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im back.
So looking forward to being a sluttygirl again.
Gosh i wonder what it'll be like wearing my stockings, heels and panties again ?
French kissing, hardening guys, sucking guys, bending over ... |
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I'm back soon. Mmmm its has been a while and i long to be the slutty girl again. A figure of abuse and satisfaction to needy men.
So any masters who wanna a sub girl to play and mould give me shout. Will travel for the right one ... |
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niceblack guy jus filled his rubber in me. Not big but long. Keep my pussy in practice for tonight. I'm meeting another girl later to go to the layby's .. meet sum truckers. Sounds fun. |
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So after u get the kissing, cuddling and touching outa d way, i do the suckin then the best part the guy slowly eases his dick into my asspussy .. real slow
Jus waiting for another mmmm hope he's early with his 9" cock |
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I never did see so much cum in a condom .. Mmmmm Long Tom fucked me then fucked me again then fucked me then came inside me. Mmmm it proves he loves me i am sure xx
Gosh everytime a man fucks me i swear my booty gets bigger ... |
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Master has gone
He even wished me good luck in my search for a new one.
Would a true master do that ?
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Oooo so i'm hoping my Master shows up later today. Its been unfortunate his latest 2 no shows but i know its not been his fault. Of course i will prepare in the usual way for him.
Always bathe and shave all over for him.
Slip my highest heels on, my leather anklette, skimpy panties, suspender belt and today a tight cut red patterned Japanese short dress , slashed at the thigh. My little 32b bra pushing up my tiny boobs. Shoulder length ringlets jet black wig and make up with slutty red rosy cheeks and red lippy. Rings on my painted fingers . No stockings for master he prefers my long tanned legs free and smooth exposing my painted toenails mmmmmmm.
Finally my collar and leash. All with a hint of Charlie 'Red'
I'll wait for him at the bottom of my stairs and on opening the door i know he'll drag me down to my drum. He'll pull out his bigbig cock and force me to suck. Mmmmm god i love his cock.
I hope he's been wanking before as i prefer it dirty and smelly with that hint of cum about it. He'll force himself on me pushing me , bending me over. Mmmmm today i hope he doesnt waste time with a rubber i want him inside me bareback lying on top of me thrusting me with is bare cock and then i wanna feel it swell inside me and hear his cries of anguish and ectasy as he pumps me hard cumming deep inside me. Thats what i want. |
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Should i change my panties ? There's another horny one on his way. He sounds so sexy this one. My bottom is getting bigger with every penetration and my shimmy a little wider. Im feeling so gurly. |
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Mmmmmm this one was quick .. he was all over me from the door. Quickly freeing his long thin one , he rubbered up before bending me over the bed and after 3 or 4 strokes was done. Felt good as he slipped in nicely. Cum back Master .. i'm ready for you. |
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So i need to change my stockings i gotta another horny mature gentleman on his way |
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So last night i sucked Daddy and his new slut.
Now im waiting for Uncle ..
Sounds like a family affair. |
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So he arrived again and i sucked him good ... mmm his cock really is a tasty one. It was dirty i knew he'd beeen wanking before he came to see me but was long and smooth and so hard. He wanted to fuck me quickly too quickly and i'm afraid i wasn't ready for him and maybe upset him. Will he return i dont know ... |
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So its been nearly a month now and i had my asspussy filled again jus now. i can feel the cum around my hole .. feels so sexy.
Now i wait for my master .. |
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Jus waiting for my 2nd cock of the day. Both regular boyfriends. Nice to get back to guys after 2meets wif real couples. Got paid for both so quite painless. |
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Mmmmm so he did he used me as a slut finally cumin all over my tummy.
Me all bare smooth long legs,
4" heels, suspender belt and frenchknickers
Too slutty for some.
Hoping i get an early morning call .. jus hopin |
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So im waiting for Mr Fireman. He would make a good master i know but is married and cannot commit. Apart from f****n slutty me occasionally. Still i need it as await contact from another master. |
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i never found out . he never showed master2
So i was so pissed i went to the cinema to suck a line of cocks. Now this morning a boyfriend has jus filled me up and i got another cumming at 12 and i need feminising so much so slutty am i x
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So my master returned las week. He jus wanted his cock sucking but i think he got so hot for me he forced himself on me and lay on me grunting as he fucked me. Now that one has gone. He mailed me to say he was going away for 2 months.
