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A Tear and a Smile .I would rather that I died in yearning and longing than that I lived weary and despairing. I want the hunger for love and beauty to be in the depths of my spirit, for I have seen those who are satisfied the most wretched of people. I have heard the sigh of those in yearning and longing, and it is sweeter than the sweetest melody. With evenings coming the flower folds her petals and sleeps, embracing her longing. At mornings approach she opens her lips to meet the suns kiss. The life of a flower is longing and fulfillment......a tear and a smile
ByKahlil GibranSince i have provided photos for all to view, in my profile... i feel that a common courtesy upon contacting me, would be toinclude a fewphotos when doing so. i do not squander time engaging with those whom i am not physically attracted to.Thank You... to all who have taken an interest in me.p
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Men's Profile Picture
I totally get why someone might not want to put their face on their profile. But let me express my opinion... No picture is better than: *A picture of a woman - Are You a tranny? *A picture of Your "toys" - I've got them and I'm not afraid to use them? *A cock portrait - This ought to do it? *A picture of Your torso - I'm not just legs arms cock and a head running around? The whole enchilada?
My opinion is... These photos are ridiculous! I could not consider anyone who put up such a photo. It shows me where your mentality is and with that... Pass.
I think that it is fair for a Man to not have a profile picture however, I am serious about this, I have provided a real picture of me in my profile so if You wish to contact me and get a reply.... You MUST include a picture of YOU when doing so. It is fair.
Also, please do not, at anytime, treat me like or expect me to behave as though I am Your slave. I am respectful. However, because You call Yourself Dominant does not mean You Dominate me. It takes an absolute real Man to get me to my knees. My submission is no small thing.
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deceit - a misleading falsehood, A stratagem; a trick.
snow job - a long and elaborate misrepresentation
fakery - the act of faking
obscurantism - a deliberate act intended to make something obscure
scheme - a secret plot; a systematic plan for a course of action
head game - the act of deluding; deception by creating illusory ideas
feign - To give a false appearance of; To represent falsely; pretend to:
masquerade - To go about as if in disguise; have or put on a deceptive appearance
hypocrisy - The practice of claiming to have standards or beliefs that are contrary to one's real character or actual behaviour
duplicity - acting in bad faith; deception by pretending to entertain one set of intentions while acting under the influence of another
fiction - An imaginative creation or a pretense that does not represent actuality but has been invented.
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...sometimes. There are wants and needs and dreams and efforts, yet still it is entirely out of our hands. "Sometimes" it is decided for us.... our losses, our grief. our despair and deep hurt. It seems that one could cry for hours and hours and eventually it will subside and somehow it just doesn't and with every tear the pain finds its way deeper and deeper inside you. So deep the it isn't reasonable to think that it could ever be reached by any sort of relief. Only one single question comes to mind, over and over again and again. why. Why, WHY??? Damnit!!! I want to scream it out... WHY? I have prayed and begged my God for this wee bit of happiness. Prayors that have gone unheard. I am not thinking clearly and can not remain level headed. I just want to sleep and sleep and sleep. Awake to it all being just a really bad dream that I can shake off with a good cup of coffee but that is just another childish whim. Instead i am and shall remain racked with great sorrow, regret, despair and grief and wrap it all up with heated anger for it all. |
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my intent here is not to be rude or disrespectful.
Instead, to convey that i am not an average woman....
not an average submissive woman.
In fact... i am not a "submissive woman" at all.
my submission is something i choose.
It is something i choose in a relationship with a Man that i love, respect and adore
with this comes my obedience, servitude and deep desire to please.
A Master is what my life desires... sooo deeply.
As opposed to
"what it needs".
i do not casually play
"Dom/sub" with anyone.
It is no substitute for living 24/7 as "Master/slave.
Once O/one has been to
Disney World...
O/one could never consider Disneyland again! |
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Do you ever stop to think...
and forget again?? |
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~Truth~
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TRUTH prevails, always.
Know why?
Because it IS what it IS.
The TRUTH can not be altered.
Though it can be masked...
One can be purposely distracted from it...
It can be hidden beneath a pile of lies...
However, unlike the TRUTH...
