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Belongs to Material Girl

Thank You Ma'am for being so fucking awesome

always and forever.

Love You Ma'am.

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5/12/2012 2:31:33 PM

Heads up peeps.

 

MG's feeling a little under the weather as you know. She's having a weekend of being looked after, and so shall not be around.

 

 


3/26/2012 4:54:25 PM

Material Girl is incredible. Simple. Seriously. She’s the kind of woman You need. Not want. Need. You’ll find this incredible aching in your mind and in your body whenever She slips Her fingers into your head. You want to be fucked with, abused, and mistreated. If you’re ever so lucky, and ever so good, you might just get something. You might just be acknowledged. And you’ll be so grateful for it. She is that good. She snaps Her fingers, and you just need to do as She asks – to the point that She doesn’t demand. She doesn’t need to. She makes this need build slowly, easing up around you like a warm bath, slipping over you, until before you even know it, you’re under. 

 

Under deep. 

 

And you want to go deeper. Every part of you will ache with the need to go deeper, and deeper with Her. If She wants to, She can control every part of your life, and you won’t mind at all. You’ll be grateful. You’ll want to show Her how grateful you are. You’ll beg. Plead. Anything for more.

 

If you fuck up, it will be severe. She will shrug Her shoulders, and walk on. You’ll know She has any number more admirers, and She will just go on, completely indifferent. And it will ache. If you stay, She has you; if you leave, She has you. You would do anything for more. You won’t care what degradations you must adhere to, you’d do it, smile and ask for more. Trust me on this, I can vouch. She is that good. 

 

She knows it. We know it. 


12/13/2011 4:03:42 PM
Another day nearer the goal, yay. And another day I hope Ma'am is approving of what I'm doing. And another day of great lunch time food. And, another day nearer Xmas, yay!

12/12/2011 1:03:57 PM
Another day done. I do hope Ma'am acknowledges my ways are changing; hopefully this week will drive it home, but time will tell. One can but hope, can't one?

12/11/2011 1:59:42 PM

Looking forward to seeing Ma'am tonight - hoping She'll understand and accept my apologies for my recent lapses. It's always good to see Her, so I'm hoping for a great night any which way. And then, to the start of a very busy week. It's going to be very interesting, that's for sure. And then Xmas. Yay for Xmas. 


12/10/2011 2:30:23 PM
Well it's been a long day, but I'm in my way home. Still hoping for Ma'am to forgive my latest fuck up. Thinking I'll find out Her thoughts tomorrow.

12/10/2011 2:29:43 PM
Well it's been a long day, but I'm in my way home. Still hoping for Ma'am to forgive my latest fuck up. Thinking I'll find out Her thoughts tomorrow.

12/8/2011 11:48:41 PM

Still very much hoping that Ma'am will be forgiving of my mistakes. My failings have come to the fore and have caused a degree of problems for all involved, so i do hope that, given time to redeem myself, it eventually works and She is once again happy. Just take it day at a time, and let Her know you are sorry - it's the best plan you can have. 


12/7/2011 5:14:50 PM

I wanted to take some time to say a sincere and heartfelt thank You to MG for considering my apology. I've reflected on my mistakes and errors in recent times, and clearly She was in the right over the things She has highlighted. It's something I will be addressing, moving forwards. But I'm only moving forwards thanks to Her good will.


12/6/2011 12:17:40 AM
Brrrrr... it's a bloody cold morning out. Spoke to Ma'am this morning, which is always lovely. Building bridges. But there's still a lot more to come, after talks. Suffice to say I've not been all that great. But I love Her very much.

12/4/2011 8:48:22 AM
Yay, Christmas is drawing near. The trimmings are up, the dinner is planned, and it's all starting to come together. I hope we all, one and all, have a very Merry Christmas this year. Good will and love to all men. And women. Tonight I get to see Ma'am , so I'll see you guys on the flip side.

12/1/2011 9:47:25 PM

Well with Mistress suffering and trying to keep warm, it is getting bloody cold out there. Winter is certainly kicking off, even if it's not all that bad just yet. Let's see if we get any more -15 and snow and ice, like last year. 

 

In the mean time, I just hope She's keeping warm and relaxing, but I suspect today that might not be the case. 


11/30/2011 2:17:45 AM

I'm starting to think the planets have aligned to prevent me going back to work. Traffic accidents, national strikes, acts of God (I'm expecting the Noah flood to strike tomorrow). 

 

Aw well, another day nearer the weekend, which is never a bad thing. Never ever. 


11/28/2011 9:31:39 PM

It's early, it's time to go out. I can hear the wind whipping up a fury outside. It's pitch black. 

 

All very endearing and inviting... I think not... but c'est la vie. It'll soon be Xmas, yay! A time for staying inside while listening to the wind whipping up a fury, content in knowing you can stay in the warm. 


11/26/2011 7:29:12 PM

And now for something completely different. 

