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| Hi there folks! Well this is all new to me. I've been on other sites following my heterosexual nature but I have some more buried homo kink in me that has gone unsatisfied my whole adult life. I really want to get into a more nasty raunchy bit of sexplay than I have enjoyed with girls. I mean pretty nasty stuff to me but then what I call nasty may make guys laugh who live this way all the time. I guess I'll describe the kind of sick kink I'm looking to explore and see what I get for a reaction.
If I had things my way, I would have had a sadistic femdom wife who found hurting me physically and emotionally (just the way I like) was a big sexual turnon for her. Then I would have had a gross overweight crude man for a boss taking a liking to my wife and she take a liking to his money. Together, the two of them would make a hobby out of making my feel like shit.
I really don't have the same romantic/want-to-fuck-it feelings for men that I do for women. I never look at a man's ass but I don't think it's wrong for gay men to see another man as sexy. It's just not for me. It's because it's "not my thing" that being forced to submit to providing sexual pleasure to a man is a form of sexual pleasure for me because I feel degraded by acting against my interests. Weird huh? I've tried to understand me and don't get it myself.
There's something about being disgustingly degraded that really makes me hot. I have no wife to fill this role and my kinky play with women is far more tame than my hidden ideas.
So what do I do to feed this need to eat grass and mud out of the treads of a man's boots? Why do I want to lick the sweat off a man's ripe balls and reeking asshole? Folks I've trusted with my hidden interests suggested collarme might be the place to find at least some contacts.
I'm scared to death to explore this but I hope this first step might be safe for a start. I'm not even clear if the kind of dirty abuse I am seeking is what some guys want to give and I may be out of luck.
This piece of text below is not my work. I found it a few years ago on a account but I lost the author's ID. When I read this my jaw dropped so I pasted it into a text file to fap to as needed. When I think about being owned by a wife and some crude guy that's fucking her, I always think about this guy's chair. I want one! Of course, I need an owner to sit in it too.
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I would like to commission someone to build me a special chair for my wife and bull to use. I would like it to be comfortable for them to sit on for extended periods of time. The padded seat should have a small oval hole in it large enough for my face to poke up through it so I can be useful to them. I should at least be able to reach their anuses and maybe my wife's pussy with my tongue poking out through a ring gag if she adjusts the incline of the backrest.
I picture my position underneath the seat as follows:
*Imagine being on your knees and leaning far back so your shoulders are on the ground. Tuck your arms underneath and arch your back to lift up your belly.
*In this position, attach an arm binder to my butthook to keep me flexed like this under tension. The large hook should keep me from shitting by accident under the chair.
*Encase my penis in a chastity cage or maybe better install a special penis plug. I will get my dickhead pierced from side to side so a padlock can be threaded through my flesh and through a hole in the plug to keep it in place. This way I can't piss by accident either.
*Now slip me into place on an inclined ramp with my face wedged into place and buckled firmly.
From this position, I should be able to wordlessly thank my wife and her bull for allowing me to support them and serve their needs. I think spending every night of my life licking their assholes clean is a perfect duty for me. I believe their comfort is the key to frequent use. They should be able to relax and even take a nap. No sitting up straight like on a normal queening stool. This chair is for long term use if they desire.
My space underneath should be completely boxed in so I am hidden and an additional cushion which matches the upholstery should be part of the furniture so it can be tossed over my sweaty face when company who are not aware of my cuckold status drop by to visit.
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| Age: 29 |
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