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Not looking for 24/7 or live in position. More something casual, mostly since have some medical ailments on my end. Will list most of them later on in this message for any who might wonder. Mainly into Foot Worship, especially sucking on toes one by one while massage with tongue at same time. Have TMJ problem so can't really open that wide. So don't know if would be able to get entire foot in.

Believe in keeping things Private and not into public displays. Suffer from some medical things which can limit my ability at times. Been to physical therapy for both hands multiple times. Have a nerve problem that can act up in neck ever so often. Lower back is known to go out at times. Also bouts of fatigue perhaps caused by Chronic Fatigue syndrome or Fibromyalgia. Heh sounds bad but don't worry none of it is catchy :)...

Try to exercise 3-5 hours a day and stay in shape. Into health and fitness and try to keep an organic diet. No Cigs or Cigar smokers Please, have allergies to that. Don't mind if somebody tokes though.

Lifestyle only Please, No Pros... Not a person a Pro would have interest in anyways.

Hard Limits include Stabbing, Piercing, Scat, Animals, Minors, Fire, Cutting, Electro, and those not born Female...

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8/26/2023 8:30:58 PM

Really wish this site would let know if people blocked before trying to send them messages. Its like nobody is even here but they will just block you anyways.  Clearly they will be alone as they are always finding a reason before even talking to somebody to block. Those types are why on-line or life is something people are unable to live properly. Back when started on 300 baud it was like nobody could hide their comments or from others.

Realize that failed in life so its just wasting time to be here or in this world.  Doms just want somebody to take care of them financially while they will list a bunch of lies otherwise.  Instead of finding what is needed or who would benefit as are unable to do things in life.  They want the Fairy Tale of the Rich dude or so without them having to work or spend their own money.  Others will have problems with Cocaine or Alcohol which creates issues as they can't even control their own self much less others. Many don't have the most money or are unable to keep a stable job. So there those who depend on the subs to keep the money flowing.

Read about how can change the font size in a message but they don't allow to set the sizes how want.  Wish lived a life where got married or had kids at like 20. Then they would already be out of College or owning their own homes.  Nobody ever liked me in the RL.  Nothing has really changed even in school would not belong or have people teasing me how talked or so. Though by HS everybody knew me to point nobody would really bother me after this gang jumped me.  So called friends didn't help me then so its telling of reality.  Interesting who helps or will try when don't even know them really heh.  Site used to be really good but now can't even punctuate.  Trash just blocks so its like why even bother.  Nearly impossible to trade information to see in RL.  Used to have High Scores in Space Invaders or other games which could play for hours.


8/15/2023 11:09:47 PM

Nothing has really been right.  Though realistic to know that can't provide.  Hence would only really fit into relationships that are LTR resulting in ownership or some kind.  Its like men who get married that stay home as the so called house husbands.  Not really a person who likes to travel.  Female Led Relationships are even in the Manga that will cover or gravitate towards.  Around 2K thought things might work out with Miss Kriss. Though she lapsed into cocaine problem again causint schisms or issues. Really it was wanting to pierce or hang from hooks or things that don't really work with somebody having Anemia.

Finding somebody whose interests are realistic is probably best.  Really the type of person who will gravitate towards whta the other person is into. Feet was something that noticed at an early age where would not be into Heels or Boots or Stockings in the least. Though as got older Shoes or Boots especially certain types could be interesting if somebody is into that.  So can't really enjoy anything unless the other person is.  Its like feed on that energy.  Not into anything related to food or feeces hehe.  Puking or Piercing among other things I probably listed in the profile.

Really don't think things will work out for me or most in life.  Those who have wealth really are who should be owning people instead of finding somebody to provide.  As its a clear difference in class or standing.  Glad they least brought back journlas.

Wish LittleReaper would give me another chance to speak to again.  Things were pretty complicated was having issues with medication reaction and phone ;).


