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I have been blessed to have found my Man, my Mate and my Master. We are building a wonderful relationship based on love, commitment, communication and trust. I wish all who are seeking their other half to find them and find the joy I have with SometimeSadist.
I am presently in GA, planning to relocate to LV near the end of the year.
I find myself in a conundrum as I attempt to construct this profile. As I am not one to toot my own horn, preferring to let my actions speak louder than words, I find a little horn tooting is needed to present myself here and try not to sound a braggart at the same time. While my IQ indicates high intelligence a few passed decisions would seem to defy this fact and I find myself a bit ashamed and embarrassed thinking back on this, but such is life. At the present, I am satisfied where I find myself and eager to move forward.
I bring into my future relationship, if I should be blessed with such, a plethora of characteristics and morals I am proud to possess. I am intelligent as mentioned as well as a load of common sense, a wry dry wit is evident once I am comfortable. I am very considerate of others, thoughtful and gentle in nature but can be a mother bear when friends or family are threatened. All I need mention is my expert marksmanship from my military days to raise a brow or cause pause, grins. People tend to come to me for advice, respect my opinions, and either most I have known are all great actors or else I am usually well liked, lol. I am from that generation that remembers what truth, honor, integrity, and commitment mean and hold them all in my heart.
I am highly affectionate, a touchy feely sort of female, and a downright mushy romantic. I have learned in my years of seeking a d/s relationship with all the trials and errors that come with the search, that I will only be truly happy if I am in love with my Master. I know for me to serve, I must do so whole-heartedly not just with my body, but with my heart, mind, and soul. And I know too my Master will need to be able to love me back. With my love would come loyalty, devotion, commitment, truth, communication, dedication, someone at his back to defend and assist. I will be his love, best friend, partner, student, teacher, confidante, and companion.
I suppose I could list all the things I have done or desire as well as list limits but those are a bit personal and not something I wish to disclose at this time. Suffice it to say, if I match with a Master, his needs, desires, limits would be mine as well.
I seek the ultimate and will not settle for less as that only causes contempt and resentment in the end. I want a full meshing of vanilla, d/s, and bdsm. As the mind is the largest erogenous zone, then capturing my mind would be the ultimate. I must warn though, while I am submissive in my nature in a personal relationship I am not by any means a door mat or automation. I treasure the knowledge, intelligence, and gifts I have to offer to that man and master strong enough to prove to me he is a better leader and protector than I am. Yes, I am a natural leader when dealing with those things vanilla and persons in that world, but in my personal, private life, I shed that armor and become that soft lady, the private harlot, the sub/slave surrendering completely.
Respect must be present between the master and sub/slave for growth and love. Trust and truth between the two must also be there as well. Both must put the other in priority. For any relationship there must be two sides to the coin or else there is no value apparent. So if the reader seeks a strong yet submissive woman who offers all that was written above, then send me a message.
Since I am seeking an LTR live in situation, potential partners need to be single please.
I got a very nice email from a gentleman here and wanted to add his comment. He said: Past bad decisions are nothing to be embarassed about. They arent the result of lack of intelligence, but a heart that doesnt quite have the IQ of the brain!
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