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| i had a pretty conservative, ordinary and conventional life. I was a devoted student, married my boyfriend from school and had every single detail of my life planned for the next 20 years.
But things didn't come up as expected. i happened to be unable to have children, and lost my job soon after my wedding. I found myself alone at home, bored and snowed under with economical problems. Hubby was always out, taking extra times, working for the both of us, and i became neglected and ignored by him.
Then i found internet chat rooms and for a couple of years i had my inner emptiness calmed.
But over time cybersex became boring too. Then i was hooked to porn... that worked for while too but soon i found i needed the most extreme and degrading videos to get excited.
The last three years were a constant search of new emotions. I passed through an stage of body modification: breast augmentation, tatoos, piercings... i guess i was expectiong some kind of reaction from hubby, but he just accepted all those changes with a mixture of indifference and resignation...
i looked for more extreme experiences and began to date people from craiglist... even a couple of women.
Now i feel like i need something more, and i'm considering to be owned. I don't want to leave my husband or relocate, so i am looking for dominant people who are willing to own me while i stay married.
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