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| i am here to share the most intimate part of me - the part that is violent, loving, hedonistic, possessive, eccentric, hilarious, contradictory, fragile, sex-crazed and ridiculous - a part of me that few have seen, many would reject and few will ever see.
i want to share this with someone extraordinary, someone who hungers for violent delights and dreams of it when he tries to deny himself, someone who does not require my name or my flesh, at least not to begin with. someone who, like me, feels guilt and shame for his desires, but can no longer live in denial.
you may be married, you may be trying to be a decent man in a world gone mad, you may be in a public position, you cannot compute your violence with your humanity, you are sensitive and intelligent but feel your creativity and liveliness dwindling with the grind. i want to build something incredible with you, and i will never threaten what you do not want threatened.
in return, i will never lie to you, but understand, i cannot share my life with you. i am only seeking to give you a part of me most will never know, and all i ask in return is that you give me that part of you too.
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