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My adoration and complete respect for the Dominant who has more responsibility than any. To own your Dominance and truly live it is an example of your strength, power, leadership and superiority over the everyday common "man." Being born male throws you huge responsibility I don't envy you but I do look up to you, desire you, thirst for you and respect you. I truly believe you have a gift. Thank You. That being said...
What I desire is a Dominant a Highly Respected Male who knows who He is, makes sane decisions, is responsible, secure, respects others, is respected, does not take anything personal, is impeccable with his word, never assumes, loves
Himself and is therefore able to love, which sometimes means tough love. To master the art of tough love, in my mind, shows self confidence, a higher awareness, and the gift of teaching without judgement. He has a life separate from the woman/women He
chooses to be with. A freedom, a self and expects that of his partner. He has no room for drama, excuses, laziness, gossip, self hatred, dishonesty, ugliness, stupidity, excuses, and lack of appreciation for life itself. There is no such thing as boredom life is abundant. He supports, He Loves, He is Creative, He is all that I need in the bedroom, in the kitchen, bathroom, hallway, dining room, kids room, front and back yard, car, park, pool, hotel, motel AND IN PLACES where we might not be able to tell. In my mind you are either Dominant or you are not. You may want to be or are taking the steps to be or you believe a male should be but all the above have no relevance because either you feel it or you don't. Not a problem either way but don't claim it unless you are. The Dominant deserves respect and appreciation. He knows the mind, the body, stimulates, awakens all the senses, is able to take one to levels that one could never imagine, ecstasy. A place where in my 45 years of life no thing, no place, no drug or any mind altering substance has ever taken me. He knows me. He studies me. He cares about me. I am the woman he will own. You are the Man I search for, the man I respect, the man I give myself to. You Are The Person That Completes My Life...I have strong opinions, I know what I want and I will not settle for anything less. I have had "boyfriends" many...I am looking for more. At 45 I believe I deserve exactly what I am looking for and I believe I will find it. I am in no big hurry...Happy New Year...Peace, Love and Joy to all of you in the new year.

1/30/2009 7:40:31 PM

Would you call a warehouse full of caged woman a buffet?

1/24/2009 10:30:00 PM
sub with a brane...whoo da thunk.
 Dominant I adore you...could not do what you do. Thank You!
1/23/2009 11:54:57 PM
Well I now understand why you men love women so much. Very sexy...Wow...I remain a woman who adores Dominant men but women are f&*^(^% sexy as hell at least the one I met was. Very nice indeed. Now tell me your story.
1/23/2009 6:21:45 PM
one hour 15 minutes...one man, one woman, and me.....I am really nervous.....it is my first time....OMG....must get ready....will be back later to share....why? because I know I am going to have to tell someone....That Someone is You! Now go Play...all of you! That is a submissives order.....
1/23/2009 10:00:57 AM
As the Dominant challenges me...I will also challenge him....I have a mind. Good Day to play...don't you think? I shall
1/20/2009 10:59:16 PM
The Dominant Male, the submissive woman, I want, I have to have....and now I will...I have finally found them....am I smiling? You Bet!
1/19/2009 6:30:42 PM
What is it about the cage the excites me so! I must have it.
1/18/2009 9:35:51 PM
Barack Obama....The New Dominant!
1/7/2009 3:47:00 AM
Oh My! Needed to share and could not think of a better place to come release my inner need. I don't think a call to Mom would be wise. I am watching kink dot com (yes that is why I am still up at 4a.m. Watching bondage...nothing else could keep me up this late. Amazing...I keep my perversions pretty tame...but when I watch those movies, the woman, two of them, and a Dominant guiding them, and invading them...I want to be one of them. My whole body feels it, it is intense and I am just watching....I love it. Never ever felt anything like it. I have got to experience what I just saw....all of it. In all the different scenes. Which means....I am going to be really sore.  Wow Wow Wow Wow Wow....off to find a toy or two...Wow Wow Wow!
1/5/2009 9:14:40 PM
I am Very Hungry!
1/3/2009 3:22:43 AM
I cannot stand computers! What is it about them that I just cannot figure out. It should be easy...you ask it for something and it takes you somewhere that I don't even know where. Then  I get one cd to work for pictures and then I try to put another in and then suddenly it does not work anymore. I am so frustrated right now. I want to kill it. hate hate hate hate hate hate them with every single hate cell I have in my body. CRUSH KILL DESTROY.......................yuck yuck yuck....Dominant you still rule....two four six eight who do I appreciate....Dom Dom Dom...put me on my knees won't you please...show me the way because I am not o.k....God I need it.....good frickin night.
12/30/2008 10:41:05 PM
Can someone tell me what is a Hidden User on this site. Then can you explain to me how it is hidden if you can click on it and then see who is hiding???? I want to do a BDSM video. Does anyone know anyone who does this sort of thing or a site I can go to...to submit my resume;o))) Hm maybe hidden user is a person who only plays in the closet. Dominant Dominant Dominant Dominant Dominant Dominant Dominant Dominant, Dominant, Dominant Dominant and if anyone wants to challenge me on that...they will lose.
12/30/2008 2:39:49 AM
I wish I had something to suck on before I go to bed. Goodnight
12/29/2008 5:41:12 PM
If you think I am sexy and you want my body... then come over force your way in, tie me up and take me. After all I am submissive. smooch!
12/24/2008 5:48:21 PM
just snuck out from the family....to say Happy Christmas Eve to all my perverted friends....I Love You!!!! DDDDDDDDominant.....
12/23/2008 7:52:46 PM
wake me up, tie me up, beam me up Scotty!
12/22/2008 1:43:44 PM
Crap...I have many new messages. About 16 pages. I am sorry if I do not get back to you or if the message gets deleted. I do my best but it can be time consuming. I learn a little from each and every one of you. No matter what you say. Good bad or indifferent. Collar Me has been good to me and I like it here. If it were not for all of you I would not be. I wish everyone the best of the best in the coming year. We all deserve exactly what we think we deserve so GO BIG DAMMIT! Big wet kiss to the big wet Dominant!
12/22/2008 1:36:05 PM
Gosh I was going to unblock the blocked but it just takes to damn long...I figured a new year might as well start over but man one by one I cannot do! Dominant You Are...Walk Tall Walk Proud...There Are Few I Want You!!!!
12/20/2008 5:37:15 PM
The Dominant...the reason I rise in the morning, stand, sit, kneel and squeel....I Love You! Merry Christmas to those of you who are Dominant and those of you who are not. Not a good day to play since family arrived today. Cheers!
12/15/2008 9:21:58 PM
Honesty Honesty Honesty...Always...it is key...a discipline not many will master...but the one who does is the one I want. To cherrish, to love, to feed, to open up to in body and mind, to surrender, to be taken. Oh My I had better Stop...I can feel the  heat. Love the Dominant..That I do. 
12/15/2008 9:06:15 PM

