Hello everybody

Thanks for Your interest in my profile!

When i made my first sexual experiences in my teens, it quickly became clear to me that the common stuff was not for me. At early ages i started dating mature men who quickly taught me the harder stuff.

my mind has always been occupied by the desire to please. i don't like men to be charming and tender with me so that i may find fulfillment. i simply don't find pleasure in that. What pleases me is to be seen and treated as a subhuman object which men simply use to live out their desires.

my first master promoted and trained my submissiveness by also making me available to his friends. Having received my initial training i was for some time passed on from master to master. Hence i have been socialized in an environment that was very sexual, with me be required to serve in any way at any time.

i have been trained in terms of deepthroat and dilation. To widen my holes medical dilators have been used so that i can now accept one male fist anally or two vaginally. i also know how it feels to take the caresses of whips, paddles, crops, and canes. i must admit that it can at times be overwhelmingly agonizing, but then it is a pain feeling as sweet as heaven if i see how Lord is geeting aroused by it.

i did greatly enjoy all the training i have been given so far, but to say the truth i am actually waiting for something even greater to come. i believe i would be ready for the ultimate step. In my current situation i am still free to leave the house and seek diversion as i see fit. This also is not going to change. One cannot change a person's natural ways of dominating. And in particular it is not my place to demand changes.

So having thought about the matter for a very long time, i am here coming up with this advertisement. i am looking for a dominant able to provide total abduction. We would need to get to know each other first, but if i should feel that i have found my Lord there should no way be back for me. i sincerely hope to begin my existence as a true slave, and to terminate my existence as what would more appropriately be called a bdsm play partner.

The Lord i am looking for needs to be a mature gentleman with great experience in causing pain and humiliation. At the same time it needs to be an educated person with good social standing able to provide social security. I guarantee that all elaborate messages from people meeting these criterea will get a reply.

*** thanks for reading ***

UPDATE:

i have now been on this site for one or two hours, and 99% of the emails i received were not to be taken serious. please note that i am here to find a person who will be the crucial factor in the rest of my life. for that i cannot consider people unable to introduce themselves properly. i will no longer reply to all of those one-, two-, and three-liners. if you want a reply from me, please state you personal and educational background, your professional occupation, your history with bdsm, and last but not least what exactly you are looking for in a slave girl. i am sorry to say that i can no longer reply to emails that do not have all of this information.