These "ill intended methods" require maintenance to endure.
When all efforts finally fade,
And the dust clears...
What "remains to be seen" is
TRUTH.
Found exactly as it was,
The very moment that it first came to be.
As thought by: pamela Christine
October 8, 2005 |
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i am finished here...
Maybe i will live and die in yearning and longing... |
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i get alot of very kind emails here on collarme. i get alot of mail period. My access to the internet is very limited. (since i dropped my laptop from a height that nobody wants to see their laptop fall from. Needless to say... it dead on impact) i would like to take a minute to thank Everyone for sending me a kind note. it is impossible for me to answer each one individually given the amount of time i have to do it. i can only reply to those that i feel are a potential match. The following are some of the factors i use to make that decision: First and most impotant - did they send a picture... it is important to me that i am visually attracted to a Person ... i will not begin any exchange of communication with a Person that i have not seen a picture of unless it is for friendship only. 98% of the emails that i get from interested Dominants that do not have an attached phot, unfortunately are read and then deleted.
Also - stating that i will be sent a photo upon my request is not a substitute for sending one as i feel i have already requested it in the text of my profile.
Another key factor - W/we all have our personal and professional lives... the last thing i want is for the wrong person to see my profile, HOWEVER... because i am serious in my quest... and i know that great things often require taking risks i have posted photos in my profile. If Your discretion prevents You from posting a photo in Your profile than You will need to attach one to Your initial contact email. Your need for privacy is not greater than mine.
Another is age - i generally prefer a Man between the ages of 36 ish - 47ish. Feel free to write if You consider Yourself an exception to the rule.
Last one... please, no third person emails... makes me bananas.
i am only trying arm all of You with information. just to save time... Yours and mine. Time is very valuable and shouldn't be squandered. Don't You agree. After all... "Knowledge IS power" |
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Well... i am but a couple of days away from the move back to California. i do not want to go. It's just that simple. Not because California is an awefull place. My home has been here, in Seattle, for a very long time. i was born and raised in N. California and Whiskeytown Lake is one of my most favorite places to visit... but i can't help it.... i hate going back. i wish my mom was still alive then it would be better.
From this point on, i am going to think of only the pos. and be thankful that i am blessed with three older siblings who want me near them. So much that the three of them raised the money to fund my move. Be thankful that i will have this opportunity to be close with them and enjoy them in our adulthood. Take advantage of being able to make a fresh start on my life and with the support and love of my family. Know in my heart that only good things can come of it. Promise myself to learn to ride a motorcycle ;-)~
Ok... that's all for now. i had to get that off my mind somewhere. When i start to say all that to a friend, i start to cry before the end of the first sentence. i don't want them to see me cry.
p~ |
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California Or Bust!
Can't say that i am thrilled about moving back to Northern California... but i will do what i think is best for me and well... i think it will be best for me. Gawd i will miss Seattle!!! After all... it has been my home for, nearly, the last 15 years.
Soooo.... i'll just have to see how it goes and do my best to have a good attitude about it all. Grrrrr...... just kidding.... kinda.
Woodland, CA is where i will reside by months end!
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Here is a "Big Idea" for You who do not like what is written here...
*Go to another profile!
Here is a better idea...
*Don't waste Your time sending me hate mail!
NO! Wait! This is the best idea yet...
*** GROW UP!***
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~Emails that fail to impress~
**One word emails...
"Hello", "Hi" etc.
**One lame question, emails...
"Why are you not owned?"
"When/why did you become interested in the lifestyle?"
"What is it you seek?"
"What are your limits"
**Emails from completely blank profiles...
**Pointless emails from people who have nothing nice to say...
**Emails from people who do not know that the word "dominate" is a verb and insist on refering to themselves as such...
** Emails that are some long, drawn out sexual "story"...
**Emails that are obviously a "copy and paste"...
**Emails that are obviously a "copy and paste" and sent to me repeatedly...
**Emails from those who are aiming WAY too high...
i am sorry if i sound like a complete bitch. i am just hoping to prevent emails that i can't weed out via the sites email filters.
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| Age: 35 |
| Norwich,
New York |
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