2 1/2 Men or Equal To

12/8/2008 7:50:56 PM
Ho Ho Ho....seems it is that time of year...touch me feel me taste me....see what I mean. Dominant I will always adore you. MM MM MM
12/3/2008 1:14:29 PM
Got Dom? why no I do not. Got pictures...you had better believe it! posting new ones now. Nothing like change to keep the masses. kidding but I love it. Dominant Dominant Dominant.....Wow, Oh My, Yes Sir!
12/1/2008 10:30:33 PM
Now the proud owner of ball gag, nipple clamps, spreader bar, thigh restraint, ankle/wrist cuffs, locks and a brand new metal canopy bed...bondage friendly! Ooops I may have forgotten something...The Dominant...crap anybody no where I can buy one???? I would take some pictures and post but collar me just won't do it my way. To suggestive I guess. Not that collar me is a bondage site or anything...no disrespect intended! Prominent Dominant...mm mm mm
12/1/2008 1:04:51 AM
I agree, "the more the merrier."

11/29/2008 3:50:43 AM
I cannot hear, I cannot see, I cannot move.

 I am where I want to be, happy, content, excited. There is no place else I would rather be!

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11/24/2008 11:53:03 PM
I have recently realized that I am the one who needs a pet. Suddently I am turned on by that thought. Gosh I never thought that i the submissive would truly feel the need to have my own pet....so now I am the proud owner of 3 hermit crabs...the only problem they do not obey me....I guess they know I am not Dominant! Speaking of Dominants Fabulous, Talented, Honored and Loved...yummy
11/17/2008 9:50:10 PM

I absolutely love, that no matter what I do or what I say those of you that email me regularly don't react to some of the things I say or do. It is refreshing to speak with people who do not judge me....But except me and all my flaws and crazy behaviors. Real Dominants seem to have a sense about them that does not react but enlightens, they do not feel threatened. You allow me to be exactly who I am which allows me to learn about myself in good ways and bad. Don't know if that makes sense...But I Thank You All!

11/13/2008 9:16:34 AM
If I had it my way men would be as they were and clear on their role and women would be women and clear on theirs. I guess I should have been born some time ago. Oh yes and people would be comfortable with their bodies and clothing would be optional....Dominant  You are...Be Proud!
11/11/2008 7:00:55 PM
Ah Crap it is kinda hard to post new pictures when your pee pee is showing. I had better crop some. Be back...
11/11/2008 6:57:02 PM

Absent Minded...Lost about 800 photos last night. Poof gone gone gone. What a feeling. My children are what sucks! Me well I did some more. I will post some. Smooch, hugs, kisses, mouth wide open....the Dominant

11/3/2008 9:54:11 PM
Caged-She waits like a lion ess in heat..mouth wide open she longs for a raw piece of meat.
Submit!
10/31/2008 11:25:32 AM
Happy Hollow Weenie.... I don't think that would make me so happy though. I think today...since it is Halloween...And I Really Really want to scare people...I will dress up and Just be Me! Boo!  Now where is my rope.
 My gratitude and my best attitude to the Dominant.....Excellence
10/28/2008 2:05:25 PM
When I Really Need...I Just Do It Myself...This Is The Only Time I am Switch! Now where is my rope.
10/27/2008 2:03:39 AM
 If I had a kitty would you pet it? If I had a cage would you lock it? If I could not see would you allow me to? If my ears were plugged would you unplug them? Would you feed me and how? If I had to pee would you let me? If you were having company would you hide me? If I released myself would you punish me? If a female came over would you make me watch? Would you keep me at your feet? Would you put me on a leash? Would you tell me to bathe you...using my tongue...would you tie me up and give me what you know I desire? .......Would you answer questions if I asked them?
10/11/2008 1:28:34 AM
God I Love This Stuff! Sleep Janice...Go To Sleep.
10/8/2008 2:06:06 AM
Wow...my last entry here was pretty heavy. Wonder what happened to make me write that. Plus I lied I am not a nice person;o) I will probably say the same thing about this one the next time i read it.

