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found this the other day and kind of explains the changes going on within me lately:" control the mind, use the slut,beat the masochist,protect and cherish the lil girl and you will own the mind,body,soul and heart of a true Woman."
To me this lifestyle means respect, truth, honor, trust, giving, loving, It is a naturalism that starts from the bible, and has lived thru out the years. Where a Man is head of the house, cares for, protects and loves all that is within, his word is his life and honor is everything to him, He is not in it for the fetish, and its not part time Dominance. He controls her totally completely, he knows and is in her mind.
A Woman strives and lives for two main things, that is absolute beauty and obedience, and to most beauty isn't what is on the outside rather what is within, the overwhelming need to please Him, to serve Him in all ways, the feeling of completeness when you are at his feet, this is absolute beauty and it is amazing to behold and feel. Obedience, comes with respect and trust we know that as Master he knows us inside and out and we understand that he will never perm harm us but wil work to guide us and teach us to be a better person and slave.
This kind of relationship takes time, starts with friendship and respect on both sides and grows a Man does not snap his fingers and a woman wont automatically drop to her knees for anyone, so please dont expect it from me! But if you are patient the rewards can be awesome!
Now about me, I was a slave for many many years, where I fit in now am not sure, My Master passed away and I lost my leg, yes am in wheelchair right now but I don't let that stop me from being all I can be.
I am hoping to find people local to me now for friendships and get togethers and possibly a mentor, for alot of things have been changing for me lately and would love to have someone help me understand them and guide me the right way.
Please read my complete profile before emailing me, so that I know you have done this please start your email with word Boo. lol I know is silly but is really important that one reads my profile entirely as well as to avoid those form letters. Thank you for understanding.
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Because of a great Friend I have gotten another chance at walking again, Seeing a new dr in charleston that has opened up lots of possibilities for me, am hoping 2011 will see me walking the beach again. Anyone want to go with me? |
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Hi All
Here again, Ive had a very good month, reconnected with some friends and have met some new ones as well, Ive met a Master here on cm and have been spending alot of time with him. He accepts me as I am,but still going to take it one day at a time. Do I dare breath........waiting to exhale |
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Hi All
Well I am back and ready to get back to the living, I am very shy lately and seems harder for me to reach out. But am hoping that I can find a place that I still fit in, Do I still fit in??
I am hoping that those local to me will reach out really would love to get more involved and go to events and such but wont do that on my own right now. So anyone local want to hang out and go to events with me??? LOL Please dont let the chair scare you away, its only temp. I am still me that never changes.
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well am still here, health wise I am doing much much better up and walking around now a bit, might have lost a leg but I have gained my life, everyone is saying that the zombie look I have had for last two years is finially gone and yeaaaa my hair seems to be coming back really nicely tho kind of curly, lol will try to get new pics up soon. Still fighting the depression and lonliness all this has really caused me to look at things and ppl I have lost in my life because of my own mistakes. Ive had two Masters but only one true LOVE only one person that I know without a doubt that was my soul mate one that I lost years ago, I wander even tho I have gained my life back will I ever truly get my soul back since that day??? No more living as a ghost? |
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well here I am again, just wanted to say thank you to all the well wishes and love and support sent to me over the past month. I am still walking on top of the dirt so that is a good thing have no plans on doing anything else. Am working hard to learn to walk with my new leg, I think this thing is a modern aged medivel torture device and made by sadists who was taught there skill by the so called therapists. lol is terrible but not giving up. |
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well has been long time since been around, I was doing great for awhile there, was even up and walking looking forward to the the 3 Ds on new years eve, dancing, drinking and ducking. lol Unfortunatly late november leg started having some bad pain again took a trip up to charlotte to another specialist and was immediatly put in the hospital, cancer was back in the leg and 3 days later they had to take the leg.
Even tho this isnt greatest and I am looking forward to alot of rehab it hasnt gotten me down and I still believe 09 will be a good year for me still. Least no cancer and no chemo. and well maybe will dance for new years 10 |
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Monday is my big day restart chemo, will be in hospital for 5 days but am hoping thta will be able to get online now and again from there, we shall see how I do. Please keep me in your prayers and thoughts. |
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If you have read my journal than you know that Recently I have suffered a great loss. I also live in constant pain fighting the battle of cancer and Yes I am winning but at this time PLEASE respect my wishes that am not looking for another Master or anything but friends right now and am here for conversation and forums. |
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well alot has happened since Ive last been on here last year, one I was collared to a great wonderful man that I had been friends and more for for many many years, in November he asked me to marry him, and he has been at my side up till 5 weeks ago when he passed away in his sleep next to me, I am still battling cancer but without him beside me anymore but I know in my heart that he is always with me. Master I love you and will always love you and hold you in my heart. Our memories may of been short but will never fade. |
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I have a thought I would like to share have been thinking on this alot lately, its about what many call the " Lost Slave" this is usually a girl that gives all of herself to another heart soul mind, everything she does and has done has been for him wanting to please him, loving him to such a depth, doing this for a long period of time and then all sudden she is released or just abandoned or maybe her sense of trust is suddenly yanked away leaving her totally alone, many that are like this has lived a certain way for so long that even tho these girls may be college graduates owned there own buisness etc they are totally lost the basic of daily living they find hard to do with out guidance help, but even that they have a hard time asking for becuase there sense of trust is so fragile, they crave what they lost but are alos scared of it too. Unfortunatly many Masters take advantage of girls like this maybe they dont even realize what they are doing or saying when they do, maybe they are so caught up in what they are saying or doing they are not realizing what a great treasure they have in front of them, how great and fragile this gift is that is this girl, for this girl truly knows what it is to give and to love totally and completly, Im asking those out there to watch out for these girls to take care with them with all of them, for you never know when you will truly have a gift of gold before you, and you dont know how devastating your actions or words can be to such a girl. She is totally lost and may not say so but is begging for just a hand a real hand, |
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| Age: 24 |
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