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| I'm not into pain or long relationships. I am looking for someone who like to humiliate an other person. I'm a submissive kind of person. My needs are tabu, and for most people not acceptable. What I want from you is that you can:
Urinate (piss) on me, and let me drink it. I want to be your toilet, and let you dump a long brown one right in my mouth. I want you to urinate and spit in my food. I want you to force me to vomit. Vomit to let me clean up. Eating food with what ever your or my body can provide of liquids and substances. Are you male or female or a couple, that does not matter to me.
I'm not looking for sex, but if you need me to satisfy you I'm glad to help.
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I'm still in search for a dominant, sadistic or scat interested person, I have not had much response yet. I know that must people think its pretty wired and sick, but there must be some one out there. Today when I was in town, I suddenly needed to go to toilet to do some big business. I had been saving up since I'm home alone today. My mistress is out this weekend and she is not accepting any scat play, I have to find one who can do that for me, ...myself - by the way, she don't make love with her slave, so if you are male, here is a chance to cover that need at the same time.
Since I had been saving it up, and didn't want to waist it in a toilet I had think of something else. Only alternative was my pants... In town and people around me - I let it out. I had tight underpants on, and I felt a deep intense wonderful warm ting flowing out. My pants was filled up with poo. Luckily I had a long jacket on to caver my ass. I felt so wonderful when I sat down in the bus squishing it all over my as as I sat down. I was almost alone in the bus, so no one took notice of the smell. When I was home I took of my cloth except the underpants and went into to the bathroom. To make it all an even bigger sensation I peed in the pants. Slowly I took of my underpants and they totally filled up with poo and wet from all the lovely pee. I was standing there alone ... Wishing that someone would punish me for what I had done. Left alone with my taboo, I slowly dragged the underpants over my head. I started to smear it around my face. A lovely and also humiliating feeling. I kept on for a veil.
Hope we some day find one or two who can fulfill my needs. |
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Home - alone. No activity for me around here? I'm panicking :) self inflicted humiliation and punishment is a good solution when alone and without some one to perform the perversion together with you. Do you ever perform on your one - alone? Or is it just me? I am a bit shameful about my addiction to scat, but I can not stay away from it. I'm reminded many times during the day. Building up fantasies - yet I know it most like will be home, and all by my self. I don't remember when I first started to mix scat with food play, but it's a long time ago. ?It was my girlfriend who started it. Right now I'm cooking gravy, 3 liter of soft gravy. Today is gravy and sausage day, and the way of eating it is as I described in my first blog entry. I managed to eat one third of it mixed up with pee, then it all came right up. Had the sausage as dessert. Gave it a good long blowjob until it was clean again. Back in again messing it up, smeared it in and and started over again to clean it.? |
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One big bowl with gravy, a thick sausage, placed on the bathroom floor, together with an empty glass. dinner can begin. I have been drinking a lot the last hour, and have not been to the toilet. Saving it all up. I hate gravy, but I like the feeling of it. I empty some pee in the glass, and the rest down in the gravy. I stick my hands into the bowl with gravy and mix it up, fill up my hands and smear it in my face, and over my glasses. Start licking my fingers, and filling up my mouth and swallow. I eat a couple of handfuls more. Sitting alone on the bathroom floor I have to drink with my self. I taste the pee, and I get warm inside. Some more gravy goes down, it's not thick any more after I added the extra yellow liquid. Slowly I insert the sausage behind, and move slowly in and out. It's not easy, there is a huge brown one in there. I leave the sausage in there veil I drink some more, eat a little more gravy. My stomach is filling up. I turn around and press out the sausage and every thing else that is up there, into the gravy. I pick up the sausage - it smells bad, and is smeared in. I open my mouth and insert it. Giving the sausage a blowjob, slowly veil the horrible taste fill up my mouth. A bite is off and I start to eat it. An intense vomiting feeling comes up, but I manages to hold it back, and take some more pee. Again I mix up the gravy with the new ingredient, and start smearing it in my face, and licking fingers. I dip the sausage into the mix and lick it more, taking another bite of it and swallow. This time I can not hold back and it all comes up again.... |
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