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Friends:
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I find myself pulled back into the life, no matter how much I was pushed away. I look for someone to guide me as I find myself, and help me become who I deserve to be.

A little about me. I have dabbled off and on in the lifestyle since I was 16, but never really got an opportunity to properly immerse myself fully. Hence my return to the life. I would like to be able to start fresh with someone who can understand my naivety of the life, and would be wolling to help me learn, to guide me with a firm, yet understanding hand.

I am a massive nerd, generally about anime, gaming, and comics, but I try to learn about anything I can, even if its outside my general field of knowledge. Im very adaptable to most situations, but I can get anxiety if something becomes too much for me to handle.

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8/16/2015 11:18:03 PM
== Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ ==
100% Switch
97% Exhibitionist
83% Voyeur
80% Experimentalist
79% Submissive
71% Non-monogamist
62% Masochist
60% Bondage receiver
58% Sadist
58% Slave
56% Bondage giver
50% Dominant
47% Daddy/Mommy
47% Primal (Prey)
44% Brat
39% Primal (Hunter)
37% Vanilla
36% girl/boy
36% Brat tamer
30% Degradation receiver
25% Ageplayer
25% Master/Mistress
25% Owner
17% Pet
15% Degradation giver
15% All-Rounder
See my results online at http://bdsmtest.org/result.?id=601075

12/31/2012 9:21:18 AM
I know this sounds extremely selfish and cowardly, but why does new years eve suicide sound so appealing right now...?

2/12/2012 6:57:44 PM

skibunny9:

 

She thinks because she is a domme you have to listen to her and do everything she wants within seconds of meeting her.  Obvious ignorance.


2/5/2012 12:41:46 AM

It's like the males on here are trying to prove the women right.  I say no men, and the enxt day, 20 message me.  Get it through your thick skulls.  I'm not interested.  I'm probably gonna get banned if I have to keep responding to people because of their vast ignorance.


12/28/2011 6:07:50 PM

Aww yeah.  I got Skyrim today.  Now to waste the next 2 weeks of my life secluded and gaming lol.


9/9/2011 7:28:48 PM

I see the princesses and so-called Goddesses are beginning to come out in force.  It's just a bunch of overspoiled brats and women who think too highly of themselves trying to get free shit.


8/14/2011 6:04:30 PM

Said it before, I'll say it again.  Princesses are wannabes.


5/14/2011 8:09:56 AM

Kidney stone...so painful.....so much hurting....fuck you sugar....


4/8/2011 4:36:14 AM

What the hell is with everyone showing their friggin genitalia on pictures now?  I may be a guy, but I don't want to see your crotch on here.  Good lord.


2/14/2011 5:57:36 AM

Fuck you Valentine's Day.


10/23/2010 7:18:55 PM

3/20/2010 7:29:00 PM
I.  Hate.  Having.  Emotional.  Attachment.

12/27/2009 7:29:28 AM

So yeah I got my first tattoo yesterday.  I got the Chinese symbol for honor.  I will put pics up when I can.


10/31/2009 2:21:20 AM
Is it me, or do most good looking women turn out to be credit card trolls on here?

10/28/2009 1:52:46 AM
Hmm.  Well, an update.  I am now taken. 
She, in simplest of terms, is amazing.

10/2/2009 1:14:59 PM
What is it about me that make women shy away from me?

8/25/2009 5:31:36 AM

8/14/2009 4:58:52 AM
So answer me a question.  Why is it that idiots cannot answer a simple question like what you did to anger them, and simply ignore you without having the decency in their pathetic little souls to answer you beforehand?  I've reached my limit.


8/10/2009 4:16:53 PM
This journal entry goes out to all the "Goddesses".  You're not a goddess, you're nothing special.  You're just a spoiled little fuck that thinks they can walk all over men and women because of being spoiled.  Pull your head out of your ass and join the rest of the population.

7/21/2009 12:52:28 PM
This is something I read on a friend's blog.  I agree with it completely.  So I'm posting it on my profile.  If you think I am gay for it, you can kiss the fattest part of my ass.

