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editing profile.. old one in journal

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11/6/2014 10:11:16 AM
misc atempt at writing unchecked honest profile blurb

editing profile.. old one in journal

one day i realized inwas wasting time and money

being single

corporations, vanilla people, family

werevtaking away valuable time

i could use unlocking mynprimal self

mastering my spirit

and gaining  discipline, dominance, strength

from lifevitself

15 years of project managing multi million dollarvprojects

for companies like citibank, lockheed, new york city, and more

and i had grown soft. a yuppy who had all the training of a "black god" but none of the hunger. i had spent all that time shaping and training slaves, dommes, switches, trans.

hunger to save lives, improve the environment, move technology forward in multiple fields and eventually aim at the protein folding problem and biomechanical nanotechnology.

in the subculture i was born into, to be black meant to explore transhumanity, nietzsche and cognitive science. i discovered bdsm at a young age. my neighboorhood was abysmal. i was celibatevtilmage 19, but death was everywhere growingbup, and so was sex. at agevten instarted gettingbintomfights for being a virgin.

funny because at that age i had read tantra, the hite report, jalal al din rumi, marquis de sade, carl jung, freud, herman hesse, aleister crowley and as much as modern science knew about the female orgasm, not to mention terrance mckenna.. having already made connections between the female orgasm and the psychedelic state.

i ended up hunting dominants, goreans, nazis, revolutionaries, scienyists, and mages my whole childhood. witches, dommes and lesbians too. gangsrers, chessmasters and geniuses. i hunted them too.

of course, my parents split when i was young. one parent philosophically followed louis farrakhan and the nation of islam. the other parent followed warith dean muhammad on the malcolm x path to true religious islam.

growing up down the street from rick james, in new york, i saw lots of deep true spiritual ownership of people. growing up a black genius, son of a prominent community leader, african history professor, i studied and taught world history. i read whole encyclopedia sets, then hunted down professors to ask questions.

i hunted gods and vampires and power, potential in general. every field, every major corporate power. i became the last resort to get things done. millions budgeted to teach me HOW to do anything, everything.

i made a niche as a one stopmshop, like "Khan" in srar trek. better at everything than anyone. by working with the best. by knowing how to communicate with every position, every job. i did them all.

its nit about feeling or thinking superior. i am beyond all that energy waste. i manifest my will in reality. i do this for a living. but that means i am a slave to the corporations. i am vader in a suit that is a prison.

all those hundreds of thousands paid for me to live all over the world and study everything. have doms and subs and hackers  and ravers and corporate businessmen and dommes and warriors shape me intomTHEIR ideal tool to manipulate reality with an intent.

now i am on the last year of building a virtual city like "the matrix" and i need women of all bdsm types to populate it. blending reality and fantasy. surreal yet photoreal looking interactive 3d hentai mmorpg.

yes...


11/5/2014 11:03:02 PM
how do i write an honest profile without sounding arrogant?
the glass ceiling of my fear
in all things reality, kne can focus the will
and hack realitybitself
to achieve any outcome
but attracting, seducing, hunting, knowing
a sub, slave, switch or domme
can be difficult
with honesty
without strategy
or games
polish or sheen
in real life there can be chemistry.. energy
capabilitybshown
herevin the net
i cannot detect lie
and mynone power
to make all mybwords real
means nothing in the internet
this finelyb tuned beast sounding
like anybman

this sculpted lifevover decades
can easily bevduplicated in words by
any tom dick and
intentless garrybpotter

ill play around with words and profile gibberish andcstick it here
i have no need forvpolish, sheen
i have nonneed forvstrategy, subterfuge, costumevor wealth
notbwhile i am single
when single my sole function is to gathervpower
knowledge
awareness
what doesnt kill  younmakes you stronger

11/5/2014 10:50:45 PM

recently moved to portland from new york city
exploring the idea of moving to las vegas

