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	I am a submissive.

6/17/2009 5:37:03 PM

I cant do this alone and no one seems to inderstand. T/they cant see it from my point of view. Its like my feelings dont matter. Im feeling sick just thinking about it.

6/13/2009 10:03:53 PM

i often wonder if id still be wanted with out wheels

11/21/2008 11:47:57 PM

Well to night is the first night in 2 weeks that i am not able to sleep. I told Him i was going to bed ant i tried i really did but sleep eludes me. The doubts are coming back that i will never get 'Home'.
Aleast thos time i know why im not sleeping

11/9/2008 6:52:00 AM

It has started out ot be one of thos e days. I pissed everybody that matters off. I pissed Him off cause he thoguth i was ignorign him. I wasnt, I thoguth He was talkign to one of my sisters so i kept my mouth shut. Then i pissed one of my sister off, i know she was just trying to help but last night and early this morning my mind wasn't having any of it.

11/4/2008 7:12:45 PM

I give up. I dont give a damn anymore.

7/28/2008 10:46:52 PM

my heats hursts. i hurt Him and it kills me. i told Him that i would do something and i failed Him. I let my fears of rejection get in the way of what He wanted and what i knew would make Him happy. I know He has ever right to do away with me but that scares the shit out of me more than the fears do. i dont know what to do to make it up to Him, if there is a way. I pray that there is.

7/28/2008 10:41:38 PM

how would one explain the life style to someone that is so vanilla that its not funny? it was funny to see the look on there face whe they looked at my computer and saw my collarme page. i didnt know what to say but the fact that some one saw it didnt dbother me as much as i thought it would.

3/21/2008 7:52:21 PM

My body is coming to the relization of who i an m but me head isnt cooperating. My head is stuck im my old way of thinking.

3/11/2008 7:40:58 PM

As i sit here and think i relize that i am afraid to give into my desiers. The sacear me todeath, the things that are swerlling through my head.

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LostGirl33

Age: 33

Newport News, Virginia