Sometimes...well most of the time, I feel like a 20 year old trapped in a 45 year olds body. Not always a good thing!! But I guess it could be worse...
I guess I should sleep tonight...
10/4/2008 1:08:49 AM

Please Note: What I say here is simply in fun, is not fact, is my opinion only. I don't claim to know anything. I am always open to what people say unless they attack. My instinct is to attack back and block. I am really a very nice person and I care about people. I am pretty intelligent when it comes to street smarts and knowing who I am. I take no responsibility for the way people re act or for what they choose to think. I am a firm believer in One Creates His Own Destiny in His Own Mind. I am my fault not yours. That being said I must go to my bed. GoodNight

10/3/2008 1:54:40 PM
Men and women are just different. We compliment each other. But only if we allow each other to be who we truly are. It is very sad..some that I talk to...Relationships...the one you loved is the one you try to change. How does that makes sense. It does not. I will be exactlly who I am and you will be exactly who you are or we Won't be! Where did that come you wonder??? Shit I don't know. The Dominant: In my opinion only: The Dominant: Gifted, Rare, Respected, Generous, Intuitive, Aware, Leaders, Intelligent, Deep, Gentle, Present, Honest, Active, Always learning. They have risen above the everyday normal "man." It is not beating, humiliating or talking nasty to another human being, that is easy, it is lazy. Men are very sexual. The Dominant realizes this and he learns, studies the female then he moves in for the catch. He knows what he is doing. "Man" just hops online and sees "submissive woman" and thinks "I can have her" and emails with little thought. He is lazy and wants an easy lay. This is his life. He is not Dominant he is ignorant and weak. My opinion only.....
9/29/2008 9:51:36 AM
Whatever one chooses to believe in or to call him:  God, Higher Power, Higher Being, The Creator:  I know for a fact that he is smiling something big when he looks down on this community...As It Should Be! We Are!

Smoochheronly,

jm
9/27/2008 8:43:14 PM
Wow...I was able to talk with a Stunning Dominant last night.  It was refreshing to speak to someone that fit my fantasy and/or reality I don't know, of what I would want in a Female Dominant. Perfection! Topped my List. Wow! Down side why is it that the ones that fit our "description" of who we want live far far away and unfortunately we will not be playing today. Distance is hard I cannot do it. I can only continue to remember and want and maybe just maybe;o)) Excellence.

Smooch to the Dominant...yummy!
9/25/2008 11:48:43 PM
Got Cage? Because I got Rage.
9/24/2008 9:01:01 PM
my little boy calls I must go. brb
9/23/2008 4:21:22 PM
What completes me? The Dominant, cages, whips, restraints, command, order, respect...Take me There Please!
9/23/2008 11:54:35 AM
all I have to say is "early morning play is a wonderful way to start the day" definitely keeps the Dr. far far away. smooch to the Dominant. Yummy!
9/16/2008 9:25:49 PM
Where am I? Where are you? Why am I still waiting? Where is He? where is she? The waiting, the wanting...I shall practice patience!
9/15/2008 8:21:26 PM
I Am Horny!!! Help
9/7/2008 9:13:38 PM

O.K. I think it is about time I share a little about me. Get honest. Let people know how I entertain myself when I am alone and on this journey of reading email and guessing what people really mean. Well tonight I am keeping myself company with a vibrator in my very tight shorts (keeps it right where I want it) and since I am feeling like I need a salad I decided forget the salad I will just get out that cucumber and stick it in my mouth. You know cucumbers are always better when you play with them first. It is a really great thing that cucumber. After I am done with it who knows maybe I will make that salad and eat it. So you see I really do take care of myself and see to it that I get to play everyday. Oops batteries are dead. I must be going. But thanks for listening. And remember sometimes staying home for dinner is the smart thing to do;o)))

adios

9/4/2008 1:47:53 AM
The Man Burned as I slept the night away. Only to awaken in the middle of desert, lost, no shoes, no shirt (oops), shorts, bikini top, no hat, back pack, covered in white dust head to toe, location "unknown" On the more positive side I got lots of pictures of the man burning. Because someone took my camera and I ended up with theirs. Interesting. Burning Man...amazing...a must see for all. Amazing what they do. Surprised to see little BDSM type things. Saw no one dressed like and saw one structure dedicated to it. I was surprised. Short Note: I have many collar me emails and I appreciate them. If I do not respond please write again or don't just know that sometimes it is hard to get back to all. Now...my eyes are "burning man" must sleep. Goodnight...One thought...I do not quite have the descriptive words in my vocabulary to describe the incredible talent of the Dominant. Fantastic...I thank you!
8/17/2008 6:42:12 PM
I need a woman. A Dominant woman. I have been waiting and I don't care to wait any longer. Or a Dominant Male and another submissive woman. But a woman is what I desire. I am running late like always. bye
8/15/2008 12:51:08 AM
I thought you all should know...When I bend over I expect to be treated accordingly. Anything less would just make me look like an ass hole. Pardon my French! "Dominant" even the word is sexy, demands attention, excites the senses and does not need to be defined it speaks for itself. I am jeolous, submissive sounds so replaceable so to speak. Cheers to the Dominant...
8/11/2008 10:36:35 PM
Just Because I Am Late Does Not Mean I Am A Flake....Or Does It????
8/5/2008 3:15:46 PM
Your Are Who YOU Think YOU Are...So Be Careful What You Think. 
8/1/2008 7:08:20 AM

I wanted to add I have many emails. I read a few tonight. If I did not get back to you it is because I am exhausted. I will get back to you later. xxoxoxxooxxooxoxoxo Final Thoughts: Don't Do Anything I wouldn't Do!

7/22/2008 7:17:19 PM
O.K. I have important things to say. In fact I got out of bed to say them. So listen and learn. I have replaced R rated maybe X nah, with G rated photos. Why? Because I bought clothes. Now I have two things to use my clothes pins on. Yes I used to be a man now I am a woman. Just kidding...I think. It has been a long time since someone has accused me of being a man. Guess I should leave that one alone.  I lost track of 900 dollars in my favor. I put it the bank 4 weeks ago and completely forgot about it. Nice surprise! Am curious why does collarme not want to put a picture of one in a hood. Maybe it represents gangs. Kidding! Why are men so horny...probably because woman are not and they can never get any. Kidding I'm horny too. If you can't beat them join them...we would all be better off. I am shy. See I had a lot to say today. Good thing I got up. Hope you are all feeling a bit more educated. Don't forget to set back your clocks tonight daylight savings starts. Until next time...good night to be restrained to my bed, Open my eyes and see a Man and his Man Toy. Makes me hungry...guess I better eat. May Great Things Happen to Anyone Who Sees This.  Smooch
7/19/2008 9:23:31 PM

What are you thoughts on pubic hair. A photo shoot that I will be doing soon has me re-connecting with the old look. Just curious what you think. Hope everyone had a chance to play today...I know I did not....ah yes I will be looking for pinocchio tonight. Poor Little Guy....His Nose Used To Be Long.