 

Hope Y/you all are having a great weekend. It's tomorrow night with Mistress night, so there's that to look forward to, for sure. 


11/25/2011 8:34:21 PM

Boom boom boom, let me hear you say way-oh. That's what my head is singing, as there's a hell of a headache going on. On the bright side, many many big changes in life - seem to be moving in the right direction for a change, so yay. And Sunday with my Mistress - always a wonderful time. So here's to the future. 


11/24/2011 5:09:44 PM

Oh yes, oh yes oh yes oh yes! Finally, some good news! Some awesome news! Yay for news! I love today! And i love my Mistress, very very much. 

 

Yay for some good luck - it was starting to feel like it'd never come!


11/23/2011 9:36:14 PM

Ok, waking up slowly, but just about coming to. It's the "where the hell am i" bit. Always fun. And always much better when you realize you're waking up at home, at least, and not say, lying on a floor somewhere from a night drinking. So go go me. My legs are dead though. I think i can walk, but i'm not 100% sure. Love my Mistress tho; 100% sure of that. Boom. 


11/22/2011 5:45:56 PM

And so it's late, and i'm tired, but happy. All my bits and pieces for the night are complete, and it's time to fall asleep into bed. I love that point, when it's all done and there's but one thing more to do. And mid-week, yay. So the clock starts ticking towards Sunday and another wonderful evening with Ma'am. 

 

Nightie night all you naughty boys and girls, and to my Mistress who i love very much. 


11/21/2011 6:09:43 PM

After a tough few weeks, here I am. Back with a bang. Boom. I'm just glad a bit of normality is settling back in now. I've missed Ma'am very much, it's been an odd two weeks. And I've missed you all too, mysterious people I don't know who are looking in. And I look forward to sharing a bit more of my life with you all. So heya, great to be back. :)

 

 


11/5/2011 3:07:51 AM

Exhausted.


11/3/2011 8:49:38 PM

Sad.


11/2/2011 10:36:01 PM

Can you have "Just another manic Monday" on a Wednesday? And it might not even be the busiest day this week, yet. Life is insane. 

 

Roll on the weekend. And Sunday in particular. Love my Mistress.


11/1/2011 5:36:57 PM

Long and difficult day today. Long and difficult day tomorrow. But a day nearer the weekend, woohoo! And nearer Sunday - double woohoo!

 

Love my Mistress always. 


10/31/2011 10:32:57 AM
Awesome night with Ma'm last night; no surprise. Great time spent with Her, even if She needed to punish me for being sloppy. Next stop, pet shop!

10/28/2011 8:36:15 PM

well it's the end of a long week, yay. And next week will be an interesting one by all accounts. So let us see where it takes us. 

 

Off to get my hair cut tomorrow, so i can feel less like a cast-off from a bad 70's disco band. 

 

And now my fave bit of the week, Friday > Saturday sleep time. With a lie in. 


10/27/2011 8:00:21 PM

Hm... that was an interesting dream. We were just locking down our huge home on the coast for the evening, as a swarm of vampires and friends were set to come after us at sunset. Think "The Lost Boys" plot. None the less, interesting to live it via a dream. 

 

So yes, moving on. Interesting times ahead. Fingers crossed for next week, and stay tuned! Love my Mistress, who's had a bad day. Hope it's better for You tomorrow, Ma'am. 


10/26/2011 11:38:46 PM

I feel a lot like the White Rabbit. "I'm late, I'm late!" - well, here's to another day! Love my Ma'am as always and forever, though. 


10/25/2011 7:43:57 PM

Already looking forward to spending time with Ma'am Sunday. It's going to be a long week, but it helps to have things to look forward to, they say, and that's my plan. Fixate on Sunday, and the rest of the week should just happen. And after all, what doesn't kill us makes us stronger. 

 

 


10/24/2011 3:59:49 PM

Had a wonderful night with my Mistress - so wonderful in fact, that for a little while, it destroyed the Internet. It was so good, Skype buckled under the weight of the sexual talk going on. 

 

For techies amongst you, this is what is referred to as QoS, or Quality of Service. Due to the servicing being so good, and the quality so high, the network literally ground to a halt.

 

Thank You Ma'am for a wonderful time. 


10/22/2011 4:39:31 PM

"Hello. Is there anybody in there? Just nod if you can hear me. Is there anyone home? Come on, now, I hear you're feelin' down. I can ease your pain, get you on your feet again. Relax, I need some information, first. Just the basic facts, can you show me where it hurts? There is no pain, you are receding. A distant ship smoke on the horizon. You are only coming through in waves. Your lips move, but I can't hear what you're saying. When I was a child, I had a fever. My hands felt just like two balloons. Now I've got that feeling one again, I can't explain, you would not understand. This is not how I am. I... have become, comfortably numb"

 

How awesome is that song? I think we all feel comfortably numb at times; I think we all need to feel comfortably numb at times. When it's all getting a bit too much, just before overload, is comfortably numb. 

