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| No ideal what to put here, but this is what i guess I can say -
While before my profile was extremely eye grabbing, I've decided that maybe, it was too much. We live we learn, right?
I know that I love pain.. not just the "spanking, hair-pulling" kind. No, I mean harder darker pain - being hit, beat, cut.. The playful stuff is great sometimes, but being a raver - if i wanted to stick with the playful shit, let's be honest.. i wouldn't be here on a site like this, would i? no.
i have served before - real life, not raver play.. i was collared for almost a year. it ended about 6 months ago, it wasn't permanent, it was never meant to be such..it was merely a learning experience.
i know i'm fairly young, but i know what i want. i like the idea of being transformed into something less than human, i do go to college, i'm not an idiot, i guess i just feel like the life i lead is more of a joke than it is reality.
i don't feel like i have failed in life, or that i am a constant "fuck-up." i have succeeded at a lot of the things i have set out to do in my 21 years of existence. But i think being guided is something i ..NEED. Be honest, most girls who are slaves or subs do need to be guided, its not a failure on their part. Its simply nature showing them what they need in the easiest way.
I believe in male superiority, women are meant to serve - that said, i do believe there are some women who have enough of a strength and independence that they are Mistresses.
Maybe thats more insight into this girl's head.. maybe not, if you want to know more hmu, and please don't just say "hello"
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