Now tomorrow i have Master2. I hope he is a good master |
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Gosh it is over 2 months since i added to this entry Journal. I have been feeding back to a sissie lady from this site but she has failed to answer my last 2 mails. Hmmm i hope she is ok ? Anyway i must continue to journal my going's on so i'll resume this one. Its hard to know where to start so i'll begin with last night. I had a latenight visit from a nice chaffeur. He'd been working all day so he lay back while i sucked him to hardness before he eased his rubber clad member into my cavenous pussy.
Yes i said cavenous .. its an indication of how many cocks i've been servicing of late. There really are too many mention surfice to say the most men i have visit me in 1 day is 3. Not all at once but one can dream. I have now what i could safely say have 4 regular 'boyfriends'. Not in the accepted sense that they buy me chocolates and take me out on dates and we are an item but in the sense they visit me for regular sex. They are all very different. |
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Im expecting my horny fireman tonite.
I been chatting and tonight he phoned to confirm. I know from before he like to fck hard. Be a nice test of my noo sluttiness |
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I fear my master has abandoned me.
I am full of self doubt .. was i not slutty enough for him ? |
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Gulp .. what a horny week ive had. Master never showed up but never mind more than compensated with 3 very hot guys.
Had a horny young asian guy who pummelled me hard. Slim, long dick he wanted to cum inside me but i wasn't sure so settled for it on my ass. Hurt for a couple of days that did until Thursday when met a lovely, large hairy guy who withdrew pulled the rubber then came his creamycreamy cum in my mouth .. mmm yummydaddy. Still horny i jumped a cab to the club... 1st time in 6 months. Felt some familiar large hands up my panties down my stockings in the dark room .. large black gentleman led me to a cubicle and preceeded to take me in every way for 1/2 an hour. Gosh months ago id sucked his cock .. as thick and as long as my arm .. never thought he could make me but he did over and over again. Used a rubber, never came but oh gosh shows what a cock whore ive becum by the fact i took without too much pain. Woooooooah 'Hands' i love you .. well i dont but i love your big thick cock. BBC .. way to go 1. What a gentleman ..
Rediscovered my faith in mankind when i got my 'stolen' bag back.
Oh Master .. where are you ? Do cum round and let me show you what a slutty whore i have becum. |
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Master texted me las night to say that he would contact me today. I'll be collared and leashed for him at the door. Gonna wear suspenders and shiny black stockings for him this time.
MMmmmm gosh i want want he did to me las time but more. All the moodiness and growling, on top of me pounding me hard , then i want his creamy cum , i do , i want him bucking inside me as he fills me then walks out leaving me on the bed filled up. His sperms inside me, swimming and dribbling. I want that feeling after having being filled up, that girly, limp all over, having being used feeling, such a sissy slut, having pleased my master and his bigbig thick cock. Thats what i want for today. |
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So my lodgers gone.
Im all alone.
Any takers ?
Had more cock tonight. Very nice respectful guy. Too nice ?
Very passionate wet kisses he played with my clitty , i sucked him , he sucked me then fcked me from behind. Wasn't big and didn't particularly satisfy me. Came in my tight pussy and then withdrew to see the rubber was so full of his creamy cum. Mmmmm shame he used protection would have loved him to fill me up with that, feel it dribbling down the inside of of my silkysmooth thighs. Hmmmmm |
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On reflection now i think he might be a tru master. He mentioned collaring me for his own
and made me gag on his big big cock stuffing it down my throat. He was firm not allowing me to play with my aching clitty but fair, i felt only slighty afraid . I was in a sort of trance when he was with me. A nervous, obediant state wanting him to go away and finish but also on the other hand wanting to do more, go deeper and explore these feelings  |
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Mmmm yes my Master showed up this morning and fucked me deeply , lying on top of me whispering threats he was going to bring his friends round. 8" of thick cock deep inside my pussy. He's already texted me that he wants me again next week so i guess i satisfied him. |
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Tomorrow morn i got a meet. Hoping it'll be the 1st successful for oooo ... 6 -7 weeks. Had 2 " no shows' lately and a couple of near misses on outcalls but nothing to cum on.
Met a Master through this site. Mailing for a few days spoke to him tonight. He sounds a hard master, knows what he wants. Apparently lives close so tomorrow at 11 he will teach me a thing or two. He wants control from the moment i open the door. Suits me. Collared and leashed, I wonder if he shall demand to fill me up. The thought of his 8 " cock bucking inside me shoooting his little sperms deep inside me is so intense.
Could be a horny weekend.
Still waiting for my lodger to budge but soooon ...
Am a thinking i might need a feminisastion session with Cara soon.
Everything is soonx
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So my lodgers leaving me in 2 weeks time. Boohoo.
Means i can accommodate mature gents for a few evenings fun without stress.
