ok so i have tried to add this post twice already today. if it doesn't post this time, must not be meant for me to say. this past week has been brimming with lessons aimed at making me a better person i have to believe, otherwise what is it all for. like everyone else i am certainly not comfortable with all lessons but those that make me the most uncomfortable are usually the best. there are many truths and what i always have to remember is truth is subjective to the person giving them, and one mans truth is not necessarily anothers. the point i guess i am trying to make is that truth is in the eye of the beholder and just because you don 't understand what that is doesn't mean the deliverer doesn't. also that just because someone tells you something doesn't make it true and regardless of what the verbal is the non verbal will always give you the best clues as to who you are dealing with as long as you are paying attention. having said that, my truths today are that it is never good to deal with other people from a place of lack, desire is not a bad thing but one has to own what and who they are. thats not a bad thing just a thing. another truth is people will say anything to get what they want and it is up to every individual to be vigilant to what they want and need. the rest of my lessons for the week are private.

the next point i want to make is when being on this site, im not interested in meeting people from all over california, just one man that is local, that is willing to meet in fresno. i don't drive and if i did i would not go all over to meet random ass men. also it is very difficult to connect with someone that doesn't have a first name, Sir or  Master is great when the time comes but doesn't promote free exchange of information aimed at getting to know someone. one last thing, i like to know things like interests, llikes and dislikes so if you have an empty profile thats great but have some conversation, its usually a given that being on this site you are looking for someone submissive.

i realize that this journal entry may not make me popular, probably give some the idea that i might be a bit of a bitch. i gotta be me though cuz at the end of the day, i still gotta love and respect me.

on that note, have a beautiful day

omg today was the shits, not even good enough to be the pits, i fear i have given the wrong impression, i am direct, not easy. sex is a head game definately meant both ways in that if you cant touch my mind, you can't touch the panties (if i wore them) so please, before you send me a message please realize just because i know what i want and can express that doesn't mean my legs just voluntarily open cuz you send me a stupid message about nothing. with that having been said, have a beautiful day

New to Fresno, only 4 months, just getting settled in my job, still trying to settle the rest of my life. Im looking for someone that can appreciate what i offer that has like interests. I have absolutely no interest in play chat acting or chat intended to get some random guy off. Mutual satifaction is what im looking for. Im very playful and passionate and have been celibate for quite some time, need an outlet for my pent up frustrations and the passion is almost totally consuming, im just saying. If you are in Fresno and looking for a woman with no drama im her, hit me up.