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* news
09.15.2018 This slave is now owned and collared by danceingjohn. Please regard this slave as she is taken.
09.10.2018 ignore any last journal entry, as journals on CS are fubar!
I am no longer owned. The jerk who claimed me was an abusive fake. I escaped via DV hotline to a shelter. I have since moved into my own apartment.
* profile
I am slave 216-591-948 (currently using my real name Ashleigh), a single slave seeking to be utterly, inalterably owned. Please read my entire profile before messaging me. Thank you.
I am a divorced trans woman (more accurately a pre-op transsexual woman) who is naturally submissive and seeking to be a totally owned, rightless TPE slave to the right owner. I recognize the need for total unquestioned obedience and severe punishment for failure to obey, and I understand the need for regular discipline which may include lengthy periods of suffering to learn to better serve and obey. I am especially interested in strict training and demanding dominants. Gentle doms, daddy doms, and sensual doms are also appreciated.
I am a size 16-18Tall, but I am dieting and working out to make myself better. My height I can do nothing about, unfortunately. I hope to get down to a 12-14Tall, but I have no delusions that it is inevitable.
If you want to know, my measurements are 47-36-42 and I like tall partners -- over 6ft if you please.
I agree that once trust is mutually established you will be in charge and your word will be my law. You agree to have a place for me and expect me to relocate to you in a reasonable amount of time. Relocation help is appreciated. Believe me, you will not regret the investment.
I have skills that you may use including, cooking, laundry, cleaning, organizing, building, computer programming, electronics repair, proof-reading, massage, and others (ask if curious). I knit, crochet, cross-point, macrame, latch-hook rugs, sew, and love to dance (ballroom, swing, cha-cha, tango, etc.) I enjoy downhill skiing, hiking, and bike riding.
I seek only a long-term live-in relationship that may start online but not remain so. Please, if you do not work or have an income that might support two, do not bother yourself writing to me. I am not going to financially support you!
Please establish a relationship with me before you start giving me orders and ultimatums. Otherwise, you will be blocked!
If you wish to make an impression on this sapioromantic demisexual slave, please use plain common English. As nonwords like u, ur, r, etc. will likely make one delete your message unread. Vocabulary, spelling. and grammar are uber-sexy. Can you impress? No offense intended.
My kinks include almost everything under the sun. If you think you have a rare or sick kink that I might reject, just ask please. You might be surprised.
I love bondage, impact play, sensation play, CBT, TT, humiliation, mind-fucks, and many others and identify as a light masochist and total submissive. I do not switch... EVER!
Thank you for taking the time for read my entire profile.
slave ashleigh (CSterri60)
(Again for those who missed it I am a transsexual woman, not a tranny, nor a cross-dresser, nor a transvestite, nor a man-in-a-dress, so do not bother emailing me stupid comments, or if you feel you must be the height of rude and crude by asking anything about my genitals. you will be blocked and mail deleted unread. )
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My new Master came to get me, helped me load everything i owned into his car, then drove me home to his house. It's too soon to say for certain. Well. Things are really good so far. |
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Happy New Year
- May the year 2018 become one of the happiest and most prosperous ever for you and yours.
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As it's Nov 10th 2017 and Veteran's Day and since I'm a veteran myself, I'm extending a warm thank you to all of my comrades in arms current and former for your service to our country and helping to keep us all free.
ashleigh
Hon. discharge USAF 1975 |
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Please, do not ask me to get KiK. I do not use my cell-phone for chatting as it's usual turned off to save battery life.
If you can't bother to use Yahoo messenger, skype, google hangouts, then either email me here or move along.
Also, the CS chat app is a piece of crap that crashes too often. I decline chat requests therefore. Nothing personal. |
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Going to be at the Boston Fetish Fair flea this weekend. I'll be helping out in the straight-jacket lounge. Come by and say hello. I don't bite.
Also, ask abut the afterparty. |
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The trip out there was uneventful. The stay was nice. As it turns out, I wasn't really needed for what he told me, but it was still nice to spend time at his feet.
Who knows what the future holds for us?
Apparently nothing. He stopped emailing or calling. I don't know WTH I did to be cast aside like some old piece of filth, but it must have been grievous.
I wish you well, Sir Scorpion. |
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Driving out to meet a Dominant for the second time.. planning a 3-day, 2-night stay. There is so much to this guy and so much to learn. Here's hoping he is the one. |
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Well, I just don't get people on here.
I had someone chatting with me right along and then boom, they blocked me!
Why? nomad19452
did not seem to have any issues with anything I said. I am always polite and respectful. So what gives?
I give up. *sigh* |
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Why are all the supposedly rich and working Doms on this site so fuggen cheap that they aren't even willing to pay for a girl's travel to become theirs?
Like, "I paid once, and they never came." Well of course you didn't do your homework first. There are so many fakes and scammers, you have to know what you are looking at and who you are talking to. No cam, location information, identification, etc. is a bad sign.