12/17/2016 6:12:01 AM
Anyways there is a full blooded German Nazi on here using some handle like Mistress Should who would be wary of... She thinks she knows the actual history, is a hardcore Anti Trump leftist Fascist looking for welfare not submissives :).  My family in Italy was a victim of the socialists who were called Nazis... Two of them were POWs one of theme executed by a good leftists german just like that person mentioned...  So if have heritage that might conflict would avoid contacting or communicating wit them.  They had some mention in profile about hating those who voted for Trump as a typical fascist would.  People should be free to vote for who they want without if having an impact or influence.  That is what being a populist or on the right side is all about.  Those who specifically get into politics on a site that should be fore D/s, BDSM things of that nature shouldn't be on here.  She left some rambling insane message like a typical Nazi would do.  There some other person on here who keeps making profiles... Seen many comment about getting burned after buying them gift cards or other items... She went into some rambling insane rant when sent a simple message taking everything in an insane irate way... So would think twice before dealing with somebody like that... She has some nice pictures every so often assuming they are real... Uses some title like My Effervescense who barely seems literate with many ramblings posted ;).  Really found that somebody who would send me long insane jar jar binks level ramblings is probably not on the level or isn't doing well on here ;).  Going to cry about stuff then tell blocked a person shows a real issue when it comes to possible schizo illnesses :).  There many cool who have talked to on here or seem to want to rope into some scam.  Really don't see the point in replying to somebody just to ramble then block them ;).  They know they are wrong or don't have anything to offer ;).  Insulting how look is actually a turn on for me ;).  Hell if sending me a mean message is supposed to upset me it gets me hard ;).  Only have trouble dealing with people who are nice if anything ;).  People who will never meet or come into contact with are not worth caring about ;).  The first one mentioned actually had sent a nice message to months earlier that was ignored.  So its funny when put trash in the basket how it suddenly wants to rot and stink ;).  Females out number men so find somebody that click with don't waste time otherwise.

7/1/2015 12:25:54 AM
I forgot the last entry I made but found it pretty interesting to reread especially given Spirit Science rise.  August something is going to happen, might not survive, could be worse.  Just wanted to write something if never seen or heard from again...  Will say talked to somebody from here who helped my mind and body.  Might be too late but really appreciate it ;).  She would give me some hell for using but probably or have some saying ;).  Could just feel my mind healing talking, positive things rubbing off, can't put it into words properly.  Wish wasn't dealing w/ what was, that was able to see before everything.  One minute going, next looking up at everything wondering if will survive.  So much learned only to realize it could all be over.  Really know that if allowed to heal, to be stronger, physically, mentally, emotionally, rising as a Phoenix.  Otherwise will be a horrible life that wish ends every second of every day.  Hoping things let me survive so could help others or learn who to help.  Dogs had to get operations, maybe that was why lived.  Will my own obstacle be too much or is it all part of the plan that can't be broken. Things happen for a reason or is it my fault for not avoiding it even though destined?  If not for that event would it allow me to become the person inside or never advance there? Best advice is to check auto policy for SUM since Trump's words are right in ways.  When some illegal undocumented alien hits in a car w/ his allowed to drive license.  You wont have anything to compensate if don't have it yourself.  25K is nothing, get the max 250K w/ 500K even look at SSL (Supplemental Spouse) or whatever it is.  Uninsured or Underinsured motorists are a major issue.  Many get liability for 1M or more but then nothing to protect their own health. Either way just be careful who help or trust in this life or the next if exists :).

4/6/2011 9:25:41 PM

Interesting how things in life can change like weather :)... One minute is really nice, then suddenly its freezing cold :).  Saw on Dr. Oz a claim by author of "Men are from Mars, Women are From Venus" books...  That guys have a 7 day hormonal cycle sorta like Women have 28ish :)...  On 7th day if have not had sex, test will double trying to urge it to happen...  If it fails it will crash down starting up cycle again...  While if active in sex it (test) will double upon anticipation of getting it ;).  Aggressive thoughts/actions are in a part of brain more than connected to testosterone according to him.  Women into chastity could use this to tease on the 7th day hehe ;).  Supposedly for many sitting on couch to watch football can increase testosterone levels too :).  I do agree diet can play a major role in mood spikes...


3/26/2011 2:15:57 PM

Posted some new pics from 3/20/11ish...  Crazy weather, can't believe how cold it is...  Hail, then snow in same day, not the time to buy bonds ;)... Bondage seems a better idea even :).  Hopefully the "Ragnarok" comes after I win a Lotto Millions Jackpot ;)...  I have a better chance becoming the new "Aflac" voice though  :).  Hopefully things improve, otherwise gas will equal minimum wage.  I do some Expos as model for clothing if wonder why don't have face pics up...  On more websites than I know about so don't want to get recognized ;).


