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“I see your heart, I am not blind to your beauty, inside and out. When you are not strong enough I will give you my strength, when your will is weak use mine, when you need a rock I will be there. When you can't walk I will carry you, when you need to fly I will help you soar to new heights. When you doubt I will make the world clear for you. I only opened the door and helped you see what was inside of you all along. Hope makes the world turn." A new day. A new beginning. At 12:00 AM 8/12/2015 I was collared by my glorious Owner Miss M. I am now Hers. My new life committed to Her as Her Submissive. My deep secret is no more! In my submission i have found my freedom. Thru pain, degradation and submission I find the most pleasure! My mouth, ass, every part of my body under my voluntary control is for her pleasure only!! I have a Beautiful Owner who through my journey into full submission has taken on the role as my Owner & Mistress. I respect Her deeply! Without Her I could not be who I have craved to be for so long.. Been through 'thick and thin'
Experienced the 'highs and lows'
Reflected and thought
Questioned myself Now I simply accept
With joy
And
A deep sense of inner calmness and serenity
That
Not only
Do I have a 'slave's heart'
But
I am collared and
I am owned
Totally
By my Owner and Miss M
Forever I am a writer, but I have no words. The English language lacks the terms that would describe the greatness of my Miss M.....Thank you for everything Miss M
10/24/2015 6:22:15 AM
Pussyslime task  :
First I went around and found some ropes that are used for knitting they were orange as for the butt plug that was hard to think of something so went around and found an old perfume bottle which is small around 6 cm and smooth and plugging from the bottom and going up it's thinner and less bulging and a panties that I wore all day long and a plastic crop and put them all right next to the bed.
I woke up 6 am like always striped down shirts and shorts panties wore of and went to pee and got back to my room I was standing there little worried and nervous and I honestly thought the task was a befitting punishment.
After talking a deep breath I sat on a chair and made it so my ass was on the edge of the chair and my head was on the back of the chair and my back was in the air I lifted up my legs till it was 90 degrees looked at my cock and made it so it was dangling picked up the rope tied my right very hard wrapped around  5 times as the rope was very thin took the end of the rope and slide it around the balls and around my cock once I felt it was in the right place I tightened it and warped it around till my balls was sticking to my cock very hard and was no room for slipping away took the end and slide it between the wraps and went for the left leg ankle I'll be honest I almost fallen of the chair a few times doing this was very hard and I never done it before and I'm not sure what I was doing but I did it to the best of my ability once it was around the left ankle and locked and tied hard I took a deep breath and held my legs a few second as the my legs was uncontrollably pulling on my cock and balls which hurt badly I went for the panties and with every movement I make my legs would try to move and pull my cock along with it after butting the panties in my mouth which was disgusting enough to make me puke I held my legs again for few seconds and  went for the the perfume bottle it was very smooth and licked it a few times and went to put it in I tried pushing it inside with the end and bulging side but that was impossible after few trials and falling of the chair and bulling my cock hurt badly I went for the tip of the bottle and started sliding it inside it went around for 2 cm then pushed it in till it was  3 cm in and no more room for pushing so I stopped after making sure it won't come out I put my hands around my legs and took deep breath stayed like that for a minute or so they started getting out of the chair which was like climbing  at first I unintentionally  tried putting my legs first I stopped when I feel the bad pulling at my cock and balls I slide of the chair with my ass first till I reached the floor and after kneeling there I started crawling out of the room with each time I crawl and my legs pulls back it pulls back my cock and balls with it which hurt I tried shorting my steps and before each time I move I thought very hard how to shorten the pulls on my cock   I went to the kitchen like that open the fridge picked up a cheese box and jam but them right next to me and went to pick some toast I normally rarely  eat breakfast but I did it today since I was told so in the task put some cheese and jam in on a dish and put the toast next to them after picking the two dishes up and trying to go back on my room I couldn't since I'm crawling and can't stand up I'm using my hands and crawling back with just the legs and with the constant pull on my balls I gave up on it and put the dishes right next to me pulled out the panties from my mouth and  put it on my head and wore it on my head and little above my mouth crawled to the dishes like a dog legs and hands on the floor and  reached the toast with my mouth reached out with my tongue to it and took a bit and chewed little and then went to the cheese same thing and kept repeating that with cheese all over my mouth and touching my panties which on my nose went for the jam same think put made my mouth all sticky after finishing of I took a breath eating this was rather hard It the first time eating like this and took a lot of time it took around 30 minutes for something this small picked up the dishes put them on the sink  after reaching for the sink very hardly and cleaning my mouth with some water I started think about how am I going to clean those dishes in those the sink wasn't very high put I still couldn't reach it probably and only with pain on my palls I squatted legs apart there was pull on my palls and cock then started going up higher till I reached the sink it was bad very bad the pulling was hard and hurt like hell I started working on the dishes fast and finished them put them back where they were and cleaned up where I ate and the sink  and then I drank a medium size bottle of water all in on go it took some time put I was rather thirsty then put the panties back in my mouth again .
