom cut things short,i crashed.So much time invested in building up trust in him to get that level of pleasure,submission and freedom and it ended so adruptedly.that feeling of freedom..of submission and trust....your body and mind come to want that and expect it to be there when your master calls...you live for those moments.When those moments end,the mind,the body,the very spirit in you goes out of wack.Submission gives the submissive balance..when its not there,the balance is off.
With every word and deed,all doms create balance for the submissive...and they create that pattern that insures that that need for releasing the pressure wont be neglected.As a sub,i know i miss the domination so much that inside i,m going through something only descibed as hell...i long for the feel of my masters hand on my ass spanking me until the skin glows red,or lashing me until i am well bruised from cheek to cheek....i long for the sensation of wearing his collar and leash around my neck....to kneel as i should at his feet,eagerly waiting for his order and command so i can obey his will and be released from the pressures of mine.There are so many things i miss about our time together..you,d be amazed how many details a sub will remember once you,ve dommed them and you,ve touched their lives....this is why i caution all dom/dommes to be careful,if they arent already..because domination can drift into emtional,mental territory and taking away your domming to a young or first time slave can be damaging..you,ve taken them to places in their mind and through their bodies that no one else will be able to match in the outside ordinary world...you,ve taught them to get off in ways that no one will be able to match or recreate..domming is such a erotic,dark,powerful experaince.its its own drug,and its highly addictive in its own right...and with any drug can come nasty withdrawls if the dosage stops suddenly.my aplogies if this blog has gone on too long,but i needed to explain my experaince....thank you.
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You know,in every barrel of good apples,you,re bound to find a few that arent so good..maybe even downright rotten.That thought came to me as i checked through the emails i recieved..so many of the emails were so incredibly polite and well written from such good people here on collarme.com.I didnt know what kind of people i,d find on this site,but i am pleased to find such a warm,well recieving community within this realm..on the other hand,i,ve gotten some downright rude emails.Stuff ranging from personal insult,to sneering remarks..i have some thoughts about that.
It doesnt matter if a person is a sub or a dom..we are all here for the same thing...to find our ONE..or find partners(whichever the situation calls for)RUDENESS has no place or reason here,and a TRUE dom or sub has no business getting rude with other people they dont know within the community...i,ve gotten some great emails from several masters,praising me for my openess and honesty on my profile..being specific on what i want and what i,m looking for....this is what a submissive is SUPPOSED to do,my friends....say EXACTLY what she/he wants and will make him/her happy so that the chosen one will know if they are indeed the one or not...if you leave alot of blanks,how will that ONE know they are the person to fit the bill or no?Specifics are so important when the right slave is trying to find the right dom/domme.
Some of the rotten emails spoke of me being arrogant because i DARED to be specific,and saying that i was pretty...well,whats wrong with saying oneself is attractive?Did I say that i was drop dead gorgeaus?no..i said i was attractive,and if the word attractive is offensive to someone and they take that as arrogance,then whoever finds that word or term offensive has personal problems with their OWN appearance or the appearance of others who are pleasing to the eye.I work hard to look nice,therefore i DESERVE and RESERVE the right to say i look attractive.I,m not on this site to be submissive to every person who calls themselves a dom..if you are a dom,you have my respect and admiration,if you are what you say you are(and btw.rudeness in an emails DOESNT impress me as you being a real dom--just means you,re an arrogant a##!)Ditto that on any subs that might email me..you have my respect as well,provided you approach with politeness that a stranger who hasnt offended you in word or action deserves.
So,my hat goes off to all the REAL dom/sub people who behave respectfully,even in emails..to the rude people who write emails to me and get crass for absolutely no reason,well,i can see why YOU,RE still looking for what you havent found yet..the rudeness isnt going to get it done..best to try a more polite approach.not every slave is going to get wet and want to be dominated by you just because you bark orders and opinions.i am a submissive,but i have a strong spirit,and that strong spirit is what makes me most loyal and devoted to what master i chose to serve..
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more stuff to be known.
I,ve recieved an ENORMOUS amount of emails since my profile went up..i,d like to say thank you to all the kind people who,ve taken the time to write...and i,d also like to add more info for curiousity seekers.
i,m looking for a dom who is between the ages of 34 and 42.someone close to my age,for not only am i looking for a dom,but someone who can also be my partner in life outside of playtime.Yes,that dom HAS to have long hair.I know alot of people dont like that part of my profile,but i,m honest and straightforward about what i want.I,d also like to say that no,i,m not looking to get into a couples,poly situation..i have nothing against that at all..if it works for you,bless you,but i,m lookign for a dom who wants only one sub..ME.I,m not against playing with others once i,ve gotten to know and trust my chosen one,but i will be his only sub..i dont share that way.
And to clarify the daddy dom thing...ok,let me explain that.I dont have little girl/daddy fantasies AT ALL ..when i called my dom daddy,it was a word that meant love,trust,respect and affection between us both,not paternal...master,to me,sounds so strict and devoid of love or tenderness.,so daddy is what suited me fine with him.Everybody has their own word for their chosen..SIR....MASTER..THE ONE...whatever works..daddy just happened to be mine with my dom.
one last request...please,if anybody reads this and wants to send me an email.i,d like to ask that when you send a email,please do so with a picture..if i receive emails without pics,i write back and ask for one anyway..i like knowing who i,m talking to..
i,d write more but i have to go to work now..more later.scarletwitch |
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I,m making this entry for the benifit of others curious so those who are interested in contacting me will know a little more before they do.
I,m a beautiful 34 year old woman(i,ll be 35 in january)..i dont smoke,drink,or do drugs.Although i am almost 35,i look much younger-people often remark that i look 24 or 25..and SWEAR that i cant POSSIBLY be 35 years old.Call it a combination of good genetics and just just plain ole common sense about taking care of oneself that keeps me looking nice,i guess.
For my occupation,i,m an exotic dancer.,,unlike most in my field though,im only a dnacer inside the club,not outside...if you,re puzzled as to what that means,let me explain....most dancers live the wild life outside the club as well as inside..partying,drinking,whatever..i dont...i dance,i make my money,i go home..i live a simple boring life..i dont try to burn the candle at both ends..i respect my body and all the things it has to do so i can earn my living,thats why i take such great care of it.In the club,i,m a bonafide entertainer...and i make alot more then most because i,m on my game and on top of it...i control it,it doesnt control me.Its because of this control 4 nights a week that makes me crave to let go and surrender in submission...yes,i have had a master before,and i was most happy with being his slave..with him,i felt totallly at ease and relaxed to be submissive in his company..he and i have parted ways,and so i would like to find a master who will aprreciate everything about me and all i have to offer..i crave the kind of touch and care only a real dom can offer...alll i ask is the attention,affection,and respect of body mind and spirit that i deserve as a submissive female.Treat me with such and i will crave the taste of the lash..the feel of the collar and leash and so forth...i will get the internal release from within from serving you and seeing to your comfort and care...i am not a brat..i will not deliberately do thigns to anger you or defy you.i have no problem speaking about my thoughts and feelings and concerns.
Thus,i have shared more information about me..i hope that this furthur informs those curious.thanks..scarletwitch |
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