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Privately in a wonderful place right now...I just...need..... to have faith that all the pieces will fall into place and I will finally have it all in balance.!
The joys of being a switch...collared by a remarkable Dom who I adore totally and utterly....balanced by the joy of a delightful sissy, with whom I can indulge in all sorts of interesting ropework and other fun games.
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Karma has an interesting way of manifesting at times doesn't it?
Always good to remember what goes around comes around.
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I was asked recently what I was looking for....my response?
"a knight in shining armour,...a man to sweep me off my feet...a dom who swings a flogger in JUST the right way....a sub who knows how to worship the ground upon which I walk...."
Not asking for too much am I? |
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Home again rested and refreshed totally.
A couple of days relaxation in a gorgeous tropical setting...enhanced by wonderful company. Who would not be refreshed by that?
So many firsts, so many new experiences for us both....totally convinced I need a spa bath at home, they are just far too much fun! Froth n bubbles everywhere!
My Domme side is definitely becoming stronger...the last few days have totally confirmed that. |
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A full year away...gone so fast in some ways and dragged along in others.
Time for reflections, any regrets?... I'd have to say no. Would I do things differently if I had the chance, hell yeah!...but we can all say that about some aspect of our lives can't we?
Without the circumstances and involvements of the past I wouldn't have met the wonderful people I now know and who are part of my life...nor would i have learned the lessons I did.
Can't deny the past - its made us who we are today.
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It is an enlightenment, and relief for me that I can finally acknowledge and release these feelings that have been kept tightly controlled for far too many years. |
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Happy St Patrick's Day *smile |
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Is the search over?
Only time will tell, .....but I do love knowing there is someone special caring for me. |
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Marsha Norman once said "Dreams are illustrations from the book your soul is writing about you"
I would like to be included in a chapter or two of your book Sir. *smile
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Had a lovely evening at the Casino last night! So nice to meet new like minded friends. Thank you to Miss and Sir for the hospitality, and hugs for R. Look forward to seeing you all next time. |
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Hope everyone had a fun and safe Aussie Day!!
hugs n kisses to special friends...you know who you are!! *smile |
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Interesting proposal...hmmm
It could possibly work and would certainly keep everyone happy ...
*smile* |
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After a short and sweet interlude, we have mutually decided it wasn't quite right...all good and still counted as close friends. Another experience to be chalked up I suppose. |
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I am very proud of my little boii. Well done baby *kisses* |
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Someone very special on the horizon...but time will tell if He is the one..... I have been smiling more and more though...definitely a good sign! |
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Thank you to all who have extended a hand of support and friendship over the past weeks, it is so lovely to know people still care so much. You know who you are *smile*
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Feeling quietly optimistic that I will find the one for whom I search. |
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Many thanks for all the emails, I am working my way through them and will answer all in due time...please be patient!
dd
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With acceptance comes inner peace. |
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Feeling fragile and sad at how quickly things can change.
I can but acknowledge past mistakes and accept the consequences and move on. |
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Waiting patiently for the chance to please my Master again *smile |
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Thank you Master for the fun today. I am learning and growing more each and every moment in your presence. I am a happy girl !! |
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Master is very proud of me today, my ass is very used and sore, thank you Sir |
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5 sexual things I enjoy with my Master
1. Blow job
2. sex
3. breast play
4. fisting
5. anal |
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I have learned an extraordinary amount about myself in the last few months, the strengths I have found within myself that I had not known existed. The challenges have been many and varied, and although I have not been successful every time, any punishments had been just and designed to remind me of my failing in a positive way, and to reinforce correct behaviour.
My master tells me he is very proud that I have grown from being very anal-phobic to being able to take him totally and completely. This is totally due to my Masters care and sensitivity to enable me to get over past experiences which were holding me back from serving him completely. |
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Top 15 things I adore about my Master:
15. He is invariably right
14. His punishments are always just and fair
13. His ability to protect me
12. His understanding of circumstances beyond my control
11. His strength
10. The constant discussions
9. The care He takes of me
8. The daily tasks to challenge me
7. The random txts setting a new task
6. His taste
5. The smiles when I have pleased Him.
4. His hair, love touching it.
3. His touch hands on me.
2. The amount of contact we have.
1. His eyes. |
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Patience is a challenge...sigh |
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Well, life on the Gold Coast has certainly proved interesting indeed!I have definitely switched to sub mode down here and have met and am currently receiving training from a Dom! Thoroughly ecstatic about the whole situation *smile Really enjoying exploring this side of my psyche. |
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My apologies to anyone that has messaged me recently, I am in the middle of a major relocation (Cairns to Coolangatta) and have been busy busy busy!!!
I promise I will get back and respond to your messages as soon as life settles...I will be a lady of leisure when we move, so will be looking for some distraction(s)!
Ciao for now
Dd
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