3/17/2011 5:46:46 PM

Crazy how people get for St. Patrick's Day, without any clue who that was :).  My body is in better shape this year than last... Though I had more fun around this time last year ;).  I'd not be surprised if world ends in 2012... Until then I'll do what I can to make my dogs lives enjoyable ;).  I've made a few mistakes that cost me $ the last month or two.  Economy is taking a nose dive, many moving out of state.  Hopefully things will improve, lost some cool people.


1/26/2011 8:44:27 PM

Please if anybody has advice let me in on it...  I seem to be on a negative streak, along with those I care about :(.  Not sure if I said or did something wrong to where I'm being punished by Karma... Perhaps it is to allow me to experience growth or to try harder...  I've had my Bday recently which I hoped would start a positive streak...  Any who read this I hope have things improve along with go well ;).


1/1/2011 2:45:51 AM

Happy 2011, mine will be greener hopefully :)...  Planning by this time next year, I'll be a pro at preparing Vegan Live Green Organic Meals :)...  Already added Organic Herbs to my spices such as Basil, Cilantro, and Parsley :).


12/8/2010 11:43:56 PM
  I've uploaded a new picture, my main focus is on new dog I got from pound :).  She has issues, I've got some advice on here :).  Thankful there some who talk to me :).  Sad moslty gay/bi men look at my profile/pics :).  Hopefully in a few months my shape improves for Females to view ;).

11/25/2010 5:10:16 PM

Happy Thanksgiving :)...  Hopefully it went better than mine ;)...  Thanks for advice about dogs ;)...  I'm open to any ideas how to acclimate with bones...  Going to be difficult with the new one, others got along mostly fine ;)...


11/4/2010 5:10:51 PM

  Wow this place has really changed since last login :)...  Recently in October, I got a new dog from pound...  She has really taken to me, along with my other dogs hopefully ;).  Those that can't understand what having 3 dogs can be like... Please don't contact me for any sort of relationship :)...  Always glad to talk to people about organic related diet, exercise, dogs, or anything really :)...  I try to do my abs/core 3-5 hours a day :)...  Maybe I'll toss up some newer body pics this month or next ;).


5/4/2010 5:15:07 PM
I've been dedicating myself to my core/abs heavier to make my back/body stronger.  As well as playing handball for my overall tone and cardio.  Eventually I'll post some updated pics to show the difference.  I'm single for any who wonder :).  Feel free to contact me about anything related to health/fitness or an interest in me ;).  I maintain a mostly Organic diet, always happy to help others achieve that :).

2/11/2010 9:29:05 PM
  This time of year people spend money on useless items to Please a person.  Why not channel money slavery into something positive.  There are many in this lifestyle D or s who have pets they truly care about.  Yet the reality is they are not in position to provide for them as well as they would like.  Why not actually form some charity group that helps people and their pets?  There could be events to raise money, which don't all have to be BDSM related ;).

    I'd like to make my financial situation where I could start my own group.  I've thought about calling it Pets in Peril (Poverty).  My main focus would be people who make less than 20K a year.  As well as animals that might be in a dangerous environment for a variety or reasons.  Often the people with the least money care about their pets the most.  I'd like to even provide housing, fenced yards, where the person is basically taking care of the pet.  I spend all my money on dogs basically, I still wear jackets from HS.  Last year was tough, I donated my car to a charity, the deduction was equal to half my income.

   There are people in better position to use my ideas to help others.  I'm not the best at organizing things, but I'm very good at ideas.  I'd take a beating in MMA if it meant some dogs getting money/shelter/vet care/operations or other things they need :).  There are many in the medical field in this lifestyle that can afford to help others easily.  That might include something as simple as Vet care :).

    Sad to see people spend so much money on items that kill/harm animals directly or indirectly.  You probably don't need half the stuff you want.  I wish I worded this well enough to convey things properly.

1/12/2010 8:32:14 AM
  I knew from the start, from when I saw her in her glasses, things were different.  Usually I look at what a female has on their feet, I had to ask her what she had on :).  I was just so into her, the person, not some fixation.

