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Looking for a young EXPERIENCED Dom who knows what they are doing and are willing to try and train me into being their perfect little pet. I am looking for 24/7. Of course it wouldn't start off that way as things would need to be discussed. If you would like to know more about what I want or like please don't be afraid to ask. Please be specific with your questions as for if you ask a question that could be taken in other ways, you most likely won't get the response you are looking for.   ***If I don't respond to you then either you bore me or I don't like what I see.***   I mean no disrespect by not responding, I just don't feel like wasting my time responding. So if you're gonna be a bitch about it, if I don't respond, then don't bother messaging me(: Thanks.

2/25/2014 9:33:52 PM Not even all of.it. but finally someone in my family knows shit from my past. Ugh can't take it.this is a text I sent to my aunt. Can anyone help me please!?!? "No uncle bob did not rape me. Me and bob did not have sex. Means though the truth about my life wants to come out fine. When I lived at gmas and left with bob to get dinner... we'd kiss on the mouth sometimes tounge. Thats been hidden for a long time. That's all me and bob did. Ever will do. We ain't like that no more. In Delaware I fucked my cousin. I'm a fucked up person. I'm messed up in the head. Been since I was little. And haven't got help for any of it. Me and bob have talked about sex but never had anywhere to do it. I was still a virgin then. Then I met joe and lost it to joe. See I can keep sercrets. I can keep things hidden from people for a while. Why do u think I was so close with bob. I have daddy issues. And mommy issues. I feel like no one gives two shits about me. Everything I say just goes unheard or people still do shit anyway. I get involved with people so I feel like someone cares about me. Then I get hurt and thrown away. Its like some fucked up cycle. When I was little Dustin molested me and britni in the living room. I don't know what's right. Maybe I do but something stops me from the reality of things. I'm demented. You don't wanna know the sick thoughts in my head. Ever since I was 12 I've wanted to be kidnapped and taken away. Chained and abused. Since then I've grown up wanting to be a slave. A 24/7 slave to a man who loved me. Beaten and abused but still loved. Every aspect of me controlled. Do u understand. They didnt fuck me up. My entire childhood fucked me up. Which causes me to make some fucked up choices. But at least I feel loved. Yeah all those times I've cried out for help. I got help. Its called drugs and men. Some life I have. But guess what when I lived with them I didn't do drugs till the night before they kicked me out and one other time. I was happy. I was content. The kids loved me. I felt loved. Not because of sex or anything. Because they actually proved to me that they cared. They took me to the doctors they did schooling. They bought me the things I needed. But before they did any of that. I went to my mom. I asked her if she could get me what I needed or take me to the doctors. It was like pulling teeth with her. Like maybe she changed. Idk. But I'm not gonna sit here to find out she's exactly the same. I'm not gonna be lied to everyday by her. I'm not. And call the cops because I want to go live somewhere else? For what?? Tell me please. Because I wanna be content. Because I don't want to feel lost. Because I felt like family to them. Yeah aunt Donna you've done a lot for me. So has grand mom. But y'all aren't my mom. You don't know what I deal with. You guys can't do anything about it. I'm 17 almost an adult. I'm old enough to make my own choices. There was another time before I got kicked out of gmas when I had no where to go.. I went to Philly with a guy. Who kept me in a closet and only gave me water. And bread. Who touched me. When. I ended up getting back to jersey... I told my mom and she told me to keep my mouth shut. But yet these people who have tried to help me fucked me up?? Yeah right. I was fucked up before I got there."