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I am married to a "master" who does not fulfill me. He is a phoney. When we met he pretended to be much a more experienced dom than he really is. He was all talk in the beginning about how he would dominate me int the way I need and he has not come through. He is lazy and plays computer games all the time and ignores me and we hardly have any sex and there's almost no kinky play or BDSM which I need so much. When we do play it is very tame and he's scared to push any of my limits. I have tried desperately over the years to tell him what I need and he just gets angry or says he can't. I'm so incredibly bored I could die! For many reasons I can't just leave him now. It's complicated.. For one thing, he won't let me. I have also asked if I could be allowed to date outside our marriage and he said no even though he has others. So I have chosen to seek to fulfill my deepest needs elsewhere without his knowledge as a last resort. I wish it wasn't like this but he has left me no choice. I need a true Master who will take control and punish me when I need it and make His authority known. I need a dominant who is actually skilled and experienced in the lifestyle and not another faker. Please don't message me asking for pics or to web cam. I'm looking for someone I can talk to not just sex. Please don't ask to meet up or chat in the first message. I expect to exchange a few messages first before I'd consider either. Don't tell me what to do or call me names and expect me to bow down if I have not yet agreed to be yours or I will block your ass. No friend requests without message first. I'm in Toronto. Update: wow I can't believe I had 8 messages waiting for me when I hadn't even finished writing my profile yet. Who messages a profile with no text and no photo? How desperate are you? Those are exactly the kinds of guys I don't want to hear from so I deleted all those messages without reading them.
addikkshunn
 
 Age: 32
  Tennessee