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I am your friend and sister and daughter and mother and student and teacher and soulmate. I truly want to grow old with you. I love you for accepting me for who I am and for who I am not. I am tragic and beautiful. I'm stubborn but I go with it. I'm actually a clumsy Type -A nerd. I have had countless disappointing and proud moments... and overall, I'm still very happy to be here. I am drawn to poignant truths. I yearn to do and see so many more things...and I will. I need more than one lifetime. I'm a dragon or a rabbit or a chameleon. I'm just an animal. I love feeding my hungry mind, heart, soul, and body.
I feel a tangible strength in words, thoughts, art, and actions. I'm ten years older than I hope I look and know I feel. I magnetize toward those that move the deepest parts of my being, especially those areas where no one has touched. I see the good in everyone, even those that have had the capacity to destroy me. I work smart and play hard. I dream that my money will someday work for me. I search for shortcuts. I am not living to my potential...at the moment. I'm excited and scared, and powerful and weak. I have so much passion sometimes I can't take it. I choose to surround myself with those who will inspire me to move forward. I want you to move with me. I love winning and the art of some good ass competition.
I can admit it. I bask in laughing and avert crying uncontrollably. I can just be. I desire to earn the respect and admiration of those around me. I wish to influence people to the point of positive change. I'd love to make a name for myself. I am a creature of habit and undecisive, and selfish and giving. I thrive on the strength and support of those I love. And I cherish them deeply. I want to take care of you the way you take care of me. I want to make you happy, and I don't ever want to hurt you. I don't want to need you, yet I do. I ask that you not worry about me, but I beg that you not forget about us. And I'd be content if I knew that I somehow I made a nice difference in your life. I believe that everything happens for a reason. I believe that I am a good person and that I have a special place in this world. I constantly surprise myself...but not surprisingly, I am still in love.
I have discovered that I am true at heart. I'd like to think that I am timeless. I am more myself than ever before...but I am still searching. I'm enjoying the journey. There is so much more I want to say, but I don't really like talking about me...
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