7/14/2008 3:25:22 AM
Where is he? The one that will take the lead, where is she, the one he will order me to play with?? Where is he and she the ones that will take control of me? Where oh Where could they be? Can someone please help me? Until then it is just me and my toy pinocchio.

Good Morning and Good Night
7/11/2008 3:46:35 AM
Hi, yes it is 3 a.m. yes I am still awake. Why? well because I have a lot to say;o)) Spank, on your knees, open wide...see what I mean? My joke and no one even tried to solve it. "What is flat, pink and smells like pussy?" a tongue. I know very funny and I am sure very fun...but i would not know. I think I will be a Dominant instead of a submissive. "Grabs my hair, pulls me to the ground and says I Think Not!" Yes Sir! As you wish. A submissive I am a submissive I will always be. What a wonderful thing. I am out of things to say...guess I had better sleep the world will need my opinion tomorrow.:o)))))
7/6/2008 12:02:25 AM
Me again. I thought Stevie Wonder was very old, not doing much and fading. I was shocked at how great he looks, how fantastic his music still is, his message...he fucking jammed. excuse my language. I know I am not suppose to swear on here. But then again they won't put hardly any pictures that are of me in gear. We all know what gear is;o) Anyway I just got back from the concert, I went by myself and I had a fantastic time. You go Stevie...Wow! That is truly a gift he has.
7/5/2008 11:58:29 PM
Dear Diary;o) Did you all know that when trying to get on collar me at the airport they will not let you connect because it is a known pornographic site. So that means we are all doing our jobs. Well done! 
7/5/2008 8:05:30 AM
I have a joke...What is flat? Pink? and smells like (pardon the expression) pussy? I will tell you all later in case anyone reads my "dear diary" tales of a woman who gets nude modeling for a living, an occassional paid "you take care of me I will take care of you session, who is spontaneous, free as a bird, and knows "having to work hard 40 hours a week, no free time, no money, stress is a bunch of bullshit. Life is to short. Unless you like your job of course. I will shut up now
7/5/2008 7:52:00 AM
A dear friend of mine lost his young child...My Heart Goes Out To Him and Family. And then the great news...I just found out my ex boyfriend of 13 years has another kid almost the same age as ours. Wow I am a new Mom again. Oh! wait a minute...I don't remember having the child...must mean his ding a ling was in some other thing. Then he came home and shared my bed. Well of course he protected me and wore a rubber it just slipped off. Sure thing and my name is "just born yesterday" Why lie when you can "drive the chevy to the levy and eat american pie." He chose hair pie over american pie. Who would of thunk. Why can't men keep their ding a lings in there pants or be real men and ask if we would like to  join;o) Where is my Dominant woman I need her for a new experience and a mind blowing euphoria. Anyone want to go to see John Meyer with me. I have the tickets no worry...must be fun to apply. Crap it is already 8 better go to bed. Happy 4th of July...
6/26/2008 4:49:13 PM
insight....no body is exempt from pain. But pain is created by our own thoughts. Think pain and one shall receive pain. Thoughts of worthiness and/or self esteem that says I deserve creates abundence. (sorry about my spelling I am more into thought right now) We are all beautiful, rich, sexy, and very much wanted ONLY if we think we are. Our venture goes way beyond our body and deep into the mind. What a blessing to finally understand this. It no longer matters that my favorite man has another child with another woman, my favorite son 22 has gone off on a marijuana venture, my best friend fell in love with me and left, my family has moved away, it is my relationship with me that counts. I am as sexy as I think I am, as wanted as I think I am, as generous and compassionate as I think I am worthy of. Worthy of you and your friendship. Friendship being the key to what I can give and receive with limits. I am off to Cozumel because I can. To all human beings live your life because you are worthy!
6/16/2008 12:19:27 AM
I temporarily forgot...again and again and again...Happy Father's Day to all the wonderful Dads out there. We could not have done it without you......Damn You;o))
6/15/2008 10:56:28 PM
I am not a bitch! O.K. I am.
6/8/2008 6:40:20 PM
Submissive or Kinky?
6/4/2008 10:24:00 AM
Good Morning to the Beloved Dominant...Yummy  I have to say this because I was irritated this morning when I woke up and someone from here sent me a picture of his tongue. I am still shaking my head thinking "what the hell" please please please I don't want to see your tongue when I open my mail. Or your man stick. I want to see you your face, a bdsm scene, a flower. Thanks.
5/30/2008 5:18:47 PM
Here is a new one for me: Had a session the other day....the guy told me I was to intense for him and left....funny thing we didn't even get started...I certainly would have scared the shit out of him if we would have. Have a Great Weekend!!
5/27/2008 2:18:14 AM
Good Moaning...Thought for my day...When I find myself judging and being hateful towards others...I need to take a serious look at my life and find out why and change it. The older and wiser I get the more I find out it is never about the other person it always about me! Damn I hate that...it is so much easier looking on the outside. Never Ever take anything personal because it is never about you it is always about the other person and what is going on in theirs. I say all this just for fun but it is so true...If one would truly go inside of themselves and honor who they are we would not have to make ourselves feel better by making someone elses life miserable. My conversations here in email have been wonderfrul. Thanks for honoring me and respecting me...cause you know what sometimes I just don't deserve it. I need a spanking....Your good people. Treat yourselves today even if it is in your mind...a fantasy, sneak into someones cubicle and touch them in ways that they did not know they wanted to be touched...."oh" and make sure you get caught that way there may be a good chance for a threesome. Or come over here and invade me. I better stop. GoodNight.
5/23/2008 4:30:26 PM
have I mentioned what I enjoy most is the Demand the Command of a true Dominant...that is all! Happy Memory day or is it MoMorial day or Memorial day! Whatever it is...an extra day to play...so enjoy.