Grown Women vs Girls

Girls want to control the man in their life.
Grown Women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling.

Girls check you for not calling them.
Grown Women are too busy to realize you hadn't.

Girls are afraid to be alone.
Grown Women revel in it - using it as a time for personal growth.

Girls ignore the good guys.
Grown Women ignore the bad guys.

Girls make you come home.
Grown Women make you want to come home.

Girls leave their schedule wide open and wait for a guy to call and make plans.
Grown Women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits.(I know.  I thought that sounded naughty too.)

Girls worry about not pretty and/or good looking enough for their man.
Grown Women know they are pretty and/or good looking enough for any man.

Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want them hanging out with their friends)
Grown Women realize that a lil' bit of space makes together time even more special - and goes to kick it with her friends.

Girls think a guy crying is weak.
Grown Women offer a shoulder and a tissue.

Girls want to be spoiled and tell their man so.
Grown Women show him and make him comfortable enough to want to reciprocate without fear of losing his manhood.

Girls get hurt by one man and take it out on all men.
Grown Women know that it was just one man.

Girls fall in love and aimlessly chase the object of their affection, ignoring all signs.
Grown Women know that sometimes the one you love, doesn't always love you back - and move on, without bitterness.

Girls will read this and get an attitude.
Grown Women will read this and pass it on to other Grown Women and their male friends.

Now, kiddies, if you have read my profile completely, you will see that it said to read this after you read my profile.  If you have, and feel you are a grown woman, please message me anytime.  But please start your message to me with "GROWN WOMAN".

3/27/2009 11:17:25 PM
This goes out to anyone who has ever been a player, is a player, or is a player in training.  DO NOT, I REPEAT, DO NOT fuck with these women like that, when you're only looking for sex, and nothing else, and that goes beyond this site.  That goes for life in general.  Women have a nice way of getting their payback.  I should know, I'm an ex-player.

1/28/2009 8:04:58 PM
Ok.  Are guys on here retarded or something?  Mainly the male subs?  I specifically put no men on my profile and I get flooded with messages in my bulk mail box from guys.  Am I going to have to like, delete my account just to make them go away?

10/12/2008 1:21:06 AM
Ok.  So I'm in a bad slump right now.  A depression of emotional value, you could say.  As I sit here in this mood, I ask myself, "What am I doing here on this planet?  Do I have some specific purpose to live for?  Is there some grander plot for me that I am not seeing yet?"  Things like this puzzle me.  I don't know what to do or where to go for guidance, and at this point, I'm lost within my own pain.  Call me emo, call me immature, call me what you will, I don't really care at this point.  All I want to know is what my purpose for being alive is.

6/30/2008 10:14:49 PM
Ok. So I went to the concert tonight with Dethklok, Chimaira, and Soylent Green.  I'm deaf right now, can't talk from growling, and I have an insane migraine.
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6/21/2008 12:33:03 AM
This is something I wrote back when I was with a submissive that I fell for but could never be with. Listen to you heart and do what you feel is right. That's how most people, including myself, have been raised to think for their entire life. But when you come across that one special person that you can never have, your heart is constantly confused, not knowing what to do. When you fall in love with that person, you don't care what it takes, you just want to be with them no matter what. When you find out they're with someone, or married, it crushes you, but you still carry that love on, waiting and wishing, hoping that they will dump their signifigant other and come to you. Then you find out the woman you want to be with more than anything in the world is going to possibly have sexual relations with a female friend of yours. So you frantically and desperately look around for a way to escape the pain, if only for a little while. You think, "What will work? Suicide? Drugs? Sleeping it off? Drinking myself into a coma? Overdosing on pills?" And you never can find that way out. So you sit there, day after day, waking up and going to sleep sobbingfrom this person, because you love them more than life itself. You hide your pain around your friends, until it boils over and you start sobbing next to your best friend.

4/30/2008 7:53:03 PM
I'm thinking of giving up BDSM completely. I've been fucked over so many times, my emotions cannot take it anymore. When I experience emotional pain, I don't know why, but my body gets hurt the day after. So I need to find a way to not be hurt anymore before it kills me.

