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Okay seems it's time for a rewrite of the profile. If you read my journal entry it will tell you of the start of my perfect life....of you can offer that....i would be yours.I am an honest and sincere person seeking this for real I am not on here to play and I'm not interested in cyber of any form. I am loyal devoted hard-working and will give my all to the right person. I am seeking a 24/7 tpe relationship right will be a feminized slave to whoever it is that owns me. I am not crazy a drug addict or anything else I am just looking for one who wants to completely own someone like me.
9/22/2017 6:35:08 AM
So I just wanted to share a little story / fantasy of mine that will hopefully give you some insight into how my mind works and what type of things I enjoy. So the day has come where i am sitting waiting at the bus station for you to pick me up. You have instructed me in the weeks leading up to this not shave my face or body and that i am to be in normal male clothes. I am not sure why you have told me that but i do as told.i get in your car and we begin to drive. You tell me we are heading straight to your house. We pull into the garage and you tell me to follow you in. As i follow you in you tell me that this is the begining of the rest of my life. We enyet a room where you tell me to strip down naked...i do and you look me over..you then take out your phone and tell me to stand there while you get some pics. You tell me you want some before pics...you then open a drawer and pull out restraints....you lock them on my ankles and wrists....you then walk me to the middle of the roon where you attach ropes to all my restraints and pull them tight so that i am hung helpless in the middle of the room. You tell me that you are now going to shave me. You pull a electric razor from the drawer and starting at my wrists begin to shave me from the neck down...once you have shaved me completley with the electric razor you move to my face and shave it clean. You then release the tension on the ropes and release me. You instruct me to bemd over the bed and stay still. I do and you quickly work the end of a enema tube in my tight ass. You tell me that i need to be a clean gurl for you and begin to release the soapy water into me...once i am full you tell me i need to go to the bathroom and hold it as long as i can...then release it. Once that is done you tell me i need to get in the shower where i will find hair removal cream amd razors and that i am to finish shaving making sure i am completly smooth. I do as told and 30 min later emerge from the bathroom smooth as silk. You tell me to stand for inspection as you check me over....you tell me good job and quickly lock a chastity around my tiny clitty. You tell me i wont need it anymore and you dont want it getting too excited today .you then tell me to put my male clothes back on and be ready to go. We get in the car and begin to drive..The first stop on the trip is the nail salon as you pull into the front of the store. You tell me that I am to go in and have my toes painted in the brightest Darkest red that they have. You tell me you don't care what excuse I tell them why I'm having it done that I just need to go in and have it done. So I go in and have it done very embarrassed and humiliated and come out and inform you that I have done as you instructed. You tell me good girl. The next place we stopped at is the lingerie boutique. You tell me that I am to go in and get a pair of black silk thigh-high stockings a garter belt bra and panties. Once again you tell me you do not care what I tell the people in the store while I am buying the stuff but that I need to get it and the hard part for me is going to be that I need to be wearing it when I come out underneath my clothes as you laugh. I realize at this point when I go in there there will be no denying that the stuff is for me because I'm going to have to a try it on and then ask if it's okay if I wear it out of the store and pay for it. I go in and do as you instructed and come out wearing everything you told me to buy underneath my male clothes. You tell me to unbutton my pants and pull my pants down around my ankles while we ride to the next place so that you may admire what it is that I just bought. The next stop is the mall. You tell me that I must go in go to a shoe store and get a sexy pair of heels that will match the lingerie that I just bought. Once again you tell me I do not need to tell them why I am there or make up some sort of an excuse but it will be hard to hide the fact that I have painted nails and stockings on while I am trying on the shoes because you instruct me that I must try them on that you may be watching. You then instruct me that after I buy the shoes that I am to go to the department store and buy a nice tight little black dress that will look good with the shoes that I had just bought. You instruct me that once this is done I may return to the car. I go in and acquire everything that you have asked me to do and get into the car. As we're sitting