5/18/2008 10:21:00 PM
due to "blockification" haha I cannot accept chats. Damn Them!
5/18/2008 10:17:22 PM
I am beautiful....so what! Beauty lies or lyes or lives within!
5/17/2008 9:07:15 PM

The only thing more exhausting than working out...is being forced to work out. I prefer the latter.

5/14/2008 5:17:53 PM
A Man has his qualities a female hers...it is to bad that a Man cannot be enjoyed for who he truly is and woman cannot be fully enjoyed for who she truly is. Society has intervened. That is my truth.
5/13/2008 8:59:43 PM

Who will Dominate me. Please a woman in need indeed!

5/13/2008 5:23:04 PM
Where are you? I have been tied up for two hours now I am starting to get cramps! Please Sir come back now Sir Please!
5/12/2008 9:39:31 PM
O.K. I am horny I admit it!
5/12/2008 9:26:59 PM
Yosemite is absolutely gorgeous!!! A must see...go to it please!! I took some beautiful pictures. The waterfalls...breathe taking! We hiked up to 7,000 feet and looked over the railing. Made my hair stand up. Amazing! Wow Wow Wow Wow Wow Wow Wow!! Good Night.
5/9/2008 3:54:27 PM

I know I share way way to much...But when something new and fantastic happens I have to share. I had never had a orgasm standing up. Until recently and Wow what a rush! Hands tied above my head rope knotted in the door jam. A new experience. Just another reason why I love this stuff. Very Exciting Indeed. Off to Yosemite....Have a Good Weekend.

5/8/2008 1:19:25 PM
Down Side of working as a Sub....the no shows!
5/7/2008 1:14:07 PM
Gosh I have been very very busy. I am sorry I am not able to get to my emails. I am in between appts, responsibility, kids...It never stops. But I guess that is a good thing. Life is good! I do think about all the friends and people...well...Dominant people on collarme and that it is hard to get back to people sometimes. My apology for that. But I am thinking of you and you know who you are...smooch to you. Got to go back to work...always running late. I am off to Yosemite this weekend. Can hardly wait. Have a good weekend and don't forget Every Day Is A Good Day to Play!!!!
5/4/2008 11:20:49 PM
to abuse me is to love me...to rape me... is to conguer me.....all due respect intended
5/3/2008 7:55:36 PM
Why do we have children...initially we enjoy the act of making them (I hope) then we get fat, we lose it (some of us) our boobs swell sometimes to pain, birth being the most painful of all pain (believe me I know I had my naturally) then they keep us up all night and day, only to start talking and then we become their slaves (slaves yes I like that but to a child, ahhhh no), then our pocketbooks become...well....non existent! And they still want more. At times they are stinky p. u. Say bye bye to free time because there will be no more. All the above and we adore them, love them, and would die for them.  Go Figure.
Happy Happy Happy!
5/2/2008 1:58:21 PM
It is a beautiful day! I can see clearly now I am awake. A message to the Dominant...I Adore You, I Thank You, And of course I could never do what you do. Smooch! Have a Great Weekend!
4/30/2008 9:37:39 PM
Damn the bills!
4/29/2008 3:20:49 PM

"Owner" same as "Own" "Her" Wow. See this is the way it was meant to be. Ah Yes Indeed.

4/22/2008 11:22:49 PM
I have to share this because it is by far the most incredible sexual experience I have ever had. This is a person I have recently met and Wow. My God there is so much energy there. It is almost to the point where sometimes I have to stop. To much feeling to much going on. My body, the sensations, it is overwhelmed doesn't quite know what to do. Incredible and everything I new it would be for me. Very untamed, no control. Better than all the orgasms I have had in my life. And that is at 5 per;o)
4/22/2008 11:14:36 PM

"Who knows maybe you were kidnapped, tied up and taken away for randsom"  You Go Tom!

4/22/2008 12:09:15 AM
In an attempt to go out last night and have some fun, some company, some laughter, I got lost on the way and took a right turn instead of a left. I went toward the darkness rather than the light. I live my life, I make mistakes, I am not always fair and I assume instead of ask. I react instead of listening and communicating. Because of the fact that I need people to forgive me for my actions I very much believe in forgiving people. So the persons that I came into contact with last night had nothing. They were hungry, they were cold, they are wondering the streets with their carts full of stuff, they smelled, they are human beings that have nothing. I got my wallet, sun glasses (nike i might add) cigs, and my faith that people really care stolen from me. Not you people just people in general. It was awful to see so many that wondered aimlessly. I was scammed and played. No matter what I did I could not get out of there. I was completely helpless at one point and did not know what was going to happen. I have never cried out fror help the way I did last night. But I made it home safe with a sadness in my heart for all those that are out there and no one seems to care. I am completely set back and horrified that humans have to live this way. Men, woman and children. I am sad for them and I have a new appreciation for my life because that could be me. It was hell on earth. Now I just wonder what can I do to help in any way. I got to hug a woman that tried to help me. She was dirty, cold and hungry. She went out of her way to help me. In fact the first thing she said to me was your beautiful. Instead of attacking me for beng someone that has a different life, a better life, she complimented me standing there hungry and cold and alone. Selfless. I was able to give her some money before I got robbed and I am glad for that. She was the one that was beautiful. Had to share.
4/19/2008 3:02:45 AM
When the hell did Daylight Savings happen. Crap! Something funny to share...or not! I volunteered at my sons school today and lost my camera. Problem is I am seated, tied, naked and I have a hood on with just my lips showing. well I guess I have two pairs of lips showing;o) Then there are pictures of the kids being... well kids. Damn! I must say I feel a little funny about the whole thing.