   In many ways I could see myself in her, though different as well.  I could really understand, relate to certain things, also know I could trust. Knowing how I am deep down where it matters, I trusted they were the same :).  I kept eye contact almost the entire way, reading things as she talked or reacted.  In person the tones in voice/reactions in eyes/body really help me understand.  I also can convey things with my eyes/tone/expressions, which helps, since my typing/leaving messages lacks things.

   There were times I was scared, which could be seen :).  I feel bad when I mess up, I don't do things to get punished.  I'd rather not be the cause of the punishment or have to stress them to punish :).  Things were just different, not like anybody else I ever talked to or met.  I knew I was at their mercy, in many ways, even with limits :).  Though I really enjoy just the normal things, playing with their dogs for example :).  That made me really feel good, seeing how happy they were, all of them :).  I've given away many of those toys, without ever getting to see dogs play with them.  She looked really happy, that filled me with a feeling I'm not sure I've had.

   Many other things really made me feel good.  Stuff most would never even think about.  Seeing her wrapping, just being around, the playfulness, so many little things.  Though how often the case is the emotions hit you hard.  She in many ways has traits I often wished others had.  Things from crystals/gems/movies/music/animals/legos, to stuff nobody would really understand.  I think I'd have been fine if talked, so could have asked things, said things :).  I do wish I did things better on my end, emotions, health issues made it harder.

   I'm a pretty pure person, which can make my emotions strong :).  When they hit, if you fight them, they just get stronger.  All you can do is accept it, if it makes you at somebody's mercy, hope they have it :).  Often my problems come from confusion, not knowing, learning certain things.  Everybody in life is different, they have their own set of rules/likes dislikes.  Things can impact faster than expect, remember how people are when you are most vulnerable.

    I have to say a few things made me contemplate if I was even human.  My thoughts did not stray into anything bad.  My glare was respectful, not even thinking of looking.  I didn't sniff any shoes, touch anything, nor can I really remember images well :).  I would have only done that stuff if told :).  When all you can see is the person, that makes the hold very strong.  If you fixate on looks or a body part, its easy for things to fade.  Everything was real, I can't even remember the last hug I had.  Yet at the time I was too weak to really hug well :).

   It is easy to get lazy, let yourself go, not care about your health, then throw yourself at people.  Yet when you really try to keep yourself in good shape.  Then you got somebody who really cares.  I try to rise like the Phoenix each time another health issue hits.  When you are ashes you can really tell who is there for real.  I'm protective, it is nice to know a person is safe with me.  I can only obtain joy/feelings from things done willingly.  I need the person to be into it, give permission, want me to do it etc.

   I've had trauma from early ages, where I don't think I can fully relax or have fun.  Even from like 2 years old, but I actually had fun, was relaxed, and happy :).  I hope there are many chapters to come, I'm honestly worried though.  I'm glad I had my best Xmas Eve, I'd not have gone out for anybody else.

1/12/2010 7:09:32 AM
 I'm not one to really display my personal life.  I've felt more like myself than I have in a very long time.  I'm not sure how much I can say, or if I can say anything, so I'll try to remain vague :).  Maybe reading this will help a person, I just hope I can find the words. 

   I've had a lot of suffering in my life, each day is a struggle, yet I try to make it seem to others it is not.  I've worked really hard to even be able to type in a way to give any idea of what I'm trying to say.  I hit a point in my life where it seemed to be happy just was not a realistic option.  I can only really feel that joy when it comes from another.  I never thought I could meet a person to care.  I felt even if I was rich or famous, even then it would be empty for me.  I don't like the direction the world is going in, censorship/fascism/animal abuse kills me, it was like I did not belong in it.  I never really felt quite right until I was lucky enough to meet someone.  For the first time in my life things were right, it was how they should be.  Things were natural, there was no forced or fighting for control.  I thought many things I can't convey, but basically even marriage should be that way.  Some would say its a role reversal where the woman takes the man spot or stupid things like that.  Things were finally normal, I could be me, as well as seen as who I am.  I've had many view me negative, string me along, get me to love them, only to crush me.  Felt good to be trusted, even more than I trust myself :).  Even when words were said for things I did not do well enough.  It was like good things or the best was expected from me, not that I was hopeless.  I do wish I did things better, even though I was in rough shape.