 

editing profile

 

i excel at 3d graphics, and seek a model/muse

i excel at web development and want to build

an award winning bdsm site that focuses on reality

not porn

extreme ownership for life

not play and kink

i excel at writing and want to document

the training and day to day of true dehumanized slaves, extreme dommes and the lifestyle

practical, at the edge

and fulltime

 

seeking to own a girl and/or partner with a domme

to live, explore, train, teach

and blog our day to day bdsm life

in art and words


seeking to build and teach extreme domme to partner with

seeking real white fuckmeat female slave(s)

and minds to own, shape, use for lust

i want to make art of your dehumanization

for fun and profit

 

i love the whole range of bdsm and have studied its psychology and mechanics from a young age

 

expect to have each fetish explored

 

20 years tpe experience

london tokyo shanghai london

finland vancouver, bc


10" bbc 169 iq
no limits
lifetime of esoterica
non vanilla

engineer and cognitive scientist
lifelong nietzschean
hacker project manager

tantrist

love driving deep into the cervix

 

seeking to woo a domme

train a switch

manifest a goddess to share this world i build

from your sacrifice



 

second gen black panther
third gen dominant

 

experienced findom, cuckhold
couple trainer slave trainer
dehumanizer objectifier

deep mental psychological fetishes
lifetime
247 tpe feminization
bimbofication objectification
primal animalism

multimedia production
surveillance expert

 

if you seek true deep ownership

mind body soul

without limits

with creative dark thirst

 

message the blackest darkest heart.. soul..

make me Your  Blackest God

 

i will assume you seek ownership

just say YES.. and assume i seek to Own you

 

lets start there.. not waste time

   no limits

no limitations

no indecision

no short term

real life

no time wasting

no roleplay, just living


11/5/2014 12:48:45 PM
another exciting web marketing day.. neopangaia on facebook got temporarily locked out. at almost 3000 friends, necessary so that blog and media updates get a lot of traction. targetting primarily female occupy and anonymous members, lightworkers and wiccans.

where they go, bdsm males and other serious fans follow. after spending a few years in their online and offline subculture, the imagery of transhuman, or witch/goddess trainer is pretty accepted.

hard pace to keep up contentvwise.

i also have the page "justhotgirls" which has the url "ouranon" .. which means "kingdom of heaven" in ancient greek. once a firm partnership is established with a sub/switch/domme... that page can then be connected to HER facebook page, and the traffic consolidated/expanded

ultimately, a "black book" sort of blog site should be made, chronicling the dom/domme houses attempts at hunting proper models/subjects for the blog site. by having a public blog with subion only tidnits about the house/church creation (and videogame) small subion fees can cover more of production.

in the past, this has averaged 3000 a month, which covers basics

ultimately, private media group paid me 20000 a month for the complete blog.. sadly the woman who had promised to be part of the project flaked out... the adult video company was so upset

their plan was to sell their video products on the blog, being a real true dom/domme poly house blog, they estimated a few million in sales through it

ultimately, id like to sell our own hardware, toys, clothing and videos

slowly but surely it  all comes together.

without a real model/muse in the flesh to collaborate on the sites direction, i can only continue preparing and getting the boring coding out of the way

reaching out to all potential partners now.. manufacturers in china, video game coders, wiccans, bdsm organizers... i want everything ready for when i CAN begin...

11/5/2014 1:17:05 AM
any virtual world must have hardware, software, and engine, and any needed middleware. middleware can include physics, audio or networking. the engine ive chosen after years of preproduction is "unreal engine 4"

it scales easiest to my target hardware goal, which is slightly in between the very best tech demo or video game cinematic and a typical hollywoood film like "edge of tomorrow".  this is because the virtual world is designed to run on custom simulation hardwaee and also becayse the world itself will run from almost a terabyte of ssd space.

that will allow commercial quality 3d objdcts and lighting to run smoothly on the sli workstation class gpus.

portland was chosen for its low population density, small, colorful and varied downton, and wide range of environments, habitars and people types.