Goodnight
4/15/2008 7:36:55 PM
If you had three entry ways wouldn't you want them to be used?
4/15/2008 12:13:49 PM
Wild Animal Needs Training. Collar, Cuffs, maybe even a cane, and a cage, I wonder is this to much to ask for??
4/13/2008 11:25:19 PM
i have nothing to say.....oh my
4/13/2008 8:51:38 PM
collarme vixen...yea i would be o.k. with that.
4/12/2008 5:37:11 PM
I would like to get another tattoo. One of the BDSM symbol. I happen to think it is beautiful. Where though?? Rose on my right shoulder, rose on my right lower ab, rose on my mid lower back, rose on my outer right calf, rose on my left chest area. Any suggestions? I don't want to clutter the others, I want it to have it's own space...just sharing that is all.
 Have A Great Fantastic Super Commanding Demanding, Beautiful, Tie me up and &%*$ Me Kind of Day!

4/11/2008 10:51:47 AM
When I have no one to ride I go to Great America! Have a Great Day! And from the bottom of my heart and all of my soul thanks to those of you who have put up with me! Love The Dominant...Yes I Do!
4/8/2008 5:10:43 PM
it ain't easy being cheesy...but it is a hell of a lot easier than being right all the time. Bon Jovi here I come like it or not!! To bind me is to love me.........
4/5/2008 12:08:53 PM
A Hood...Oh My, Wow, Fantastic, My body Feels, I am alive. So much to discover! The longing for...Take me There!
4/2/2008 2:38:31 PM
A thought for a day! An opinion for eternity! "Trash Talk" once again I have been informed that people say mean things behind your back...I try to say it to you and then it is all over for me. What is the true meaning of "Trash Talk" well it is pretty obvious it is talk that is "TRASH" and that is where I throw it. Ones "trash talk" about me is simply false in that nobody really knows me therefore their insecurities are quite obvious and Dominant they are not! There are many other groups that "trash talkers" can join so once again be true to yourself stop talking "shit" about others and join the group that is appropriate for you..."maybe a group for the weak is what you really seek." I have to be going now I have to take out the trash! My utmost respect to the Dominant...he is confident in himself, has no time for insecurities, respects others, is strong, even tempered, teaching rather than taking offense and acting out, leads by example and not his mouth. There are few out there that know what I am talking about and it is you that I long for. As for the rest of you keeping living your dream...and maybe someday a Respected Dominant is who you will be.
3/31/2008 11:48:47 PM

Snow white (not me of course) was strolling down the street one day and she came upon Pinochio suddenly she grabbed him thru him on the ground and hopped on his nose and went for a ride. All the while Screaming "Lie to Me" "Lie to Me" "Please lie to Me" Wow I did not know snow white had it in her. Just goes to show one never really knows what goes on behind closed doors! Well I am off to find my Pinochio look alike. I am sure I will find something. GoodNight!

3/23/2008 3:42:48 AM

HAPPY EASTER...THIS EASTER BUNNY IS TIRED VERY TIRED. KIDS THESE DAYS...I USED TO GET HARD BOILED EGGS AND A BASKET. My gorgeous boy gets WII Games 4
to be exact, lots and lots of chocolate, a piggy bank so he can save my money in it, and an all expenses paid ticket to Great America where he can get more stuff. All the while dragging Mom on all rides that go 1583 miles an hour in a circle for about 8 hours. I enjoy it though...I guess I enjoy the pain;o) Play Play Play and when you get tired hopefully he will be tired too!

3/20/2008 8:22:42 PM

It has just been brought to my attention that certain people are emailing another woman on collar me about me. Let me assure you I do not talk to any woman! They would not know about  me. There are men are here that I have met and know me. If you still have a problem with "Is she real or not?" Please speak to me do not bother other collar me woman about me. Bother them about them!! I thought these issues were over but I guess not. Not that I should care but those of you I feel are worthy I will get on the cam fully clothed NO EXCEPTIONS! Just stop bothering people about me!!!!

3/15/2008 9:50:19 PM
Palm Springs Here I Come!
3/6/2008 2:13:25 AM
Does anybody know what time it is? Does anyone really care? Got knee pads? Why yes I do thanks for asking.
2/28/2008 8:24:46 AM
A tribute to the Dominant...Creative, Strong, Intelligent, Caring Master, You are on my mind and I truly Admire You! Thank You!  Do I think it is a fantastic day to play...You had better believe it!
2/25/2008 3:24:23 PM
Got Cage? Need Taming.
2/21/2008 2:17:05 PM
Oh My God! Wow! Fantastic!!!!!!
2/14/2008 9:22:16 PM

Valentine Where Are You? I patiently await looking fine, sipping on my wine...Are you coming or not? Damn You Valentine...

Happy Valentines Day Everyone...hope it was a great day! Play Play Play

2/12/2008 4:31:05 PM

Is there a Dom around? I need to be found, to be bound. Take the lead for I am in need! Control me...God I love this stuff...absolutely amazing, fantastic, intense! Yes indeed it is a great day to play!

1/16/2008 5:41:02 PM
Sir Computer is home now and he is fully functioning. As much as I would like to say I am addicted to my computer in now way...I guess I kind of am. It could be a lot worse though. Long story short "I'm Baaaaack" So let us play cause it is a great day! 
1/11/2008 9:32:37 AM
Computer problems...who me? No way it couldn't be. I am having sound problems now. There are just some grunts and groans that I must hear...so I must fix the sound problem. Yep bye bye computer it is going to its favorite spot...the shop!

