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Hello, (and greetings Goddess)
i am an educated, honest and mature white male professional who happens to be submissive in nature. That is not to say that i do not have an opinion, but when it comes to relationships and marriage, my preference is to be in a subservient position to an older (40+), Goddess of Color. i also want to make it CLEAR: please don't misinterpret my usage of 'Goddess' --for i do not mean that You must be some kind of movie star-quality beauty --quite the opposite, actually...i am merely stating that if You are a mature, (preferably BBW-type) middle-aged Black Woman--then You are a Goddess to me...
i am just into my early 40s, and have been this way since my teens. i zeroed in on my specific preference for a physical/personality type in the last 5-10 years, however. i have had two long-lasting relationships with the exact type of Woman/Goddess whom i seek, and it was bliss, both times--but what made it so, was that all-too-rare combination of a Woman who does not necessarily think of Herself as a beauty queen, but She does not care. Both of the Women who 'owned' me were Women who simply weren't concerned with "being fine", but because they were so assertive, dominant and sure of themselves, and had absolutely NO problems putting me in my place while using my face for a seat cushion (i'm painting a metaphoric picture for You), they were just SO DAMN SEXY. And i think, to me, (or any submissive) that therein lies the secret to true Dominance. Not relying on things like a pretty face, or a model-esque body (although i think models look gross) to turn-on or have 'control' over a man. But simply act like he is there to serve You. To act like he is there to clean up after You. To act like he is there to worship Your body with his mouth, or to serve You (and possibly Your sister/girlfriends) drinks. To act like he KNOWS he is supposed to accept it if You feel like cuckolding him, or even using him as an object or a receptacle. i assure You that i am very masculine, and normal in every way both in and outside the bedroom--it's just perspective. i work, teach, go out and do 'normal' things, but in private (and with selected friends/family's knowledge) i prefer to 'serve'. More specifically, do chores (preferably naked wearing certain 'ornaments'), be trained to provide service in the form of personal worship, provide private amusement (at my expense),--and to be turned on by this...(which i am).
This is not to say i'm not interested in a 'loving' 'respectful' relationship--i am... i truly believe You can have a BDSM relationship with love and respect--as long as all the play/lifestyle is consensual. For me, there is much that is completely acceptable for, as far as how You feel like treating me, "using" me, that a lot of women wouldn't believe--that is why i seek a very special woman. If You are this type of Woman, have always been this type of Woman--either secretly or 'out loud'... or even if this idea just feels like it is awakening something in You that You have desired for a long time, and just have not found the right person to let Your true self out with...
...i would love to hear from You, Goddess. (pic 4 pic)
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