Ooooooo |
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Mature ,Smooth Slim Slut with a tight hairy pussy and smooth 6" Gurly Clitty that likes to be played with or restrained .. your choice .. requires nice boyfriend or demanding master.
Is that all options covered ? |
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Mmmmm well nothing has happened tonight.
Tried hard to set it up. Sadie let me down but i know shes genuine. Possible B/F .. not heard but he was interested.
Not bothered, time to think Wooah im out of the seedyclub, cinema scene. Better change my profile. Just now all want nice clean men to play with me at mine or theirs. Playing safe . See now why people demand certificates. Its and easier on the mind and hornier.
Im just waking up and wanting men. Men inside me.
Before i always thought it had to end. Now im thinking i need it .. its part of my life ... now. |
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Well last night never happened .. hmmmm suprised the guy seemed genuine. well anyway got chance to reflect on the morning meet.
Mmmmm my pussy is sore in that nice way. My cheeks throbbing with pleasure at the knowledge some guy had been getting off on me as a girl.
He knew what to do when he fucked me. I like that and was gentle and firm in equal measures.
His very hard cock helped. I have hopes of the dreaded word 'boyfriend' .. gulp.
Nice guy. Stable and i'm a bit scared he thought i was too slutty. Wanna step up my look next time. I enjoyed it so much .... Ooooo dangerous games and thoughts ...... |
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After a horny chat late las night with yesterdays knock back my Sunday got off to flyer at a 10am meet near the river. Mmmmm this nice mature guy fucked me properly after kissing and worshipping his hard 6" cock for 20mins. Using a rubber this time ... I think he likes me. I know he will get harder and dirtier. I came very hard when he was inside me .. not an everyday occurance.
AND i'll still got tonights meet .... |
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1 meet in 3 months and im feeling gurlier than ever. Got let down tonight but im hoping a long arranged hotel meet with a hairy gent ive been chatting too will cum off tomorrow evening.
My las meet about 3 weeks ago a dressed drive out of town to get a mouthful of creamy cum i cud taste all the way home.
Curly perm black wig is making me feel such a slut and i am due a filling up of my pussy thats makes my wrists limp and my mind gurly. |
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Last week was my sluttiest yet. Thursday i had a late morning incall. A timid guy who came in my mouth. Early evening i serviced so many guys at the cinema. Had 2 sessions with groups of guys in the outer corridoor. Fck i'd forgotten how dirty it felt mmmmmmmyGod.
Late evening my mind and body at the club is on heat again as i got guys at both ends through the night. Saturday night im back for more as a reel girl is getting fucked in the tv room . Such a horny baby and then im getting fucked next to her ....wooooah.
Got my handbag nicked too .... LOL
Paybacks started. |
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My oh My i jus met a very dominant dirty big one. In my own yard he spanked me lightly before i sucked him and he fucked me so hard before he came in my mouth. I think he liked me. Mmmmmm i now love the taste of cum so much. He sucked my clitty which i also enjoyed. Still didn't cum until he'd left. Who is going make me cum ?
I been fucked 3 times this week and my butts is still tingling with anticipation for more.
I think i am back to what i feared .. Total Slutdom. |
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This morning i woke up at a very nice place in town. His full condom was stuck in my ass from a few hours before. I had a vague memory of him fucking me lying behind me. Me with my stockinged leg up in the air. 3 times he said im going to cum before he did. I can still smell him even after bathing. His cock was long and slim and felt so good inside me again.
Maybe i'm learning ?
Looking at the condom full of his creamy cum i felt so dirty, so slutty .. i made this guy do this .. want me .. fuck me. There is no better feeling. Im even gonna save and use again my ripped stockings. Cool slut chic. |
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So im sat here now and cum is dripping out of my ass. My first fuck for 6 weeks and it felt good when he was pumping me and i felt him stiffen inside me before shooting his seed deep inside me and he paid me. Its trickling down the inside of my smooth thighs. I long for a bigbigbigger cock ... to make mee cum x |
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I wasn't actually. I dont know what is wrong with me. Its something else i crave now rather than a slutty fumble in the dark. Something deeper i hope. |
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I know tonight i am going to be a dirty bitch again. Its been a while but i need to be. |
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After a few weeks reality break im sat here thinking ok when do i start again ?
Need to shave,thinkin of going for a new look.
Last cock was a nother late night one.
I like that , sneaking around, very naughty always feeling so horny.
Feeling like i might be another different type of girl now.
Stage 3 ... |
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Am so sexy .. am really Xx |
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So today,Tues i got an interestin day lined up .....