It is the week end the best time to play! Yummy Cummy in my Tummy! Oh I am so bad! bye
1/9/2008 3:33:56 PM
I have been sick sick sick...I thought I was going to die for a little while! I am feeling much better and will certainly be on within a few days to answer some of my emails and to get back to those of you that I have made certain promises to. SmoOoOoOoOch to the very artistic and ever so clever Dominant. Boy and Boy do I want to play today! Watch out for the flu it is looking to get you!


1/2/2008 12:03:22 PM
Hangovers Suck!
12/25/2007 7:09:41 PM
because he asked me to
12/24/2007 10:59:48 PM
I saw Santa Claus...Really I Did!
12/23/2007 3:02:22 PM
yes yes yes yes no no yes yes no yes don't stop don't stop yes yes yes no yes don't stop oh my God oh my God yes yes yeeeeeeeeeeessssssssssssssss!
12/22/2007 2:46:13 PM
I forgot to go to sleep last night...and now I am tired. That sucks! Is today pay day or play day...oh yeah I forgot everyday is payday and everyday is playday...hay hay hay.

Merry Christmas...May you all get to play
every single day.

ho ho ho
12/18/2007 5:34:07 PM

Poor No More!!!   Merry Christmas and Happy New Year everyone. Be safe out there Christmas can bring out the ugly in people. Smooch to the Dominant!
Wet Day Must Play!  Time for a jacuzzi and a Brandy and Egg Nog. mm mm mm

12/11/2007 5:45:27 PM
"Jimmy cracked corn and I don't care" I need me a California Sir;o) Everyday is a great day to play!
12/11/2007 12:09:29 AM
Happy Happy Happy 44 To Me. I bid farewell to 43. Did I Blossom, grow, discover who I am...All I know is that I get hornier and hornier every year! 44 should be a great year! What is 44? It is half of 88. Better get my butt to bed I have to spank it 44 times. Oh yes and then there is the pinches to grow inches. Goodnight! I adore Dominant Men. You are so sweet, make my body quiver, I long for you.

12/8/2007 11:11:46 PM
I Love You Jack!
12/7/2007 1:34:39 PM
my horns are growing...i need a Dominant! A wet day makes janice want to play.

ah yes!
12/6/2007 8:39:53 PM
Rudolphs nose is not really red...it is a fake!
11/30/2007 7:21:47 AM
HO HO HO
11/28/2007 10:11:18 PM
Is it Neal or Kneel?? haha... I am having a hard time responding to everyone so I apologize if I don't respond. I am trying to catch up after the computer crash...or I should say computer smash...damn fist.  I must say it is another day that I long to play and wish to obey...
11/25/2007 2:03:48 PM
Finally I am back on track. Between the computer that I smacked and broke and the internet service that accidentally shut me down it has been 2 weeks with no computer. Wow maybe my Dominant is my computer. If only it had a demanding voice and certain human parts I would call it Master. But human contact is what I crave.....Good Day Everyone! And Yes everyday is an excellent day to play!!
11/10/2007 11:15:15 PM
A dedication to the Dominant...to be respected, to be loved and to be appreciated...I don't know how you do it...I could not! I guess that is why I am submissive. Much gratitude to the Dominant one. A wet day...makes it the best day to play!
11/8/2007 9:28:08 PM
it appears that some of my messages go to my regular messages and some go to bulk. So if you seriously need to reach me please send to fsbndm at an aol address have a great night and yes it is a great night to play even if I don't have anyone to play with. have fun!
11/8/2007 9:57:57 AM

I have not been able to respond to all my email and I am sorry. It is not my nature. I just have gotten behind in life and must catch up. So please do not think I am ignoring..I am just super busy. Time will be on my side again soon and I will be able to get back to you. And yes another beautiful day to Play!! And How I Need It Right Now!!

11/5/2007 5:55:42 PM
In my opinion only...an email bothered me today in that it was very judgemental not only to me but to everyone on this site. I believe that there are many ways of playing out our fantasies in BDSM. It might be 24/7 it might not be. It may be all mind play or mind and body play.  How two people or more decide to play it out is an art so to speak. The art of pure pleasure, pleasing another and at times involves rope and other restraints that can be absolutely beautiful. So for one to judge what is right and wrong in BDSM is to me a judgement that is unacceptable. I think it is narrow minded and an injustice to the beauty of BDSM. I would not want to share stories or be a part of that persons life in any way. And yes I would happily block them. In my opinion only.
11/4/2007 5:27:58 PM
I waS juSt reading my email and I wanT To Say That all of you are Such wonderful people. I appreciaTe everyone and The greaT complimenTS ThaT i receive. IT iS The greaTeST feeling nexT To The one Thing ThaT really TurnS me on..The DominanT 
11/3/2007 4:36:35 PM

Silk and SaTin, leaTher and lace, whipS and chainS, collarS and cageS, now all i need iS the Dom to label iT ouTrageouS!!

10/31/2007 9:51:19 AM
BOO! Did i scare you? Got Paddle? "Spook Me" Frankenstein are you out there? Please bring over your brother Spankenstein and let us Get Busy! Happy Halloween! Oh Yes Trick and Treat! My pictures...I guess it is time to change them again being halloween is almost over. I guess it is time to get out my turkey costume. Gobble Gobble. Have a Great Day and if you get the opportunity to play... I am jeolous in Every WaY! But Enjoy.
10/29/2007 4:12:30 PM
Damn the gym....just another thought....Submissive....Professional....now that IS a thought????????? Hmm
10/28/2007 7:47:02 PM
Just got back from the gym where the mind becomes very active the body screams to be taken, led....must change subject. 
I say this in good humor. I got an email and it said "You Look Like You Would Cheat." That's a new one. Tell me someone what does a "Cheat" look like. Enquiring mind wants to know. Cheat...playing cards for a 500 dollar jack pot and you go to the bathroom, probably. Cheat on taking the test that is going to pass me, maybe. Cheat the red light on the expressway you bet! Cheat the government Why Not? what else is there to do? Cheat on a Dominant that has asked me not to...No Fu%^%** Way! Time for a margarita on the rocks and a hot tub. Anyone care to join me?
10/25/2007 2:41:30 PM
SSubmiTT...iT iS in me...whaT i wanT To be, iT is key in discovering me! iT iS who i am!
10/24/2007 10:42:54 AM
Switch is that called Domissive or is it Subinant...just curious that is all. Another great day to play...my door is unlocked by the way...
10/23/2007 5:19:32 PM

pigtails...sassy, sexy or silly...MM i wonder?

