1/8/2010 9:36:23 PM: My first journal entry, about my first experience.  Seems appropriate.I was nervous when I arrived at Sir Midian's place.  It wasn't a scared nervous, it was an excited nervous.  He watched me get out of my car, and with a light behind him all I could see was his silhouette.  He led me inside and I could sense that we had already started.  He showed me some of his toys, which I looked at with antici.........pation.  We talked for awhile, with me kneeling in front of him as he sat down.  He wanted to start with rope, and he said it looks best on bare skin.  So I decided to strip down to my bra, panties and thigh highs.He started by using black rope to make a harness.  He was talking to me the whole time he was tying me up.  As he was tying it I said can it be tighter, so he pulled the rope and it got tighter!  It got tighter in many places....  After he finished tying me up he took out a hand held back massager machine.  He showed me that the rope acts as a conduit.  I could feel it everywhere!  Then he put the machine through the rope on to one of my many ticklish spots and left it there.  I was squirming and laughing while he watched.Then he used a white rope to make everything much tighter.  I noticed how even as the rope got tighter it still felt comfortable.  He said that was because the ropes were soft.  When he was done, the rope looked beautiful.  I couldn't believe the places the rope was going.  Then using a shorter white rope he tied me to a cross with my back to him.  All of a sudden, I heard the frightening loud sound a big whip.  I was scared because I wasn't ready for that.  But he didn't hit me with it, it was a mindfuck.  He then untied me from the cross and I was relieved that I wasn't hit, but I liked being on the cross. He took some photos of me and then started to untie me, which made me let out a sad aww.  But he was untying me so he could make me a rope corset!  He made it out of black rope and this time he didn't tie up my arms, but they stayed in the same place that they were in when he had them tied up.  It really worked well and looked pretty.  After some more photos, I didn't stay in the corset for very long.I learned later that all that rope play was a warm up.  It was very sensual, and nice light fun.  But after being untied for a minute or two in order to reset, he sat down and motioned me to kneel in fornt of him.  Of course at this point I learned that when he sits down I should do that.  This is where it gets hazy.  He started petting and rubbing me, while also breathing and growling on my neck.  If he wasn't holding my I would have melted down onto the floor.  As he was doing this I tried to rub him back but at that point my arms were going weak.  One of the times when he made shutter I bit him, which he told me later I did like a vampire.  He was trying to subtly made sure I didn't do that again, which worked because I didn't notice, not that I could notice much.After a period of time (I lost track of time, among other things...) he left me on my knees while he went to get something.  At that point I went bye bye, as he puts it.  When he came back he laid down with me laying on him.  At some point we were laying where he could touch me all over.  He keep touching my thighs, as well as tickling me lightly and finding other spots.  His roommate came home and Sir Midian said to him, 'Hi, meet lump on the floor.  Lump on the floor, meet my roommate.'  I tried to say hi but just kind of made a noise.  After his roommate went into his room, I kind of turned me head towards Sir Midian and we started kissing.  We made out, and when he thought I could hear and respond coherently, he said he wanted to do obscene things to me.  Before we started the night I said I didn't want to do anything involving genitals, meaning penetration.  But he asked me while we were laying there, and I said touching is ok.  Well what happened next was amazing.  I don't know how he did it, but I never felt anything like it.  It was the longest orgasm I've ever had.  I could feel it everywhere, and it didn't end quickly.  If he wasn't kissing me I would have woken up the neighbours with my screams, which I've also never done before.  My whole body was shaking before, during and after it.  It actually energized me, but I was still gone.  When I started comming too, he said I needed sugar.  I said I wanted something salty, being both facetious and honest.  We eventually had to get up, and while I was physically up, my mind was still weee!  Then we had pasta and chocolate cake.  He talked to me as I floated down.  We kept talking about things like music and Dr. Who, but eventually I had to leave.  I forgot my jacket but luckly I wasn't to far and could go back to get it.  I just really started comming down from floating a few hours ago.  A lot of it feels kind of like a dream, and I kind of drove home on auto pilot.  I added some of the photos to my profile.  I'm still so happy about what happened last night.  And we saved a lot for the second date.  *smile*