Got a job interview at 1 for a secretary
... Nice role play "how far will i go to get the job ?"
A dressing all day day today
End at the cinema and all points inbetween.
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Had an interesting day las week.
Slight titilation at en early evening club then a horny meet at a local hotel. The look on the guys face - he looked like Alf Garnett if u know who i mean, was priceless when i tottered in - he came early before i was fully satisfied but hey .. we both had smiles on our faces.
Met a hypnotist last week.
Another of life's great maybe's.
Except its not, had one of the horniest hours of my life. So watch this space.
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Me , Me , Me ... LOL ...
So what .. its my f'ckin journal |
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Its over a week now since i dressed.
It was a text in the middle of the night. Couldn't pick the name at 1st then i remembered , the 1st guy to break me in and still one of my best f'cks. How could i refuse so i sucked, slaved and worshipped his beautiful cock. He came over my face. I was disappointed i wanted him inside me but i'd pleased him , used by him.
Since then i been brooding. Now this morning i awake feeling soso horny. My thoughts turned to the cinema. I just wanted to go down as quickly as possible and find some cock, many cocks i wanted men to desire my body. To please so many men and be at the centre of there uses.
Afterwards i need to see Caro.
She always makes me cum so hard. I suppose she is my Mistress but not in that way. She makes me wear her and her mothers underwear, clothes and shoes while she wears mine.
I can see she worships my body and is very generous in her praises of Natalie.
At the end she is always so firm with me.
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Confusion reigns in my mind over what has happened in the last few days.
After all the timewasters, silences and abstinence i am lost for words.
Now is not the time to tell ... |
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I have just missed a chance to serve. I am so upset about this and unsure about when the next opportunity will come. I think i am slowly grasping the rules of this game. Next time i will be ready. |
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Gonna be a busy girl the next few days.
Going to an afternoon, evening bash later today. Not sure its my thing. Might be a bit close to 'the scene' and pretty sure its gonna be a shagfest. Still need to get it outta my system.
Tomorrow night being picked up by another
girl to go to 'the' club. She's never been before. I'll show her the ropes although i know she's got a lot more experience of this sort of thing than me.
I think she's gay on both fronts where as i only swing on one.Still feeling a bit raw about timewasters and girls seem a bit more reliable.
Have started some 'on line training' - whatever that means lol. Very minimalist approach by a cool lady - women.
I'm obsessed already by the silence and can feel myself being drawn in by the unobtainable.
I haven't cum for 3 days and my self enforced denial is quietly pleasing. |
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This is getting a bit repetative.
Arranged to meet 'the headmaster' - should have known by his nickname - tomorrow, Tuesday. Was impressed by his tone but today he messaged to say he couldn't make.
Oh well am free .. any offers ?
Seriously considering retirement. |
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Well, well, 'nother timewaster let me down las night so i ended up in the club. Very quiet but met Sadie , a lovely small girl. Had a cool sensual liason mmmm ... before we roasted a VWE black guy. Not sure he knew what hit him but i did as he sorted me phew i know what a thick girth feels like now , juuuuuuiced. Suffered in the pew this morning.
Have i found a partner in crime ?
Interesting development ... do i change my profile ? |
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Well, well wot a surprise the asshole let me down. Its the hope that kills.
Spent the evening sucking cock in the cinema.
I think the sand's nearly outta the timer.
Please, please no more timewasters. |
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Tomorrow - Wednesday - i have my 1st meet with a possible master from this site.
I am not sure of his experience and he refuses to tell me what he will do with me.
This approach excites me but concerns me about how genuine he his.
He is tall and looks very hairy mmmm.
He has told me a friend will maybe drop him off. Mmmmm i wonder if his friend will join us ?
I really have no expectations about this and to avoid any possible let downs will be going to the cinema afterwards. |
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I been outta circulation for a few days and am now eager for some more cock. In fact much more. One after another i think. Dangerous i know; i think i need a kind mummy or daddy to supervise.
Tonight, dressed as slut , with black fishnet tights. Imagining the tights ripped apart by numerous consumers.
Tomorrow, at the club, reality. |
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Early this morning i had a guy repeatedly texting and phoning me to go round and get fucked by him. I wish i had now.
On yesterday's trip to the cinema i sucked on 5 cocks. I left feeling strangely unsatisfied.
It is the desire to be fucked that i crave now.
I can feel the urge to be involved in a so called 'gangbang' |
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I am aware that my behaviour is becoming increasingly nymphonic.
I spend most of my waking time thinking about not going to these places.
