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| I have very little experience in the lifestyle but a fair amount of knowledge. I'm looking for someone who is able and willing to help me explore more. After looking around and talking a bit with some other, more experienced, people I've found that I align with littles quite a bit and may find interest in finding an older gentleman who is a mentor, a guide, a disciplinarian and lover. Though that doesn't mean that I'm not looking for a regular Dominant, if he could fulfill being a mentor, lover and disciplinarian too.
I identify as a submissive with masochistic tendencies. I love to please and derive real satisfaction from it. My favorite thing is to go down on a man and have him reach into my panties, surprised to feel how wet it makes me. Give me the opportunity and I can be a really fun sport to play with.
As pompous as it sounds, I'm a highly intelligent woman which, unfortunately, can get in the way of what some people feel are defined submissive tendencies. I don't blindly follow instruction and - no - you can't "break" me of that. If you try, you will succeed only in making an ass of yourself. If you want to Dominate me - earn it. I know enough about enough to know that being taken advantage of and being walked over is not the same as submitting. Domination is based on trust, mutual respect and power exchange. I will not submit to you just because you identify as a Dominant.
That being said, if you spoil me, I will return the favor. I love making new friends, I love having new buddies to chat with. I love to text, sext and send/receive photos. I love getting to know people and I love learning more about people. I love gifts and I love attention so pet me and I'll curl up in your lap.
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I'm really grumpy right now. I've been trying to join MyGirlFund and I haven't had any luck with the verification process. :(
It's not fair that I'm trying to earn some extra money to make things a little easier on me but an unseen panel of judges won't verify my profile and accept me. When will things get better for me? -sigh- |
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"You don't take orders well."
I've heard that a couple times now and I can't help but feel some resentment towards that statement. I identify as a submissive, yes, but that doesn't mean that I'm going to follow every single thing you say the minute you say it when/if we meet. My submission is a gift. My submission is something to be earned not expected by just any Dominant. This is the difference between a real and a fake Dominant. Submission is a act of trust and how the hell am I supposed to trust someone I've just met? Its still my prerogative and if I don't want to immediately strip naked for you, or immediately perform certain acts - I won't. Submissive or not, you haven't earned it. I can and will follow orders really well - better then you may ever know - but until I find someone that I 'click' with, until I find someone who shares same interests, appeals to me sexually and personally, whom I can instill trust and who makes me feel safe I guess I'm going to always have to deal with it.
I can be the best little girl, I know I can, but I just have to find the right man who deserves to spoil me, treat me and Dominate me. |
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I had a dream the other night and it really got me thinking about what I want in a Dominant right now. I am not ready to meet anyone (due to personal reasons surrounding the last encounter I had with someone from the internet) just yet but I still crave the power exchange and yearn for the opportunity to please. My dream was so satisfying in its approach that I woke up begging for it to have been a memory instead. It involved a Dominant who was involved in a heady bit of my life, though not immediately in person. He would text me through the day, keeping His hand, so to speak, in my pocket all the time. He instructed me on what panties to wear and expected photos to prove. Checking up on His little girl, He would send me tasks to complete and I would fulfill His desires with tempting wordplay. He would send me packages by mail addressed to His little one with implicit instructions on how and what to use on myself to which I would skype Him later on for His viewing pleasure. He would call me and I would have to step away from my desk, slink away to the office bathroom, while His powerful voice commanded my hands into soaking panties, stifling breathy moans so my coworkers won't hear me pleasuring myself at the hands of Him. He would make me watch Him stroke His beautiful cock over Skype and not allow me to touch myself. He would watch me shift and moan and bite my lip, yearning to taste and please Him. He would make me beg. He would call me before bed and have me describe in loving detail every curve I touched as each inch of me belonged to Him. He could be gentle and kind but test me and strengthen me through His regimen so that I could be the best little girl to satisfy His needs. If only it wasn't a dream. Sigh, one day I will be the best little girl for Him. I know it. I want so badly to be.
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| Age: 46 |
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Italia |
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