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"Yesterday we obeyed kings and bent our necks before emperors. But today we kneel only to truth, follow only beauty and obey only love."
:-Kahlil Gibran


my name is swallow.
it's true... i disappeared. i'm sure you understand. the freaks go underground.

i am a believer. i am alive and into everything. i'm onto you and into you. i'm happy when it rains. i'm walking on sunshine and i'm still standing. i'm like a bird. i'm no angel. i'm easy like Sunday morning. i started something and unfinished many things. i'm a rock and i'm not as strong as you think. i'm a brown eyed girl finding beauty everywhere. i'm counting my lucky stars. i'm crazy for old cemeteries. i love abandoned beauty. i love the city and the country... i am that girl.

i'm a strong woman. a courageous woman. i'm an aggressive woman. i'm playful and childlike just the same. for me everything seems to have been a necessity in life. and THIS is is where my inner strength radiates from. i am a fighter, i don't give up easily. if that makes me stubborn...then indeed, i am that too. i have 2 very amazing children. they are grown now, but still very much my babies. they are my heart.

i'm 49 and have recently undergone a total hip replacement. i have a 30 year, and very rewarding career in Veterinary Medicine. currently i am working as a critical care nurse and overnight shift supervisor in the ER of a local animal hospital and loving the change from companion animal medicine to emergency.

i have travelled a long journey to spiritually, mentally and physically recognize myself and accept my desires as real. i am now focusing on them. i am a submissive woman at heart, who embraces the slave desires within. inside me lives and breathes an insatiable inner slut who absolutely adores extreme playing and being played with!

i did not come here with an idea of searching for "something". i wish to simply expand and continue to grow emotionally and in all aspects of life. i wish to see dreams forever unfolding. Shaping and reshaping. i have been truly blessed in meeting and embracing a few souls here, both male and female and i look forward to meeting many more along my journey.

Trust is an absolute. i am stimulated by, above all, Mental strength. Playfulness, a loving, caring, nurturing personality. i adore a sadistic streak, sexual aggressiveness and a raw sensuality. i need One who challenges me emotionally, mentally and physically and is NOT afraid to take what is His! One who can reach into the depths of my mind and my soul and own my fears, desires, pleasures and know exactly how to use them to intensify O/our life together. One who embraces what i give and cherishes it daily. One who's kisses devour me and suck the very breath right out of my soul while breathing His own life into me! firm, consistant, absolute, real!

i am blessed far beyond what any words can depict. i am of this earth. What more could a girl ask for? Life is but a dream...inside a dream. and unending.

i am awake. i am alive.

i am Owned, Collared, Loved.
i am... His.
in my heart Sir, You are here, inside me, with me Always. within You lies Passion, Trust, Truth, Faith, Courage, Loyalty, Fear, Humility, Lust, Love, and Devotion. Testament.

this heart is not easily captured, nor is it readily given. i will recognize the effort that is put forth DAILY, as much as i will recognize a lie.

a little insight of my lighter side... i can't bake a cupcake to save my life, but i can cook up a rack of ribs that'd make you drool! i can't strum a harp so you'd enjoy it, but i can tug on your heart~strings with the light of my soul. i am a free spirit that blows on the wind. i am not easily tamed. i'm pretty easy going and don't waste much time surrounding myself with negative energy and when i do... i realize there comes a time to walk away.

i am very spiritual and of the Pagan Faith.
i am love and light, i am simple and free...
i am surrounded with friendships of special people who mean the world to me today, tomorrow and of many moons ago.

i love jumping in puddles, but hate being home alone at night! I'm an innie, a rightie and an extreme coffee~holic. i own a shotgun, but i'm perfectly sane (at least that's what the voices inside my head say *l*) i love thunderstorms and snow.

i've sailed across the gulf of Mexico in a storm and yes, apparently i do get seasick! i'd love to walk across the red square in Moscow to see Lenin, though i hear he's still dead!

i want to go to venice, Scotland, London, and so many other destinations.
i've never learned how to knit a pair of socks and i probably never will! so, Don't look at me when your feet get cold in the middle of winter, i told you so!

