Tell me a funny joke where I'm the punchline.

    I'm so tired, this sucks. I pulled an all nighter and am so regretting it now. I have been thinking more and more about the decision I made to open this account and I know I will have to be patient, but I have to be confident in my journey. With my own willingness to learn I will help myself as well as seek from help from others.

There are new, frightening things on the horizon.

    It has been brought to my attention that finding the guidance I need by someone close to my age might be difficult. I am hoping to find maybe a couple or Domme. I know I would be much more relaxed in a friendly but sexually centered relationship if there is a female involved.

    Also, while I am going on this journey, I would like to take it very seriously. I don't have "daddy didn't love me" syndrome. I will not fall for the traps of perverts. Yes I can tell if you're a pervert, preying on young inexperienced people,  or not. I refuse to tell you how to talk to me, because then I would be giving you a way to disguise your true motives. I am intimidated, yes, but I can stand my ground with out the slightest budge.

-xoxox Bella