By the time all this finished I was rather disgusted by the panties back in my mouth and felt very tired and honestly felt horrible and humiliated that I ate like that and wanted to stop thought about it and kept kneeling for few seconds then decided to man up and push through and went to clean the house I pulled out a cleaning bleach and a rag and the vacuum pushed them to my room and started on the cleaning first I started arranging my bed which was a mess crawling all around it t tidy it up and the bleached my desk and the mirrors and all things in the room which was hard and didn't reach all of it specially high places I reached as far as I could and as far as my balls and cock could handle of not being torn picked up the vacuum and started vacuuming the floor and all after finishing up and looking at it I was gasping for breath it was hard and hurting all over and was dying for a cigarette so I went out of the room drank a small bottle of water all of It and gripped the crop   and started the to strike. It hit and burned my ass like hell it was nowhere near when I was using my hand and slapping it this hurt and marked my ass as well and I didn't like it one bit after the first ten my ass was hurting and burning so hot that I gripped it so hard with my hands so I wouldn't feel the pain then went for the rest after finishing the 20 crop it was hell for my ass and burned I couldn't sit still and actually pushed it against the wall and stayed like that hands on the floor and assed pushed to the wall for few minutes till the pain started to fade took a cigarette and  took 5 minutes break and decided to finish the rest went for the second bed room it was rather clean only few mirror to clean and vacuum and sweep and it was done went out drank another small bottle of water it was harder to drink it at took some times and kept breathing for air until I finished picked up the crop and didn't even need to remember the pain from last time cause it still haven't faded completely I went through them very fast and after finishing same position as the last almost cried from the pain the thing which made me snap out of it was my need to go to the bathroom I wanted to pee I didn't know whether I'm allowed to through the task or not but since Miss M never mentioned it I thought that I'm allowed to or She would have forbade it I crawled to the bathroom and was faced with the delima of how to pee my legs was tied to my cock so standing was impossible and even sitting was impossible it tried sitting down and when it was possible with slit bent of my legs it was still pulling on my cock and couldn't go after few adjusting and bending so hard I was squatting over the toilet with legs on the toilet and the problem was I couldn't go kept sitting like that for few minutes until finally some release came and finished cleaned up then went out to clean the hall and dining room since they were connecting cleaning them up was the same time they wasn't really dirty only some dust of and some bleaching and all was done after finishing the hall I went through the hell of 20 crops and drinking small bottle of water which was hard no more room and  then dining hall with another 20 after 40 crops on my ass on the last 20 after the 15th I tear little and my tears went out and my ass was burning and I kept pushing it and grapping it hard to let the pain go finished squirming around and drinking another small bottle of water I was logged and I felt the water in my throat no more room for more moving was actually hard and felt like puking it out   and went for the kitchen it was clean as well some sweeping and cleaning and done only this time I was rather reluctant to finish knowing the crop and water still there but finished anyway and wanted to get this task as soon as possible I honestly didn't have it in me to do anything anymore just wanted to be done with it so finished it and started the 20 crop by this point I cried on the first 10 crops and when I finished I just went for the bottle of water and started drinking felt the water reaching all the way to my mouth and my stomach was bulging a little and some water would seep from my throat back to my mouth  so went for the bathroom cleaned it and brushed the toilet and bath tub after finishing it I started the 20 crop first as I couldn't take any more water or I was going to puke it by this point I was already crying and couldn't move very well because of the water in my stomach I done the 20 crop while crying and my ass hurt and red from the strikes when for the bottle of water and there was no more room to drink it I tried drinking like on gulp it didn't even go down and stayed in my mouth took a breaks for few minutes and wanted to go to the bathroom so I would make some room but I didn't feel the need to go started gulping it one at a time till I finished it by the time I finished I was crouching on the floor greeting on the panties tightly with my teeth my ass was hurting I was crying and my balls hurt and finally I remembered I could release them reached out to my left ankle and starting untying it like crazy pulled it very hard of my cock and right ankle I felt like something was holding my breath and I have finally been able to breathe again my balls was blue first time I saw it that way there was strips around my cock and balls of the rope I wanted to touch it so badly to release the pain and put some blood back in it the tip was red and bulging my cock and dick had a narrow strip like ring from where it was tied I reached out to touch it but stopped remembering after getting this far and putting up with it should I throw it all away for this I didn't really care at the moment what would happen or what may happen but still didn't want to throw it away crawled back to my room I accurately just remembered while writing this that even while my bondage was free I didn't walk I rather crawled back I didn't even have the strength to stand up straight  returned to the room knelt on the corner behind my door hand behind my head my ass was stinging and burning cock hurt and felt like something grapping on it and some knot inside of it I started thinking about what I just did and why I did it the more I think about it I felt like maybe I shouldn't have done and my thoughts started going crazy so stopped thinking and started kissing the floor Miss M walks on 20 times focused on the kisses so I wouldn't think anymore then bended over and pushed and pulled out the plug from my ass felt relieved that finally nothing was touching my body or holding it once it was out I felt my body free and light put my face on the floor started pinching and twisting my nipples it hurt I have very low pain tolerance to my nipple and face twisted and pinched them for 30 seconds as hard as I could then I released them felt stinging and cold then twisted them very hard for another 30 second then released them this time felt very cold like ice are on it .