 

I digress. 1 more day to "Talk With Ma'am Day". It's not a national thing, but I'm looking forward to it immensely, none the less. You're not invited, but relax, I'll pass on the good info just as soon as I can, so hang in there. 


10/21/2011 8:44:58 PM

so it's the weekend, thank God and Ma'am for making it. Woohoo. Some weeks you wonder if they're ever going to end - and now for some fun! Time to kick back, chill, and have some smiles and laughs. And more importantly, roll on Sunday night, yeehaaaaa. 


10/20/2011 5:35:34 PM

As always, a valuable and well-spent time with the Docs. What I'd give to see Greg House. 

 

C'est la vie. 

 

Back to work in 3 and a 1/2 hours, and God knows i need beauty sleep. i think Ma'am would certainly agree with that one. One day will the weekend, yay! :)


10/19/2011 3:28:48 PM

And now poorly to boot. I am looking forward to 2012, if only to see the back of 2011. Hopefully the Doc will sort me out. Or shoot me.

 

Counting down till Sunday, that should be something really lovely to look forward to. Love my Mistress, no matter how many bits of me drop off. 


10/18/2011 3:56:38 PM

A difficult day personally. 

 

At least i've now got an agreed meeting time and date with Mistress, which should help us both. i know i've been distant recently, but hopefully this will go to solving the problem.

 

Thankfully She's very understanding of these difficulties, so let us see how this proceeds. 


10/17/2011 5:01:53 PM

long day back at work, but helped massively by finally getting to work on time and getting to chat with a sleepy-sounding Ma'am first thing. Great way to start the day though. Sadly not feeling top form otherwise, but again, it was a relief and comfort to hear Her tonight. 

 

i really want to be better now, so that i can be top form for Ma'am. i will limp to bed now, but i want my Mistress to know i love Her dearly, and thank Her for Her patience and understanding at this time. Love You Ma'am. 


10/16/2011 5:47:55 PM

What a day. Really poorly with my tummy, and now i feel queasy. Gah. Anyways, putting that on one side, and the fact i'm off to work in 3.5 hours... ok, i need to get a grip. Hoping Ma'am had an enjoyable day out at least, and looking forward to spending some time with Her tonight. Now to get some more sleep, so i can hopefully limp off to work in the morning. Genuinely feeling woe is me. 

 


10/15/2011 4:38:41 PM

One lesson learnt today. Never hold your penis after a vindaloo, unless you're in to CBT. With that said, that's pretty much the sum gain of my knowledge today, so you could argue, not the most productive day. And it's true. But it's been a rewarding day spiritually. Just caught Ma'am to say good night, which was lovely too. Been a good day. 


10/14/2011 3:21:56 PM

Life really is a difficult thing to take on. i'm just so grateful i've got Ma'am with me, to help guide me through the more difficult parts. we all need guidance and help at times, and i know Ma'am is great at giving me a different point of view, and often a view i might not want to take into account - She helps me see the things i don't want to see. 


10/13/2011 5:03:37 PM

A much better day today, with occasional things going my way. This could be the turning point! 

 

Spoken to Ma'am this morning, which was wonderful as ever, and again this evening. Just hoping to wake up at the right time tomorrow, get to work at the right time, and ring Her at the right time. On which note, i'd better get back to sleep, otherwise i'll never be up in time. 


10/12/2011 3:59:34 PM

Gosh, life is up and down at the moment. For me, and for Ma'am, seemingly. She really helped today, by listening and talking me through some of the ongoing issues in my life - it's not that interesting, and kind of private, so forgive me for not going into it here, but suffice to say, She really helped by letting me rant it out of my system. 

 

I'm submissive; not a door-mat. And that means I can be spikey from time to time. But I try and always remain respectful of my Mistress, and I like to think I mostly achieve that. But the need to vent about the bad things in life - that helps me clear my system, and get back to the important things - like my submission to Her. 

 

Anyways, stream of conciousness is over, g'night y'all. 


10/11/2011 3:18:41 PM

An interesting, if otherwise quiet day. A few ups and downs, and a few technology problems, but thankfully Ma'am was patient and willing to put up with the difficulties, which i am most grateful for. 

 

So now for a quiet evening of chatting with Her and listening to music. 


10/10/2011 3:27:01 PM

A quiet day today, although managed to get to speak to Mistress a couple of times, which was wonderful. We had a fantastically amazing evening together last night, which was just unbelievably good. This relationship may actually go on to improve our existing situation - one can but hope; it was great already, but nights like last night. Oo la la. 

 

 


10/9/2011 10:36:19 AM

Well it's the end of week 1 with my Mistress, and its been eventful. I clearly need to work on separating RL with my BDSM life, but i think all parties realized it would take time and effort. So, here's to week 1 part 2. Thankfully my Mistress has been very patient, and i am most grateful for that.


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