the exotic dancer per capita and the genetic affects of this area result in strangely surreal demographics perfect for production

a high witch and hippy count.. and lets not get into sexual dynamics here

a challenge to peer into
repression and potential both off the charts

while im single i just

dropped outvof the world
and dove deeper into web coding, processing and engine code

i was hoping that there would be more fulll integration of the mmo networking code of the company muchdifferent daht cahm into unreal engine 4 by now, especially now rhat c shsrp integration into the c++ (with bluprint visual ing system) is complete

in the absense of that, the open source kbengine must bevpaired with it. kbengine is a full mmorpg framework modelled adter "bigworld".. that can go well with the open source unreal engine 4, but it must be "ported" over to that engine

one of a million things that must be done...

luckily the entire dungeons and dragons universecwas modernized and then mutants and cyborgs and powers and futuristic star trek, atlantis, star wars stuff was added... it makes a nice sort of "fifth element" detailed james cameron detailed sheen to the whole virtual world..

by having real wold people be sources for characters in world, the adult bdsm and other footage in game will be even more interesting than typical motion capture characters..



11/5/2014 12:56:24 AM
got the domain back at neopangaia doht cahm

experimenting with differentvschemes and templates

when i want inspiration, i goto csszengarden daht cahm

its a shame that flash was not steve jobs' thing... ill check out the new html5 adobe products. fluid websites with unique designs are nice.. but making sure to have a great content and community site is important. for the bdsm mmorpg, ive had several communuty eebsites, using a variety of cms' (content management systems).

ultimately, i believe wordpress, combined with the buddypress social networking olugin offers the best base. with code and plugins almost anything can be achieved at minimal cost.

when the complete site framework is completed, graphic customizations and code extensions can be done.

along thecway, an encyclopedia of bdsm information, combined wuth reviews and products, would be good.. discussion areas....


11/5/2014 12:47:46 AM
when i was 6 i had already read thousands of pages of mythology. written by men. hunting through the female idea of a dark lord, one thing was clear. it was transhuman. limitless creativity, the genius of ironman mixed with the creativity of morgoth more than simple sauron.

i am reminded of the neil gaiman lucifer, a creative in the circles of heaven for an absent project manager god. years of virtual six figure yuppy boredom and i wondered... decades after finding no lord on this planet to serve.. hunting ghosts inside the self

at what point do we obey the universe to the point of doing?

at what point are we the hand of the incomprehensible

as if this reality, lovecraft be correct
minus modern minded
simple good evil idea

that vast quantum connected sea
(see "whst the bleep do we know" read more mckenna perhaps?)


vand by all means, pick up a copy of barbara walker's "women's encyclopedia" of myths and secrets.

a friend the other day mentioned the bene gesserit from "dune"

some cvall me a feminist because i perceive modern men as needlessly weak, bowing always to money, time, space

a delight to be bound by vow
no interpreting the home office

whatvloveceaft called azathoth

lets break that down

aza as in azazel


is really Uzza

female lusting prototype of lilith

strongestvof the elohim

thoth

egyp,tian god of magick
and so.. duality


in one symbiotic being
like a gigercpainting

i hunt power


as nyarlathotep

agent of azathoth in this world
bringing balance


many minds imagine photoreal bdsm fantasy friendly sci fi modern noir virtual reality

so i build it
hungrily hunting flesh to sculpt in reality
bending things to match desire
while duplicating that
pandora in a glass jar
of 3d art

game sells person
fame spark male lust
sells game

starting small
vurtual portland

this city filled to the brim with the most beautiful women on earth


if only i had a girl to shape
intomslinky sith lord

teach her the darkest secrets
make her an anonymous hacker
a soldier
mystic
soul owner shaper hunter collector
cold assasin of her weak human self
to be the dark will
wrapped in flesh
of a thirst
for a differentbheat
in the air tgan this
a virtualmesrth
will sell itself
looking like a hollywood more than game
on a terabyte suze ssd
on hardware indesigned myself
nomjealousybofvtiny srark
after working at lockheed martin
i peered inyo
the future a bit
with work

11/4/2014 8:58:36 PM
im hunting my wife.. the sort of power hungry witch who would hunt a thing like me
waiting for truth to walk up to me
literally fuck my human brains out
and tell the primal creature that remains
my pussy is you leash for a lifetime
and my lips are your lifeline
to humanity
and mean it as clear as the words of a two year old
that never grows up 
to be a spiritually dead adult
then ill be able to think straight for a second
will this bullshit world away
and live in a real one

comprende?