After I finished I gripped the crop and the cold feeling went away with the burning sting of the crop now all my body was hot and felt heat in all over my body at first I felt my lower half stinging and burning from my ass and cock but now my nipples made it so the my face was red and all my body was hurting after finishing the 60 crop crying was not a problem anymore my nipples was red and swollen and there was strike marks around them my body was hurting badly
Went to my cock was all limp and shrunk hold the tip and spank it felt like electricity running down from the tip to the balls I was spanking the tip but the pain reached the balls and near the shaft of my ass felt it very clearly after the 30 spanks started spanking each ass cheek
30 times on the right first which was badly hurting already sting and the pain sounded in all of my back and my ass hurt and burned  felt the same hard on in my cock as the last time my cock was still limp and shrunk but hard as rock after the first 20 spank it started sounding in my cock as well by the time I finished with each slap my cock felt like getting stung and body hurt after I finished I crouched on a ball like in the ground for few minutes was crying and hurt all of exhausted and couldn't move took out the panties laid them right in front of my bed to dry my body was blogged with the water and over flowing from my mouth and started dripping from my nose even crawled back to the bathroom started peeing and hurt and burnt when I did I peed a lot after I finished crawled in the tub knelt started the water and adjusting it to the right temperature and started to take my slave shower I let the water run on my head for while then picked up shampoo bottle and  washed my head and hair lowered the hot water like I was told which wasn't very nice I hate cold water I never shower with it no matter what it always makes me shiver and unable to breath after the temperature gone down little I brushed my teeth and after lowering the temperature again I scrubbed my face lowered again by this point it was cold and I was shivering I appreciated the feeling of numbness and easing the burning and stings all over but I was cold and couldn't breathe scrubbed my armpits and chest and back lowered it again scrubbed my balls and cock which hurt even touching them lowered it again and scrubbed my leg like I was told then turned the hot water off completely it was all cold I was shivering and wanted to get out the only reason I stayed is the pain was going away the more cold the water it fall onto my body stayed for 15 seconds my body was shivering cock draw and shrinking and dick limp turned off the water and crawled out of the tub stayed outside to air dry while shivering and coughing my teeth was hitting each other
After five minutes I was dry brushed my hair went out of the bathroom crawled to my room went to bed and lied back in it completely exhausted and hurt.
 
 
Anyway this was it for the task I'm having complicated feeling when it comes to it first of I'm really happy and glad I finished it by the letter and managed to please Miss M   secondly I hated it really my body hurt all over I'm not used to all this rough pain and pain in general I think Miss M is a little over board I'm glad I could please Her and all but the amount of spanks and crop strikes I take is I think little to high I mean I took 60 crop strike which made my ass red and stripped then another 60 crop on my nipples each 30 strike and then 30 spank on my cock then 30 spank on each ass cheek that is a lot high number I took 90 strike on each ass cheek if it anybody counting I just think it's very high number and rough and my ass really hurt and body hurt I wasn't crying from nothing it's very painful I'm glad I finished it but its a little it's too hard the entire task took me from 6 am till 9: 30 that is long time I couldn't move after it for an hour but any way I hated the pain but I hope it paid off as pleasure to Miss M I really wish so please make it so.

I place all the Dominant woman above me and i worship them. I am really glad i have the opportunity to serve the Great Miss M
intelligentblsub
 
 Age: 27
 North las vegas, Nevada