i am once more seeking a Domme to get to know, trust, love and be loyal to if it becomes more than just an acquaintance style of relationship.
My ultimate dream is to become a rubber slave for Someone, but since that has a very slim chance of actually happening, i seek a caring Domme that will guide and help me through the process of becoming the woman that i should have been born as.
Yes, i am a transgendered person. No, i don't typically like men, preferring women to take control of me. No, i won't consider giving up my transition. Yes, i was born in the wrong body and really don't like it. Yes, i know what it is to submit. Yes, i know that most people, especially men, are pretty close minded. No, i am not bitter about the above statement. Life isn't fair and i prefer the challenge. No, you may not cut my parts off. That doesn't help my transition.
If there are any other questions that a Domme would ask of me, please feel free to message me here.
Thank You for Your time.
WARNING: Any institutions/persons using this site or any of its associated sites for study, projects, or any other purpose - You do not have my permission to use any of my pictures, my profile (in part or as a whole), or webcam transmissions in any form or forum, currently or in the future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy, and i reserve my right to pursue legal remedies in order to ensure my privacy.
11/30/2009 9:11:25 AM
I now live down in Mobile after having had to leave the place where I was living with ApathyAngel. While I can understand some of it, there is much that I do not.
On a happier note, I have lost 37 pounds in the last 2.5 months and am still going. 125 more pounds and I can start corset training! Shouldn't take long at my current rate of weight loss.
10/23/2009 9:16:41 AM
Well, i'm no longer collared. It's not that i've done anything wrong. ApathyAngel has stepped out of the lifestyle due to reasons that She and i discussed for about an hour. i don't blame Her for what She felt was necessary.. but i am no adrift, collarless and craving to submit and be bound heavily. Play partners are welcome, but i won't be seeking a full collar any time soon out of respect for what i had, and in some respects still have, with She that is my world.
5/5/2009 3:46:12 PM
I know, it's been some time since i have posted here. Mistress and i have been talking with each O/other daily since She collared me and have not had the desire to come back to the chat here on CM much. She and i are getting on very well.
She is coming to visit me on the 14th and will be staying for three days. W/we have made some very fun plans and will be getting to know each other quite a bit more intimately during Her stay.
3/30/2009 12:26:47 AM
Since being collared by my Mistress, i have become a bit more confident in who i am. i am Hers. The last time i felt a connection such as this, i lost the lovely person to a tragic end. i believe that person has brought my Mistress to me so that i could feel that connection once more. i am fully dedicated to Mistress ApathyAngel. There is no other for me.
3/4/2009 11:55:41 PM
Wow... some things happen for a reason.. and that reason may or may not make sense, but it is a reason. I have made a slight mess of things....
Mistress Apathy Angel is my only Mistress and will be my only Mistress now and for however long i live.
Please, do not ask me what happened, for i will not tell Y/you. That is between those that it happened with and myself.
Mistress, i love You and always will.
3/4/2009 2:31:59 AM
There are times that i am completely floored by the way that others describe me and feel about me in such a short span of time. i feel like i don't deserve the praise given. i just want people to be happy and wish no particular reward, praise or mention of my selflessness.
The two Women that i love here on CM have shown me that they love me by working out that both of Them own me... and it makes me cry that They both love me that much. They are happy tears, but they are tears nonetheless.
Thank You both so much for everything that You have done to keep this little girl in a happy place.... i love You, Mistresses.
3/3/2009 2:42:12 AM
Well, it seems that i was in error about being owned by Mistress ApathyAngel... i am actually owned by both Mistress ApathyAngel and Mistress MissHapa. Any issues with me can be brought to Their attention. i love both of my Mistresses as they are my world. i can only hope to please both of Them.
2/27/2009 11:29:18 PM
I am no longer seeking a Domme as i have been collared just today by Mistress Apathy Angel. This Woman sees past my being transgendered and is willing to let me be who i am. If anyone has complaints about or requests of me, they must now speak with Her.
Thank You, my Mistress, for taking me into Your heart, Your arms and Your life.
2/27/2009 10:17:29 PM
Well.. it seems that my living situation has become rather tenuous and I will be needing to relocate soon.
Searching for a Domme that actually wants a live in transgendered person in Minnesota or Wisconsin.. or would be willing to help me pay for a ticket to come to Them in the US. Of course, correspondance and getting to know each O/other would have to take precedence, but, at this point, I am now willing to relocate.
2/21/2009 8:39:26 AM
Well, it seems that in the last 2 months, I have lost about 8.5 pounds. Normally, before getting on the bariatric program where I live, I would have gained back the 4.25 pounds that I had lost in the previous month and also would have added a couple more to it. However, thanks to the program and the staff on it as well as my own determination to do this, I have lost the weight and kept losing some. Now, 8.5 pounds may not seem to be much to many people out there, but for me, it is a huge improvement, considering that I am very much overweight for my height and age.
If anyone has questions, feel free to tap my mailbox.