in the parking lot you tell me to strip off all my male clothes so that you may see me in my lingerie. I do as I am told you take my clothes and throw them in the backseat. You then tell me you can't have me driving around with you like this so that I should put on the black dress that I just bought so I'm not riding around in my lingerie. Of course I do as you instruct. You then tell me that you would like to see the shoes that I just bought so I open the box and show them to you. You instruct me you to take off my male shoes and slip on the heels and put my male shoes in The Shoe Box. As we're driving down the road you're telling me what a pretty girl I am going to make for you. We then pull back into the nail salon I look at you and say why are we here. You begin laughing and telling me I don't know what ridiculous lie you told them earlier while you were getting your toes painted, but now you will go in there dressed how you are and tell them that your toes look so pretty you know need your fingernails done you will ask them to put on false fingernails nice and long and paint your fingernails to match your toes. I am very nervous and not being sure that I want to do it you explain to me that if I do not do as you instruct you will kick me out of the car dressed as I am and I will have to figure out where I am going from there. So I go in as do as I am told and come out with nice long fresh painted fingernails. The next stop is a salon...you tell me that i need to go in and have my eyebrows waxed so that they look nice and femminine. I go in and do as i am told.We start driving again you're telling me one more stop and then we are done for the day I can only imagine what this stop is. As we pull into the Macy's parking lot you telling me that I must go into the makeup counter and ask the girl there to give me a complete makeover on my face so that it matches my clothes and specifically need to ask that they match my lipstick to the fingernails I of course do as you instruct very embarrassed I go in and do it I come back out looking like a beautiful slutty girl for you. I do and you tell me that I've done very well today and that you are pleased. You tell me that everyrting we have done is to feminize and demasculate me....that today was the last day any maleness will EVER present in me and that i am now on a permenat path to complete and total feminization.When we arrive at your house you pull into the garage and close the door you tell me to get out of the car and follow you into the house I do as I am told I follow you to the bedroom where you instruct me to take off the dress and to get onto my knees. Once I am on my knees you take your blindfold from the drawer and strap it around my head so that I cannot see anything you then instruct me to hold out my arms and you lock wrist restraints around my wrists you lock a collar around my neck. You grab me by the Ring of the collar and lead me to stand up at which point you lock to ankle restraints around each ankle. You then lead me to a different part of the bedroom where you hook ropes to the wrist restraints and raise my hands high above my head and hold them in place. You then take a spreader bar lock it between my ankles so my legs are spread nice and wide and locked in place. You then take a ball gag put it in my mouth and firmly lock it in place. . You grab my clitty locked in the chastity and laugh and tell me that you are the only one with a cock in the relationship and that i may never be let out. Now that I am strung up helpless and feminized you tell me this is how I will dress and be for the rest of my life that I was never really a man and I am now your slave forever. You tell me welcome to the first day of the rest of your life. You then unhook my hands from above my head and secure them behind my back hooked together. You push me to my knees and remove the ball gag from my mouth unzipper your pants and tell me that this is my now life. You f*** my face long and hard till you explode in my mouth holding my head tight on to your cock as I swallow every drop of what you have. You then grab me by the ring on the collar and have me stand you lead me down a hall to a bedroom you turn on the light and tell me this is my room. You tell me that it's going to be a long day tomorrow and that I should get to sleep I'm. You tell me that I am going to bed With exactly what I am wearing but I may take my shoes off and you then remove my ankle and wrist restraints. you tell me that it's going to be a long day tomorrow and that I should get to sleep. You tell me goodnight turn off the light and close the door behind you. As I lay there I think to myself this is been exactly what I wanted and needed my entire life I quickly fall asleep and feel like I have never slept so sound. DAY 2 I wake up to the sound of an alarm clock buzzing in my ear early in the morning. I turn it off and get up and turn on the light. Once I turn the light on I see a note on the dresser and a maids uniform hanging from the dresser. The note tells me that you need to be up at 6 a.m. and