June 14, 2013

Still very hyper and happy from the desire conference..

it is very lucky to have some friends from that function that it can share its feelings and most of all, its Master gives it permission to have as many friends in that lifestyle as it wants..

it now knows that missing piece of its life is filled now!!

it learnt from that conference that it has to write a slave journal to express its emotions..

Thank you everyone for helping it at the complete surrender workshop!!!

Now it feels a lot better and much closer to its Master!!

Still waiting very patiently to chat with Master..

Can't wait to get back to exercise though..

Have to chat with Master on that..

Still have to lose 25 lbs to reach Master's standard..

Have to be fit for Master to play and enjoy when it meets Him again!!!

June 13, 2013

still very hyper!!

can't help smiling all day and night!!

Thank you Master for allowing it to go to desire!!!

it has learnt a LOT!!!

it needs to put You in the highest priority.

it needs to learn how to express its emotion.

it is trying its best not to disturb You..

but it is always hard to wait because Your it is SO so SO impatient..

You are its most important Man in this world..

Every time when something happens (no matter good or bad), it really wish it could share with You as soon as possible.. 

Can't wait to chat with You again, Master!!

waiting very patiently!!

June 12, 2013

Sometimes it cannot help being silly..

Asking two questions at the same time..

and getting one answer..

So it doesn't know whether that answer applied to the first question or the second question..

it is very scared now..

hoping that Master will not be angry at its silliness..

June 11, 2013

it is still super hyper and excited after the Palm Springs conference..

it learnt a lot..

it now knows that it has to show its emotions when Master whips it..

so that it can transfer the energy to Master..

He then knows that it enjoys the whipping..

and can transfer the energy back to it by whipping it more and more!!!

it is home now.. and it got sick..

feeling very cold.. hope it didn't get cold..

very tired physically and yet extremely happy from the fantastic and fabulous experience at the conference..

thank you Master for sending it to the conference..

THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!