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Happy and content with my life at this point :) Excited for the future! |
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Sooooooo
I've been MIA for a bit.
Was talking someone...thought it was going somewhere. Wanted to devote my time and attention to that person.
Well that situation hit a veryyyyyy unexpected dead end.
So my search continues.
I'm feeling a bit...raw and exhausted from yet another let down. But will be trying to read and reply to messages over the next few days.
Forever the hopeless romantic. Knowing my missing puzzle piece is out there.
All the wrong ones will make the right one all the more sweeter!
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To the user who emailed me a very mean message telling me how horrible of a person I am and then blocked me.
I am sorry.
I'm sorry unlike most of the users of this site I am not fake. I am real and am not perfect. I will not paint an image other than who I truly am on my page.
What you see is what you get.
I'm not a bullshitter.
Am I perfect? Hell no! But I'm guessing neither are you. I just have big enough balls to be the real authentic me on this site unlike others.
I'm not everyone's cup of tea. And I'm completely fine with that. I have a past and have made mistakes. But I'm sorry for being human.
I'm sorry you feel the need to judge someone so harshly without knowing them.
I truly am sorry that you feel so strongly negatively about me..for just being me. You could have went about your day instead you felt the desire strong enough to be so cruel.
I'm sorry ..what a miserable person you must be!
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I am now living in Corpus Christi. Excited to see what my future holds. |
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It's been awhile since I posted anything. And for now I simply want to say there have been major changes in my life over the last month or so. And even bigger in the next few weeks. Looking forward to a new start! More updates to follow! |
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So I have had another bad experience with this site.
A little boy who pretended to be something he wasn't. Then tried to play mind games lol. I'm a sub, but I'm not an idiot. He honestly believed based on.the little info I gave him that.he knew every detail about my life and brought my children up. Such a petty pathetic little boy.
I'm stonger than alot of women out there. Someone like him is nothing but an ant to me. But I can't imagine the other women he has hurt. Its guys like that that cause real subs to stop searching to give up and lose hope.
I on the other hand know there are real ginuwine people out there. And being the hopeless romantic i believe there is a happy ending in my future. |
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The mind is such a strange and complex thing. How easily it can be affected. Or influenced. Things you dislike can easily become things you enjoy. Such a strange thing.
Just musings on a thoughtful night.
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Please understand this
If
You send me a message containing
A picture of your cock
I will not respond to you.
Like seriously. Just don't
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So tonight I was watching "up close and personal" with my best friend.
Yes I'm a sucker for love stories. Lol.
Anyways
It got me thinking.
What happened to men???
Robert Redford is hott as hell and it has nothing to do with looks. The way he carried himself. The way he looked at her. It was all in his eyes.
Men in todays world have no class, no dignity and no respect. They will not hesitate to send you an unwanted picture of thier cock but yet can't spend five minutes to get to know you.
Its why I have never liked young guys. Their auras are so different. So unimpressive.
Just some random scattered thoughts before bed.
Night :)
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This search...is so exhausting.
It leaves one feeling broken.
Like a part of you is missing.
Like the missing gear to make the rest work.
Some give false hope.
Some make amazing connections only to be kept
Away by distance.
I'm not sure which is harder.
To know exactly what you want and searching for that.
Or to be unsure and searching for something you don't even understand.
The fear of never being good enough for the missing gear.
But wanting so badly to try.
This life is an emotional roller coaster.
It's like Alice falling only there's no wonder land to land in.
You just keep falling and falling in the dark. Alone.
When will it end.
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When being a sub/slave/little What ever you are. And you are unowned and the entire world is weighting you down. You're trying so hard to be the adult and manage it all. When all you want is to curl up at someone's feet and let it go. Let them take it all. Forget the rest of the world. Not having that. Is the lonliest existence. |
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Sometimes I think people look at this site as an alternate reality. You forget that outside of here, we are all humans. Humans with real lives and real troubles and real feelings. If you can't take the time to get to know someone on a basic human level how can you ever expect to truly know them ??? Not every single conversation you have with someone has to revolve around sex. It has to go deeper than that. Otherwise what's the point? |
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It's all in the eyes.
I don't care if you manage to say all the right things.
One look in your eyes is all it takes. There's something there. Something intense and fierce. And in that instant I will know. Anyone can spout pretty words and say what they think you want to hear. But you cant fake that look. |
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