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| I must confess my interest in the BDSM scene is fleeting since my past experiences that you'll see a few of in my journal. I ask that if you want to chat that you let me see a photo, that is unless you are really impressive and don't intend for me to meet you up front. I used to write and I loved it. I don't do that so much anymore but I like to when the mood takes me. Maybe one of you will re-spark my interest. I've actually been impressed by a few. I like honest, polite people, and I shared some interests with them be it bdsm or otherwise.. I am even up for just chatting so feel free to contact me. Thank you.
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Today I am impressed with all of the people that have contacted me. It is very different... |
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I thought about my oldest entry... Ah... I think I have changed a bit since then. I used to want to make someone pretty, now I really don't care and I'd rather someone be happy with the way they are and just be open to new things... like if I feel like doing their makeup. I've chatted with some rather disgusting people. Bloody hell... This one guy seemed interested in the whole feminization and shit. However, he took it all to a whole new level. Wanted to ask his pansy ass if he'd get a sex change but I knew the answer to that, he just wanted to be a disgusting freak of nature, a man with tattooed makeup... that is all he'd be. Then there was another that talked about oral sex a lot and if I said something he disliked he'd curse at me, it was rather amusing considering that I talked to him like a normal human being and if he said something I disliked, I'd tell him so, and if I was indifferent I'd say "Okay." that really pissed him off. He didn't hurt my feelings by cursing at me, I found it terribly amusing, but the fact he'd get so angry would make me think maybe I hurt his feelings with my lack of enthusiasim so I dropped him. I can be a downer if I'm disinterestred in something. But my name isn't "Happypinkmachine" now is it? Think about that now. |
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I think it's funny that when I request that a person shows me their picture because I feel it is a reasonable request if they want to chat with me, and then I get no response, it's happened about three times already, if you are a fuckin' pussy and you can't show me your face, don't even waste my time. I am not going to even consider further communication until you show your face, especially when I request it. I don't care what your excuse is either, don't want to know your ideals, I am a good judge of people, if you respect yourself, you shouldn't be worried about me seeing your face and making any judgement here. No matter what you are, dom, switch, sub, you need to love yourself first, if you feel you look ugly in your picture, cool, work on loving yourself and then talk to me. *sigh* |
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Hmm... I've been on here a few days so I decided to use the journal finally. This one will likely be full of the refuse of my mind, the useless junk, bad poetry, and poor spelling. Yes, poor spelling. If you don't like poor spelling, and you just can't stand it, I understand, but if you tell me, I'll purposely use poor spelling to piss you off further. I just kind of type whatever comes to my mind and if I spell it wrong, I'll probably notice it... later. But, don't point it out, because what is this? English class? Yes teacher, I want to learn, teach me grammar and scentence structure while you're at it. Your frustration will amuse me, and if you try to teache me what I have already studied in school, you'll be wasting your time. I also must say I am by no means interested in relocating just to have sex or something. It has to be meaningful, I joined this site, not for sex but to get to see pretty things and occupy my time. Too many people say I am not serious enough. No, I just don't want to have sex with you, like you want. I'm not interested in that quite so much as I would making you pretty, dressing you up, and sticking a chasitiy belt on you ~.* I suppose this is somewhat of an introduction. To my mind... and it's quite long, so I shall be done. |
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