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I want to be taken by a man who will lock me away until I learn place and
how to behave without embarrassing him; a master who will actually
expect me to be in proper positioning, who wants people to see how well I
will obey him, who has a job that will allow him the luxury to use me,
demand I be dressed and ready for sex everyday, treats me like princess,
acts like my daddy, loves that no matter what kinky shit we've done, or will
do, I never stop being bashful or reluctant, even scared to an extent, about
the way he makes me feel; who can punish me when I'm bad despite my
cries and promises that it won't happen again. I want to be the most
spoiled, well behaved, disciplined and pampered little girl any slave or
master has ever seen. I don't do play dates and I don't want a lover that has
them. I'm not poly or bisexual. I won't stop looking until I find someone I
want to spend my life with. I want to love and be loved. I'm crazy and often
insecure, as well as unable to trust despite a burning desire to. I have been
horribly crushed by the people closest to me; sometimes of my own accord.
I don't haul around baggage. I've done my time in therapy. My only issue is
turning back on the switch. Once you teach yourself to live as a cold dead
place it is difficult to create vulnerabilities. If one can not be vulnerable how
can one trust. So if I seem as though I'm overly attached or if I seem distant
the chances are I'm neither; it's likely you either have my attention, or at
least my curiosity. Compliments. Everyone loves them, especially women.
Use them generously and genuinely. Especially all of you good looking
people.
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