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	Well for starters, I am a lesbian. I can tolerate male friends and such but no Master will ever grace my life. I will be honest and say, I am novice. I have had only one mistress from a young age and it can be cinsidered a trial. It didnt end well so I am abit skittish when getting to know others. Being defensive is what I do to protect myself so please pardon me when i feel like I may be getting attacked and such. Its just a reflex that will eventually go away when I get comfortable. It just takes time. I am not a masochist. But I am used to being ignored and such. I am not here to fight with others and make enemies. Its not what I am about and not how I wish to live my life. I am personally sometimes vulgar with my language and that can be curbed is needed. I do have low selfesteem but i am working on it everyday. No matter what someone says I will not take negativity from Subs/Slave or Dominants alike. You have a negative comment I would appreciate you keeping it to yourself. Being negative will make you seem like a bully or have others see you as something your not. I am interested in being a 27/4 or live in when and if its possible. I am in school for now so I have to limit my time of play. When and If I find the right woman I will devote my time to her but i do ask that I be allowed my indendence also. I will have a job if I am a live in. School is still important so sometimes things will have to take backseats to my education. I am a moody girl at times. But I bounce back and am ready to make things work. There are the usual hardlimits of people. I am not racist,sexist, age hating or anything of the sort. I do perfer a woman over 26 but if i found someone younger but with experience or we work together to achieve the life we want then that is just fine with me. I will not however tolerate people who are haters of anything to do with sex, age,race,location etc. I do not like bigots and will not be around them. I am jewish and i do practice on my own. I am African American but I have backgrounds in Puerto Rico and Brazil. Both biological parents were biracial, so in the eyes of the law I am biracial. Skin color means nothing to me. I hope people will respect me as i respect them. i do not stop talking to people unless given a serious reason. Other than that, I am pleasant and loving so hopefully my one and only is out there and reading this. -

5/31/2009 8:03:13 PM

tossing and turning as I sleep.. dreaming of you. Your face, your body all in my mind. you torture my mind from afar and no matter how hard i try.. i cant let it fade. your eyes my portal of hope.. your mouth my sins way of coming out, your mind my faith in myself and us.. is this what you would like?

5/11/2009 12:04:59 PM

4/11/2009 9:57:31 PM

Leaning and licking..sucking....kissing..pinching...lapping and nuzzling that gorgeous skin.

Touching lightly and slightly letting the finger linger on the sensitive flesh.

Teeth biting and scrapping, causing a flintch or a moan. While a bite ecourages a moan or cry.

The pulling...tugging....gripping...ripping of the hair causing a yelp, whimper or moan, music to the ears of those who Dominant or submit.

Smacking, slapping,caning,flogging,spanking of that upturned backside flesh. Sometimes it jiggles, or wiggles, turns pink-purple,but causes sweet smelling juice to trickle, and drool down the thighs.

mmmm the smell, taste, feel, sight of the quim makes a body quiver and squirm in excitement.

her lips wrapping around the engorged clit. Sucking, lapping and kissing on it making it harder and the hips pushing up and down going side to side and the moans coming from the lips of Her mouth.

Teeth scraping on the nipples and stomach, licking and pinching abit. the tantalizing feeling and the elicit sounds coming from the vocals.

Finally the scream and cry out of such pleassure, that it squirts or trickles from the gorgeous quim. the muscles spasm and the body twists.

coming down slowly..calmly...loving it.. and cuddling at the end. Kissing and hugging. loving eachother as no others.

This could be me and My Domina.

4/9/2009 7:44:24 AM

The tender touch of you lips upon mine. Those nights you spend just touching and teasing. giggling errupt and smiles take place. Your commanding voice sooths my soul even as you discipline. My heart flutters at your atttiude that sinks into my mind. Your body is just a plus. I would rather have your mind and soul as you have mind. I would rather get to know you and taste your skin later for they say that beauty is only skin deep. I believe you are beautiful within your mind control and love for me being me. Oh my Dominant Woman, how I long to wrap myself in your arms when your away and long to kiss your tears away when you are sad. You are everything to me. I will never let you down.

4/9/2009 7:36:55 AM

laying awake at night i fear. I wonder if your coming in to get me. Shaking and shivering scared and crying. The tears are what attract you. They seem to make you laugh and want to see more. Screaming and yelling isnt enough, so you put your hands on me. Making scream and beg for mercy just so you lighten your touch. But all the crying is not for you, its for the attention and love I wish I had. Its for the wanting and needing but also that tend caress to my jaw line and those words. " I love you and want to hold onto you forever and never never let you go"

4/9/2009 7:10:28 AM

Though I watch in pain as you suffer i feel no remorse. you watched me suffer and you laughed. I walked that long and thin line of selfhatreded and you ignored it like it was nothing. I wondered if you ever cared but i figured out i was wrong. You used and abuse everyone around you and now they dont want you. Dont try to makem e feel guilty because you cost yourself pain. I pitty you non..you are not going to run me

4/8/2009 10:00:05 PM

4/8/2009 9:56:17 PM

as the seasons change so do our feelings, we dont see eye to eye anymore but thats ok. i will no longer be your lover but your friend. I will no longer sleep with you but I will hug you. I will always kiss that left cheek and then the right. But we are not in the right relationship. I wish things were different but they arent. We will always make the best of what we have. I may not be your lover, but i will ALWAYS be your friend.

4/6/2009 6:08:30 AM

hot breath escapes your mouth like fire. that fire that burns and tears others down. Do you believe you are right to do so? You speak in an icy language that freezes and bites into the heart. Do you think its your right to freeze me up? Your mind slithers with venom that you project when you look at someone. Did you think you could poison someone with your words? I guess so..but in the end..you have killed someone. Killed thier dreams and heart. Now you committed murder.

2/18/2009 12:14:40 AM

1/13/2009 8:00:20 AM

Well well well, you have ropes on my body. squeezing, pain flows through me softly. Making me gag, moan, groan and want more. My little tail wags in joy everytime you say my name. Waiting for by the door and barking, waiting to hear your commands, loving the way you smell before bed, yeah...thats the live I want to be apart of. I want to feel you and hear you before I ever see you. I want yo be by your side... loyal to the end.

1/10/2009 5:54:03 AM

Am very happy today for I have met another wonderfun Domme. shes very wise and very understanding. Made my blush over and over till i thought i was a purple ball. *Giggles* am looking forward to talking to her more. hopefully it will be a good friendship^.^

1/7/2009 3:21:58 AM

this was my first day on here and i feel great. Met Doms and Dommes of all kinds and loved every minute of it. I cant wait come back and journal again about today and tomorrow and the next day and so forth.