i love meeting people and cherish old and new friendships ...so look me up and say hi. i rarely bite hard enough to draw blood, though i have been known to leave a mark.

i am a people watcher and i love to surf the web. Profiles and people interest me. You WILL see me nosing around. i like to say hi or leave comments as well as just browse, there is always room in my heart for a friend...this doesn't enter us into any type of contract so relax! if i do say hi or comment you it's because i'm generally a social person and something about you male/female made me smile or intrigued me. that is the way i am in my life as well. do not think it rude when i am viewing your profile. i am just trying to get to know a little bit about what you have to say. after all, is that not why you have a profile as well?

be safe....shine on!

love, lust and serenity,
forever His swallow-girl


"Some mornings it just doesn't pay to gnaw through the leather straps" *g*


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7/28/2011 8:44:23 AM

 

"Someone i love, once gave me a box full of Darkness.
It took me years to understand that T.HIS too, was a gift." 

 

~thank You, Sir.


10/27/2009 8:44:33 PM
i haven’t been the same since the "whats-left-of-me" walked out Your door.

10/27/2009 5:14:44 AM
Whom do You seek...? Tell me more lies. You thirst yet You seek not water. You feel lost, but do not Trust. You think You are clothed in the best, but You are Naked and wretched. What do You desire? Is it validation? Only Your thoughts can validate Your worth with sufficient meaning to penetrate Your weak walls of reality.

i know what's in Your Heart because i can see Your soul and i am going to touch Your Soul and make it moist. Feel the wetness bring a Smile to Your soul. Feel Your pulse as i taste You. Life has hardened my flesh, yet i am free to Fly DEEP from within...i have no limits, for i breathe not of my own doing, but of the gift that was given to me.

Yes my soul shines through Darkness because without light there is Darkness and This Darkness ONLY exists because of the lack of light, Yet light is ALWAYS light... with or without Darkness.

When You approach, i have no choice but to allow You to be inside me. Inside my own darkness. You want me to be vulnerable; i am.  You want me to appreciate my breath; i do... because we are only as strong as our very last breath.

Breathe slowly...it Hurts less...As i submit to my one true desire...Love

Love is the Greatest of them ALL. For that, i shall willingly die so that I may truly live.

10/24/2009 4:08:18 PM
i had too much to Dream last night.

5/2/2009 10:15:26 PM
Sleep is when the mind is most vicious...sleep well

4/28/2009 1:04:46 AM
you just gotta love it when you smile so hard it hurts.

i AM smiling and it feels good!

taps the mic...

 is this thing on? ;)

4/24/2009 1:09:05 AM
Life goes on.

11/5/2008 10:52:53 PM
it is NEVER a good idea to put your foot in your mouth :(

8/14/2008 7:43:00 AM
Away until Sunday August, Somedate.. the 18th maybe?, 2008.........



play nice!
xox

8/12/2008 6:12:43 PM
Predictable, insensitive, disappointment, tastes bitter....sour even. hard to swallow.

8/3/2008 9:54:24 AM

Thought for the day & my current mood :)



Live your life in such a way that when your feet hit the floor in the morning, Satan shudders & says..."oh SHIT...she's awake!!"



7/26/2008 9:19:20 PM
How does one differenciate the fine line between failure and success? You feel the success of what you have believed in and yet it doesn't feel good. Does this mean then you have failed?


“Success is not measured by what you accomplish, but by the opposition you have encountered, and the courage with which you have maintained the struggle against overwhelming odds.


~Orison Swett Marden



7/15/2008 5:33:26 PM
las bendiciones más brillantes y amor a todos

6/25/2008 7:18:51 PM
            ~The Dark Side of Heaven~

Come inside me
And lose me in you
Crash against the walls of my soul
Beat my heart like a drum
Throbbing.....
Twist me like a rope
into fantasy
Hot and wet
Don't leave me
To cross the bridge of desire alone
Take me with you
To the dark side of heaven.....

~Donna~

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 Age: 32
 Raytown, Missouri