that prior to that I must be showered cleaned have fresh makeup on and be in my maid uniform. You tell me that in the dresser drawer I will find garter belts and stockings panties and bras all that fit me I am to put on a fresh pair of stockings the new garter belt fresh panties and a bra and this is what I will wear under my Maids uniform. at the base of the dresser there is a pair of 5 inch high heel shoes that I am also instructed to wear. you also tell me that in the bathroom I will find all the makeup that I will need The note tells me that once I am showered freshly made up and in my uniform and ready to go that I am to go to the kitchen make a pot of coffee and when the coffee is ready to make a cup for you exactly how you like it and bring it to you in the room. You tell me that if you are sleeping I am to come in quietly set the coffee down on the end table next to your bed pull the sheets down and put your cock in my mouth and that I will wake you up by orally servicing you to completion.so here we are at the point in the morning where your cock is in my mouth. You gush into my mouth and tell me.i must thank you from now.on when you allow me your cum.once i have swallowed it all down i pronmpley thank you for allowing me the pleasure of swallowing and tasting your cum. You tell me to get on my hands and knees....i do of course....you pull my panties down. Ypu then reach into your drwsser drawer where you pull a butt plug and some lube out. You tell me that we will start with this one and that wearing a plugg all day is also part of my uniform. You lube it up and slowly start to work it into me....i maon as i am very tight and you continue to push it in.....then all the sudden it feels so nice as it fully enters me....you then lock it in place and tell me it is a locking plugg so i can not remove it. You then pull my panties up and tell me to go to the kitchen and make you breakfast. As i am standing in the kitchen making your breakfast you come up behind me and kneel down and lock shoe locks around my ankles and shoes.you tell me i need to get use to being in high heels and you dont want me taking them off during the day.you then stand and lock a lock on the collar of the maids dress and tell me you dont need me taking my dress off either. You then go sit at the table where I bring your breakfast to you. You tell me to kneel beside you and I do as told of course. You take a list from your pocket and tell me that this is a list of what I am to complete each and every day for you. The list is long and detailed that involves cleaning your house spotless from top to bottom fixing different things around your house and all around making the house a better place. You tell me that the list is realistic and it is something that I can get done while you were at work you tell me that if I do not complete what is supposed to be done while you are working that there will be a punishment for it. You tell me that there is no turning back right now and that I will be in some form of bondage for the rest of my life with you whether it be just a collar locked around my neck or restraints on my ankles and wrists you tell me that I cannot Escape that there will be times where I may Escape such as today but if I do it will be locked in a sissy maid uniform with high heels on a locked plug in my ass the Chastity and the collar still locked around my neck. Something in my stomach drops it is not that I did not want this but it is now so real and the fact that I cannot escape and if I do everyone will know exactly what I am it is very exciting and erotic to me but it also will keep me compliant with what I know I need and what I want. You tell me what time you will be home for dinner and you tell me exactly what it is you want for dinner and how you want it cooked and that I should have that done along with all my chores by that time. You Smack me on the ass and tell me that you will see me later on this evening and that I best get to work and not slack off.i bust my butt all day and have the house spotless and dinner ready when you walk through the door. You look around and tell me that i did a good job and that dinner smells good. I say thank you.....but you interrupt me and say that a good gurl would have been on her knees waiting by the door..you tell me that you may punish me later for that and that you expect me from now on to be in the kneeling position at the door every time you come home.i apoligize and tell you i wont let it happen again.you tell me to sit and have dinner with you...during our meal you ask me how i felt today .....my first day as your feminized salve. I tell you it was difficult but its what i want.... you ask me how it felt to have the plugg in all day? Bashfully i tell you it felt good...you laugh and tell me that because i am a sissy and it should feel natural to have something up there.....you tell me that after dinner that your cock is going to be in there to fully claim my ass as yours....we finish and you tell me to clean up the dishes while you go shower. I clean up and just as i am finished i