My Thoughts Day 1

Where to begin, it has been a long journey to this point in my life. I have loved and loss many times, each time has left me with both strength and a scar. But i digress, i did not start writing this because i feel some overwhelming need to vent or whine. But rather to express my feelings and try to make sense of all that i have encountered and experienced. So where do i begin, i guess i have seen my share of submissives both natural and Kink. I do notice that natural submissives are slowing becoming exstinct mainly because they encounter Doms that do not know how to nuture and mold them into the submissives they are meant to be. You do not break something that is precious, beautiful and lovely. You cherish it and build it up to become better that it was before you discovered it. I know some may get offended by my use of the word "it", but sometimes that is the word that best fits. I have also encountered what i have come to know them as KinK Submissives. These submissives have no idea what it means to be a natural submissive or about respecting the title even though you may not respect the person who carries it. You have submissives giving out commands as though they were Dominants. I long for the days when a Dominant merely had to walk up and his/her mere presense would show their Dominance. But i guess since you have so many fake doms you must have fake subs. When did this life become so chaotic? when did the roles reverse?  More to come ........

Well my trip to Japan has been a very interesting one to say the least, I am almost sorry to see it end. But like all good things it does. But I have learned a lot and met some interesting new contacts, most of whom will become lifelong business associates. I also managed to get some play in and I must say there is a major difference between submissive of the US vs. Japanese subs. They have a different level of intensity and their submissive natures are unparallel. I even managed to learn a few new techniques that there is a certain submissive in FTW that I would love to try them on. (Just a thought). But I did manage to spend time with a submissive that I once owned and she is still as beautiful as ever. I would have loved to have brought her back but unfortunately I don’t think I could have gotten her pass customs, lol. But I digress this has been an interesting trip and I can't wait until next year.

よく日本への私の旅は、控えめに言って非常に興味深いものをされている、私はそれが終了を確認するために、ほとんど申し訳ありません。しかし、すべての良いもののようにそれはありません。しかし、私は多くを学び、生涯の仕事仲間になるとほとんどの人はいくつかの興味深い新しい連絡先を、満たしている。私はまたにいくつかの遊びを得ることができたと私は米国の対日本の潜水艦の従順な間に大きな違いがあると言わなければならない。彼らは、強度の異なるレベルを持っており、従順な性質は、比類のないです。私も、私はそれらを試着するのが大好きだというFTWの特定の従順があることをいくつかの新しいテクニックを学ぶことができた。 （ちょうど思考）。しかし、私は私がかつて所有している従順なとの時間を過ごすことができたと彼女はまだ相変わらず美しいです。私は戻って彼女を持ってきたのが好きだったはずが、残念ながら私は笑、彼女のパスの習慣を得ているなんて思わない。しかし、私はこれは興味深い旅をされている脇道にそれて、私は来年まで待つことができない。

Are There any real people left on these sites. what ever happened to making friends and getting to know people. i just wonder sometimes. i think that the creators of this site need to do some serious revamping of the criteria on here. and some people on here need to be alot more clear on what they want and seek on here.