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rationalrxn

I'm a very free spirit, wrapped up in a rigid framework of formalities. I'm very good at socializing, but I'm a little shy when approaching people to play. It's something I'm getting over. I'm still fairly new to the Los Angeles area. I've been here a little over a year, and so far my experience in the Vanilla world has left much to be desired. Part of this is because of my chosen occupation (I'm graduating in december, so I might as well go on ahead and start behaving like a working professional). I'm a visual effects artist and compositor (see www.digital-domain.com if you're curious as to what the "greats" can do - I'm not quite there yet, but working toward it). I spend a lot of time in front of the computer, animating and putting effects into film, and going over tutorials so I can broaden my understanding of the field. I'm currently in a transformational phase. I've decided to cast off my worries and go full-throttle into the field as a whole. I want to find a space to turn into a full time green/blue screen room and eventually get the proper equipment to shoot stuff on my own. In addition to that, I'm also plotting/pricing materials and the few tools left that I still need to build my own dungeon. That's a story for a different time, however. I live the life as often as I can, which is pretty often now. I'm still working on managing my time, and maturing, but I've got a very good heart, a very strong work ethic, and am very compassionate and understanding. I do my best to be a gentleman, and to be an understanding, dependable person, as it seems to be a rarity these days. As far as my personal life goes: I'm very into martial arts (I've studied Shotokan and Tae Kwon Do), camping (Eagle Scout), and want to get back into rock climbing. I love to read and write, and if you really want to get to know me in-depth, the best thing you can do is look to my art, both writing and film. I'm an anime nut, I like to sing even though I'm not good at it, and I'm a formally trained actor - a hobby I once sought to make an occupation, that I miss very much, unfortunately. I'm a metro-veteran, though I should be getting a car in the next month or two. I'm also a little headstrong - I think it's a reaction to my natural shyness, but when given leave to express myself to the fullest, I take advantage of it. I'll dive into my kink stuff later. Suffice to say I am a Switch, submissive or Dominant (or both, what fun) depending on where I'm at in my life. I have big goals. I always welcome advice, but don't try to take my goals from me, or deride them. They are very important to me as a person, as I am very goal-oriented. Without something to work for, I become quite bogged down in frumpiness. Feel free to say hello - I always value good conversation, and am still looking for people to play with; I'm working toward having a Mentor, but that'll be finalized and reported (or not, I sometimes wonder if I'm too vocal) when it happens.
1/24/2011 5:40:29 PM

Asas mischeif planned and executed is often unshared, i thought i ought to share this with someone...  & i figured, collarme is discreet enough to publish my current state on, but public enough to make me shy and probably make others chuckle.

given that i've been chaste for nearly 7.5 months, i thought i ought to take things a step further.  i have a gates of hell that's metal and a single cuff off a pair of handcuffs that i broke, plus a few other interesting items. 

using those, i fashioned a chastity belt that requires four keys to get out of, and is completely hidden under my clothing.  i only wear it when i'm working at home, as a means of motivation, or if i'm out in the scene (which i'm not venturing to at the moment), and so not only am i  unable to have satisfaction, but i have no choice in the matter unless i use the keys. 

i'm going to try to sleep in it soon :p