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| Asian girl with a strong sense of self loathing. Mostly just here to share my thoughts and my progression towards ruination. I dipped my toe in to the bdsm world for awhile, then slutted for awhile, then got owned for awhile, now looking for direction again.
Looking for someone selfish. Just looking for someone who wants to use me. I prefer the idea of someone just doing what they want or making me do what they want without really caring if I'm enjoying it (or perhaps preferring that I'm not).
Things I've had done to me (which I may or may not have enjoyed)
-Not being allowed to speak for a month
-throat fucking till puke (I have a bad gag reflex :(
-breath play till unconcious
-punching
-being hurt till I cried,
-crying crying and more crying
-forced intoxication / addiction
-forced to dress very slutty in public
-forced labor
-had my limits & safeword totally ignored after I was restrained
-been fucked within the first 2 minutes of meeting someone on a "date"
-been given "suprise" anal (no warm up)
-been used as an ashtray
-caging / confinement
-calorie restriction / forced weight loss
-human urinal
-age disparate relationships
Things that excite me but for now are just fantasies
-humiliating tattoos
-prolapse / gaping
-laryngectomy
-tongue splitting
-female circumcision
-being whored out or having job chosen for me (if allowed to work)
-impregnation
-permanent makeup / lip injections etc.
-full toilet
-tit nailing
Generally I'm very into humiliation, degradation, racial play, misogyny etc. I kind of have self worth issues so please feel free to exploit those :)
Pic is not me but I just like that she looks like she's not having fun.
http://ruin-this-girl.tumblr.com/
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