Oh where or who is going to be my salvation ? |
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I have met a dom man on line.
It has gone beyond the 1st chat so i am hoping. Of course until we actually meet i cannot know.
After las night i think i have become a true cockwhore. All i can think of is my pussy being filled.
Again ... i did not cum myself.
Maybe that is why i need a dark mistress ? |
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Last night in the club had some early kissing and sucking with another tv in the dark. Not really my thing but hotted up when a tall well hung black guy paid me some attention and got his reward with some deepdeep throat.
Retired for some reflection and to lube myself ready for him. I know he wants me as i suck him again then go to work on another admirers large cock at the same time presenting my damp pussy to the well hung one. Lifting my skirt pulling my panties aside he eases his way in mmmmmm.
I'm so tight but very moist as he thrusts breaking through to pump me deeperand deeper ... im suckin and suckin the other one ... fully in now im riding on his poke wriggling and writhing pushing back on him, locking, his balls now slapping my bottom.
Gosh im so noisy now , Sunday roast at last.
I pray the Lord forgave me 6 hours later. |
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So i returned ..
Jus after peoples lunchtime, lookin for some quiet, maybe some 1 to 1 stuff.
Big guy straight into me playing, kissing, so bristlee, playing wif me. Big,Big thick cock and ring of course. Mmmm but what a girth mmm how is that, and now growing in length. To my right another one moves in .. Big againmmmm. More persistant this one. Whispering how much cum he has for me. Standing in the seats now he's turning me round. I'm into a roasting situation. Wishing id lubed myself up before now as my pussy feels tight, Im bending offering my butts , short skirt , suspenders, heels .... line of guys on the wall watching. Another cock appears ... stroking .. now going to work on the BigBig first one ... persistant one is pretending to fuck me .... on show ... dont wan him , I just want the show, my ass in the air . BigBig one explodes in my mouth ..
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Well i never made it back to the cinema .. yet. Got a big desire to be fucked in the ladies loo there. Maybe Sunday ... |
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Hey ... down the cinema on Sunday.
Sucking on a guys big thick cock i discovered his cock ring ..
Why oh why do they wear these.
Nudging my ass against him "fuck me please" ...
So left unrewarded.
Going back tomorrow ... please make me cum ... and make me regret setting up a meet afterwards with my Jewish lady friend who'll ensure i cum as she dresses me in her mothers corset ... |
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Gosh last night i had a very horny meet with a trucker.Climbing up into his cab to be met by an Elivis lookalike i knew it would be special.
I could feel him shaking with excitement as he quickly enveloped me and i went to work on his willing cock. He was very eager to please and we 69'd before he hooked my fishnet clad legs and heels over his shoulders and fucked me deeply. Wooooah alll night afterwards as i lay in bed hardening i could feel his creamy cum leaking out of my pussy hole. Next i wanna him to spank me ...
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I haven't chatted to him for a week now. Maybe he's found somebody else ...
Time to move on.
I had a meet las week with a very horny couple. A guy and his real girl - friend.
He fucked me as i ate his girl. I could tell he wanted me more than her. I think he could be very very dom on his own. I loved it when as i was kneeling he pulled me by my waist and ripped the fishnets around my pussy hole before entering me with his bigbig cock.
'sighs' Hoping the man by the river will cum through ....
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I haven't seen him now for 2 weeks.
Chatted on line and he seems so nice.
He's talking about tying me down next time .. to stop me wriggling around so much. As if i'd be so stupid .. would i ?
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So last night he came again.
He walked in my place and grabbed me and kissed me .. forcing his tongue down my throat .. his bristles rubbing against my smooth chin. Mmmm he is passionate.
But i can smell .. i can smell piss and unlike last time he is hard. He's rubbing his bigbig cock up against me.
Now bending me over the back of a chair.
Pulling my skirt up and my panties down he softly massages my bottom before THWACK his whip crosses me. So strong no room to move .. THWACK again ...
Now my clitty is hardening as i struggle to avoid the next stroke but his big hand holds my waist .. Thwack .. Im breathless with pain now . The paddle is a relief , oh you are such a kind master.
His large cock is now caressing my bottom, over the cheeks, nudging my pussy .. mmm i wonder if he will let me see and suck. No now i feel the hot splatter over my scars. Gulp he's talking about taking me outside on his next visit.
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Gosh my bottom is still stinging after a horrid,smelly man spanked and paddled me on Sunday night. His hands were all over me and he penetrated me with a large vibe before cumming all over my tummy as i lay exausted after his doings.
Now 4 days later i just want him to cum and do it all over again.
What is wrong with me ?
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