Seriously, how many girls have the cash to pack up everything and move across the country or outside it?
This, I'll reimburse you for your travel expenses bullshite, is too little to late. If you own her, she doesn't need the damn money!
Pardon the rant if this has nothing to do with you.
Hugs and kisses
slave asleigh |
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Looking back over my mail log, it seems 80+% who message me a few times, read my replies, and just stop writing back. Dead silence.
It's bad enough that this site does not nicely group all messages from each account, but having to go back 9 pages to find out who I replied to that never answered back is a major annoyance.
Please, if you are no longer interested in a dialog, would you kindly reply one last time with "Sorry, not interested any longer."? This is a simple courtesy everyone should be able to do. Why be a coward? |
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Just gave myself my first shot of Estradiol Valerate in the thigh... dammit this stuff is thicker than oil. Took 5 min to inject.. ughhh
Lucky I only have to needle torture myself once a week. |
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Just had my 49th birthday yesterday and got taken out to dinner by my best friend and mentor. Went to Chili's and it was fun. Got a few pics and I post a couple here. |
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Why is it that so many cis people seem to know so much more about being transgender than we who actually are do?
I get so many questions about what my body is going through on HRT from people who seem to have some preconceived notions. As if all transwoman were the same, no less.
I spell out everything important in my profile. Don't ask if I'm going to get labioplasty and vaginoplasty. That's for me to determine when I determine it. If you can't deal with a useless penis and scrotum, then don't contact me. Thank you.
My pronouns are she/her. Use them. Also, please call me Ashleigh or Ashley, if you want to use my real name.
That said, I'm pretty sure no Dom actually reads these journals anyways. |
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I tend to have to explain my sexual orientation (panromantic demisexual) a lot.
I am able to form romantic relationships regardless of sex or gender. I can fall in love with anyone if they are my type. (panromantic)
I am not turned on by either sex or any sex at all. What turns me on is the love that I feel and experience in a relationship with an individual. I am not turned on by thoughts of penis, nor by thoughts of vagina. I am not turned on by photos of them, not the real thing. I am turned on by love, cuddles, hugs, kisses, holding and being held, caresses etc. Those things will not happen with some stranger. (demisexual).
Just to let you know. |
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Dafuq's with men always having "Submissive Trans" on their looking for list, when they have no desire whatsoever to actually be with one? I'm not sure most of the guys have the IQ to understand what a transgender is!
Please! Please! I beg of you, turn off that option if you are not serious! The search for compatibility on this site is hard enough without all the false hits. |
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Everyone is journalling their rants about fakes and posers on here. None of the slaves and subs are real. Well, of course you all want "real". Not real life, or real desire, or real intentions, no.
Admit it; you want real young, real sexy, real pretty, really big boobs, real pussy, real naked pics, real hot videos.
When you find someone on here who is real as in genuinely wanting and willing to be your slave, slut, servant, sub, and object, the first thing you look at is her body, figure, boobs, nude pics. You have so little luck because you are seeking a fantasy, and so are the 86,342 others just like you. You all vie for the big score.. the sex lottery of CS. Good luck with your chances.
Shallowness is the norm.
Le sigh.
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It sucks being almost 6 foot tall and a size 16 when everyone seems to be seeking someone considerably shorter and thinner. I am not worried about my age as I never felt stronger or healthier, but so many think the nice tight supple young skin is so important. And to arbitrarily designate 35 as a cutoff age. Really?
It sucks that DNA has the effect of becoming damaged and causing aging effects. (see http://www.senescence.info/causes_of_aging.html) These tend to vary from person to person, and yes; I feel and see the effects to a small degree. I know this body will not last forever. :)
But, you know, you could at least find out what someone's health status is. Some 30 year olds take 10 medicines a day and more and have every known ailment.
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Well, I've been here a few weeks and got quite a few profile views. I guess I'm a little underwhelmed with the messages I get.
The types seem to be massively collected into 3 groups:
- People who want to just see pics
- People who want to immediately own me online (without even knowing me).
- People from hundreds of miles away who want money or cam action.
I guess those are the only kinds of people on CS. I just wish it was possible to find someone within driving distance to get to know in person. Am I too old? Am I ugly? Do I demand too much from people? Do I have unrealistic expectations that people want the same things I do (or complimentary thing)?
I will continue to look and wait patiently. Some day my Dominant will come. I am sure that slipper will fit, just at least try it on me, please.
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From: <unidentified users>
Dated: 11/27/15 11:45 AM
terri...
problems...we don't do 'friends' here, doesn't work...
don't provide photos either to submissives we haven't met...
don't like being asked for them either..
sorry, then, its back to being over, it wouldn't work...
my apologies for the cold/hot/cold thing, my fault...be well |
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| Age: 27 |
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Illinois |
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