for a longtime I tried to deny and fight my submissive side. I am accepting now that there is nothing wrong in having a sense of purpose and happiness from pleasing strong willed Dominants, although that might mean temporary moments of pain or humiliation.

A defining moment for me was when my girlfriend asked me to be OK if she starts dating a certain man, while still being together.

I am looking for friends, people that do not judge, a Mentor, a Dominant that can guide me.

I travel a lot work related (in EU and US mainly).

Please say a "Hello" if you visit my profile :)

Thank you

Alex

== Results from bdsmtest ==

100% Degradee

98% Submissive

95% Voyeur

86% Slave

81% Masochist

74% Non-monogamist

73% Exhibitionist

72% Rope bunny

68% Experimentalist

43% Pet

7% Switch

7% Vanilla

5% Brat

0% Daddy/Mommy

0% Rigger

0% Ageplayer

0% Brat tamer

0% Degrader

0% Dominant

0% Little

0% Master/Mistress

0% Owner

0% Primal (Hunter)

0% Primal (Prey)

0% Sadist