4/5/2008 2:03:19 AM
Why is it when people get pissed they do wreckless things?  Is it chemical reactions that cause the brain to think irrationally?  Is it illogical motions of action that cause the body to act involuntarily?

4/4/2008 10:44:54 PM
This is a little something I wrote.

When we take a look back at religion, let us look back at the earliest deity known, the Sun. The Sun has been recorded as a "god" even back to 10,000 B.C., and can be seen in a large amount of societies. For instance, we take a look back at the first anthropomorphized version of a "god", Horus, the Sun God of Egypt. Horus was born on December 25th to the Virgin mother. Ises Mary. His coming was signaled by a star in the East, and was visited by three kings. At the age of twelve, he became a teacher, at the age of thirty, he was baptized and began his ministry, was betrayed by a disciple, crucified, was dead for three days, and rose from the dead.

Now whether or not it's original, we see this throughout mythology. But why the Virgin birth? Why December 25th? Why dead for three days and the resurrection? To take a closer look at this we need to take a closer look at the most recent "savior".

Jesus Christ was born on December 25th to the Virgin mother, Mary. His coming was signaled by a star in the East, which three kings followed. At the age of 12, he started teaching, and at the age of thirty, began his ministry after being baptized. He was betrayed, crucified, dead for three days, and rose once again, ascending into Heaven.

First of all, the Virgin birth, the Star and the Kings, and the Birth on December 25th are purely Astrological. The star in the East aligns with the three brightest stars in Orion’s belt, which are called today what they were called back in ancient times, the “Three Kings”. Over the period of each year, during the time near the Winter Equinox, the Sun gets lower in the sky and the days become shorter. This pattern continues until December 22nd, where the Sun reaches the lowest point in the sky. Curiously, it sits there for three days, December 22-24th, on the Horus cross, or crux. And on December 25th, the Sun miraculously goes up 1 degree. Now. Let us take a look at the Zodiac itself. We see the twelve signs, surrounding the sun. We have the twelve months, the four seasons, and the two equinoxes. Looking back into the bible from the beginning, in the beginning of the Bible, from Adam and Eve, to the time of Moses, it was the time of Taurus, the Bull.

On Mt. Sinai, when Moses came down with the Ten Commandments, he saw his people worshipping a golden bull-calf, what was called a “false god”. In reality, the bull-calf was the time before Moses, who was ushering in the age of the new, the age of the Ram. From the time of Moses in the B.C. age, to 1 A.D. it was the time of the Ram. At one A.D., the supposed time of the birth of Jesus, began the age of Pieces, the two fish. The fish is abundant throughout the world in biblical times and even today. For instance, Jesus fed five thousand people with five loaves of bread and two fish. When Jesus began his ministry, he came across two fishermen.


And in today’s times, look at the hat of the pope. It is clearly a fish head. And we have all seen the fish on the backs of people’s cars. It is not a symbol of Christianity, but a Pagan symbol representing Pieces. According to the ancients, there was a new age of each constellation of the Zodiac every twenty-one hundred and fifty years. After all twelve constellations had passed by the Earth, they called this the “Great Year”, which was approximately 26,000 yrs. Now. We go back to the Bible. Near the end of the Bible, one of Jesus’ disciples asks him when the next Passover will be. Jesus replied, “Behold. When thou enter the city, there shall be a man bearing a pitcher of water. Follow him into the house which he entereth in.” This is a sign of Aquarius, who in 2150 A.D., will be bringing the new age, which, to the regret of most religious believers, will be the end of Jesus Christ’s time. And the cross, you know, the one with the circle in the center of it? The one that is on most Christian churches? It is not a symbol of Christianity, but rather a Paganistic cross.

3/16/2008 11:09:48 PM
I really need to stop staying up for a week, working that whole week, and sleeping for 24 hours straight.

2/12/2008 8:36:52 AM
Well, I turned 21 on the 16th, but never got the chance to actually get on here and celebrate.

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