11/30/2009 7:34:05 AM
  I should make it clear I'm not against a Long Term Relationship :)...  I am just not trying to trick, trap, or force anybody into one.  These things happen or they don't, you can't try to look for it :).  I'm not trying to burden anybody with my issues or medical ailments :).  Be careful what you wish for cuz you just might get it :).  I've never been in a relationship with more than one person at the same time...

7/6/2009 5:19:53 PM
  I posted some new pics, I should be around 139 pounds or so in them.  Usually I walk around at about 10-15% body fat about 3-5 pounds below 150.  I'd rather list a higher weight on my profile than what seems like an unrealistic number.  I eat an almost entirely organic diet, I don't lift weights, but I do my abs/core at least twice a day.  Please don't be a cigarette/cigar smoker :).  At the very least avoid bleached white flour/bread ;)...

3/12/2009 4:23:30 AM
I've been dealing with a neck problem, hopefully as the weather warms up it will improve :)...  It seems to act up more in the winter/colder weather, at least that helps cut down on the bugs though :)...  I don't have anything green for St. Patrick's Day, heh well at least not to wear :)...  This new schedule for setting the clocks really has things off...  Watch out for the Ides of March :)...

2/13/2009 9:08:02 AM
  I hope the New Year has Gone Well for those who read this :)...  I hurt my knee, also I've been dealing with what likely was the flu unless I had some tainted peanut butter :).  Sorry I'm a bit behind on my messages, at least the weather is warmer besides an increase in wind.  Fitting Friday the 13th comes before V-Day :)...

11/30/2008 11:23:07 PM
  Finally got a new power supply in the computer, hopefully that was the only problem :)...  Knock on wood my hand is doing better, though it seems my CD player is on the last leg of its run :)...  I hope Thanksgiving went well for all who read this, sad Black Friday got out of hand though...  I'm glad December is here, November is one month I'm glad when its over :)...  Take Care...

11/8/2008 2:11:39 AM
   I've been having computer problems for a while, finally over two weeks ago it died... I'm hoping it just needs a new power supply or something minor.  I hope that explains where I've been to any who might wonder... My hand is still giving me problems, I'm sorry if I'm slow to reply to anybody...  I have a few doctor appointments I have to sort out the next few weeks because of it :)... I hope anybody that reads this has been having better luck than myself lately ;)...

7/5/2008 12:52:06 AM
  I hope everybody had a Happy 4th of July, at least better than mine was :).  I've been dealing with some dental issues, that stuff hits us all at some point I guess.  I also found out I have a certain prostate issue, I'll explain to any who want detail.  It seems to be pretty common, Pygeum, Bromelain, Quercetin, and Saw Palmetto help.  I would use BlueBonnet brand, though Solaray makes a good Veggie Pygeum & Saw Palmetto product.  I don't work for either company, just providing information of things which help with many prostate issues.

4/20/2008 8:36:26 PM
  I'm sorry if my replies have been slow to any that have sent mail...  I've had to deal with a few issues, not all related to me.  Basically I'm dealing with inflammation, things of that nature, not anything a threat to anybody else :).  Send me a message if more detail is wanted.  I hope anybody that reads this is having a luckier April than I have ;)...

3/7/2008 3:33:59 PM
  My operation was not related to the herniated disc in my back.  I've been working out since January, though I no longer lift weights.  Basically I do abs/core training, which I  use medicine balls for certain aspects.  Otherwise I don't do anything involving lifting weights since 2006.  I also do inclined treadmill work, usually at least 3-4 times a week.  Hopefully by April I'll be back to where I was before surgery.  (On a side note If anybody wants to talk about vitamins, health, fitness, or anything like that, feel free.)

11/28/2007 3:48:52 AM
  I had an operation in September, I'm just now starting to get my legs back from...  I'm down to about 150-155 weight wise...  For most of my life I have been between 155-165 pounds, sorry for any who like a male with more meat on his bones :).  For any who wonder I'm about 15% body fat, though I have not yet started to work out again.  I hit as low as 12/13% after my operation from being on a liquid diet and not able to eat :).  If things go well I'd like to stay around 155-160 and about 12-15% body fat. I hope anybody that reads this had a Happier Thanksgiving than I did :).  It was the first time I had any meat since around September 10th hehe :).  Take Care...

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MelindaObeys
 
 Age: 25
 Sutherlin, Oregon