hear a bell ringing.....i continue to wipe down the counter and hear it again...i come to investigate and see you standing naked in your bedroom homding a bell....you look not happy and tell me that the bell is for me and when i hear it i am to drop whatever i am doing and immeditally come to see you.....i out my head down and apoligize and say i wont let it happen again....you say no...you wont. Laid out on the bed are the wrist and ankle restraints as well as a ball gag and blindfold. You walk around behind me and unlock the dress and unzip it and drop it around my ankles....you move the dress and then push me down to my knees and walk around behind me and secure the blindfold tightly around my head....you then push the ball gag in and quickly secure it in place.you then tell me to hold out my hands out and one at a time you buckle the wrist restraints in place. Once the are locked on you pull me up by the ring on my collar and tell mw to stand still....as i do you buckle and lock the ankle restraints in place. You grab the ring on my collar and lead me down the hall and down a flight of stairs...we then walk a few more steps and you turn me around and push my ass against what feels like a table.... you tell me to sit and assit me in sitting on the table.you then tell me to lay down stretched out with my arms above my head. I do as told and you attach my wrists to something and then my ankles and before i know whats going on i am being stretched spread eagle very tight so that i can not move. There are a million things going through my head right now and i am so scared and also excited. I feel you doing something with the chastity device and all the sudden it is off and immeditally i get hard....you laugh and say that wont be happening too much longer. You tell me that tonight i am going to begin taking hormones and that one day very soon you will be having me castrated so that i will be more femm. I am in disbelief....this is something i have always thought about but now it is really happening....im not sure now.... you tell me that you know i am having second thoughts but it does not matter because i said i wanted this and after all you know own me so i really dont have a choice in it. ....you then reach behind my head and unbuckle the ball gag and remove it.....as soon as it is out i start telling you that i feel like it is too much and i dont know if this is really what i want....you laugh and shove your cock in my mouth....you tell me to shut up and suck your cock...while i am sucking your cock you begin to stroke my clitty to the edge of climax...you say...look at you....how can you say this is not what you really want you pathetic sissy...you tell me i am taking my first steps in becoming .your sissy...and right at that point you pull your cock out of my mouth and ask me if i am still having second thoughts.... i quickly say no as i am so.excited andnat the edge of climax....you laugh again and say ..you thought i was going to let you cum didnt you..... You put the gag back in my mouth.my clitty dripping and ready to explode...you start to smack my balls and clitty with a flogger until it is limp and useless. Then you lock the chastity on me.you tell me that i will never cum like a man again...ever.You then release the tension and clip my ankles together and have me sit up and you clip my hands behind my back. You help me off the table and help me shuffle my way to what i fond out is a bondage horse.... you position me over the horse and secure my ankles...wrists and my collar to it.... you then unlock the plugg and slowley remove it from me.....before i know it your cock is working its way in and out of me....you tell me that i have swollowed your cum and now you will fill my ass with your hot load. As you cum in my ass i can feel your cock throbbing as you squeeze me tight. You pull your cock out nice and slow and promptley insert the plugg in and lock it...you tell me that i will keep your load in me all night as a reminder of what i am.you un hook me from the horse and start to walk me back up the stairs...as we are walking you tell me that this is my life now and i had better get use to it. We get to my room and you push me down on the bed....you grab my collar and lock what feels like a chain to it...you then unlock and remove the wrist and ankle restraints. You then remove the ball gag and blindfold.... i look around and realize that there is a long chain that goes from near the bedroom door to my collar....you see me look and tell me...the chain is long enough to reach anywhere in my room ...the bathroom...kitchen and your room...but not long enough to reach a door.you tell me that in light of my second thoughts....you will be keeping me under tight lock and key for a while....and as you laugh you say maybe forever.on the end stand is a glass of water and some pills...you tell me that these are your hormone pills and that i must take them every night You tell me that in the morning you will come in and wake me up. Once again i fall asleep quickly and sleep so good.
slave11090
 
 Age: 29
 Australia