10/19/2007 9:30:06 AM

It Is A Mind Game...2 to 6 players...Age 20 to Adult...Rope, Hand Cuffs, Gags, Paddles, Cages, Dildos included...2 "AA" batteries not included...

10/18/2007 10:09:06 PM
photo 5 keeps getting denied...I thought they were rather sexy and fun....After All They Are Taken for the Dom....Not my Mom. Maybe the next one???
10/17/2007 8:36:18 PM
Trick OR Treat...Why Not Both...Another beautiful day to play...and I did! MM MM MM

10/16/2007 2:08:36 PM
Wish List Cont.  10. Master  11.  Collar 
12.  Cage.    I just got back from the gym and Oh My does my mind wonder in there. Oh the things that can be done with all that equipment. Have to admit I had to take a short bathroom break. Yes was good.

Three words keep coming to mind and I am not sure why....Wood,  Master,  Man,  Not necesarily in that order. Another Great Day To Play...Going for a hot tub anyone care to join me?
10/15/2007 2:06:57 PM
Wish List:
1.  Dominant Male. 2. Dominant Female. 3. Dominant Male and Female. 4. 2 - 3 Dominant Men. 5.  Dominant Male, a Submissive Female. 6.  2 Dominant Men - 2 Submissive Females. 7. 2 Dominant Females. 8. 4 - 7 Dominant Males. 9. Mulitiple Dominant Males/Females, and Miltiple Submissives.  

I have got myself worked up again. Must go now! Another beautiful Day to Play.  
10/10/2007 4:36:34 PM
O.K. I can now counter my last journal entry with a positive one. I had a great experience with a very young man. I hope he does not mind me saying so here and if you do please let me know I will delete this message. This young man came to my home Dominant, Confident and In Control...My Mind, My Body had now choice it instinctively followed. I became a different person. Fantastic! This is why I love this stuff. There is nothing out there that compares to the feeling of a True Dominant In Control. Preferably In Control Of Me. Wow! Love It. I recommend This Young Man any day any time! It is truly a good day!
10/9/2007 1:50:48 PM
I think I had the biggest let down of my life Sunday Evening. Wow...I don't even know how to describe it. There are no words. Keep the faith...I will because I have been encouraged to do so. Thanks
10/9/2007 9:49:37 AM
Another beautiful day! Love this time of year. Sure would be nice to share it with the one I am looking for. But I continue to be patient. He is well worth waiting for. My experiences have been short...to short...and sweet. Although somewhat depressing at times I know I will find what I am looking for as I hope all of you have found what you are looking for. I have lots of support here and thank you all for that. This is a wonderful thing and I enjoy it very much. Have a great day!
10/1/2007 8:17:04 PM
Being somewhat computer illiterate...I have somehow managed to mix my private photos with my family photos. Not good when your showing Mom pics of your kids and up pops your boobs and your left butt cheek. To make matters worse there are 2 3 5 even 7 copies of the same photo. Over 6,000 pictures on here... all and I do mean all mixed up. Disneyland, San Diego, 1/2 naked photos, karate, beach, more nude photos, Alaska, more nude photos. And they are  everywhere...documents, pictures, shared pictured, music, and more. Family has requested copies and I don't even know where to start. Oh Crap!
9/30/2007 11:00:38 AM
What is worse than being a submissive without a Dominant? A nasty old cold. Must go rest and finish watching Spankenstein. Another beautiful day! Hachooo
9/28/2007 1:43:45 PM
Is it 1:30 already...Oh My! Time for my nap. You know tying oneself up, blinding ones self, and telling ones self to suck is just not the same as someone else doing it...not that I speak from experience but you know. Just another good day for me to obey.
9/27/2007 11:35:33 AM
New Day...I have been waiting for an employer to call me for a job. Time to go back to work! No one calls...then someone told me that in order to get that call I actually have to go out and apply. So you mean I have to not only take the job I have to apply too. This can't be true To tell the truth that would take up my very valuable time. No I think the phone will ring. Until then I will keep searching for the Strong Confident Powerful OverSexed Handsome Tall Money Making Disciplinarian That I Need! Spank Me Or I Will! Oh My the phone I am sure that is an employer who is looking for me. Beautiful Day!
9/26/2007 3:32:46 PM
I am probably going to get myself in trouble with this journal stuff. To be honest with you I don't know what it is for or who is reading it. I only go to my mail in hopes of finding a Male. Hope my sometimes sarcastic good moods don't piss anyone off. I don't care for mean email.  Anyway I am looking for FSBNDM and I can't find her. That girl forgets everything including who I am and what I look like. Flake...Got new black boots yesterday and believe me everyone will know it soon. Remember the song "These Boots Are Made For Walking." Well times have changed and now I think it goes like this "These Boots Were Made To Get Laid!" I better go find my lucky Boots now.! Thanks people for putting up with me...
bye...
9/25/2007 7:40:26 PM
My first journal entry how exciting;o) Today I think it would be nice to have a Dominant here with me. I would like to take my body where my mind is all the time. It would be a mind blowing, complete  head to toe body explosion. Yes explosion that is the perfect word. If allowed multiple explosions. Nothing more exciting than a Dominant and a submissive. Soon I will have to tie myself up;o)
cooledpurple8
 
 Age: 25
  Wyoming