11/3/2014 8:28:35 PM
when your life is bound by vows you are bound by words.. as if storybook

and so to see where they lead by who summons you with them
and how.. for why

11/3/2014 5:39:08 PM
so much to do....

1 - finishing up preproduction, readying production on the virtual portland, bdsm/fantasy themed gta style rpg using nreal engine 4. nfortunately, with no female domme to play the primary goddess/villain.. and no female slave to play temple harlots and hrntai victims.. the plan to use a bdsm nlog ABOUT the game to fund the gsme itself ... stalled

if a domme or sub agreed to model for it, the nlog about the extreme 247 tpe life behind its history, would be a freat $$$ subscriber blog


private media groupmonce paid 20 grabd a month for the blog about my bdsm house (house nysian) when i was going out with and training tge domme monaleasha on thus site... HOW to iwn a human.. how to train them

2 - recently started a church in portland, oregon. a legal church. called neopangaia. primarily help thevhomeless. its an interfaith church. if infind a domme eager to marry, kne ministry can be tonworship the dark goddess (kali) and thevother mjnistry.. among many.. can be tonthevdark, the black, thevunknown lust, sin, flesh, nature, quantum.... cthulhu...

3 - tired of wasting time and money searching fofr a true goddess to marry, true slave to own.. i joined occupy wall street and moved to portland.. im a nomad, a traveller, a mad max yrban apocalypse warrior.. im a tribe leader.. and a knife carrier

im a beast ready to devour your all.. havkngbleftbyour vanolla world i live wherever i may roam

find me in portland.. green army jacket.. silver bike

skull hat...



4 - crowley said become your acarar.. each day i get stringer, smarter.. tested bybelements and srreet.. i work on a flotilla

my slave willnstart at the nottom with me

or i willnstartbat the bittom with my mate my goddess

either way

onl strongestbhungriest

mostvextreme need apply

i explore the darkest blackest god

not role play

11/3/2014 5:13:53 PM
how serious is hunger to find what does not exist
when you find it crave it
when you crave it hunt it
when you hunt it capture it
youve never known
her dream beast
dream dom
weve never seen
that dark goddess
that truly dehumanized slave
that completely no lkmit owner
weve never seen tgat true
bimbofied
247 fuckmeat slut

ive hunted and studied your dreams for a lifetime
and in this mjnd is the path
yo seeing them real
i hnt the girl who would be a goddess
thevslut who would be a slave
the human who would be
objectified fuckmeat bimbo
knowing if i dont show it myself
to the world
uoill still be stuck dreamjng wishing
role playing fantasizing
and science and religion
still take you forvfun

bdsm is magick
it is not kjnk
you can explore human potential life
not role play
i wait tonshow my second generation school
my techniques
my dehimanized inhumanity
i wait for you
tomlive dream
not just be dreamers

11/3/2014 9:45:42 AM
the so called master is always the slave
i ask for anything
everything
nothing

to see who gives what


i seek no less than most no more than any
its so easy to sift through fancy words
and deflect those with less to give than all

today for the first and last time i
spoke what i want
people
what THEY want? irrelevant
you should want
me to have what i desire

or back to invisibly
hunting your dreams

so many so quick to say to know
what i should be
search on

the faithful
who believe
are who i seek


11/3/2014 9:24:15 AM
there is a deepest darkest blackest god
a mind unchained
a soul carrying no pinnochio strings
a will unbreaking
focus and devotion to manifesting your dreams
not hiding
unashamed of always hunting 360 degrees of knowledge, power awareness
give me you
your body, mind, soul, will
life, home, service
make of yourself and all you are a temple
to your darkest dream s
and know, i will
like priest like dream made flesh
spend all my waking life
to build tgat church to reshape this world
to match your urges
with aert and words
and what i shape of you
let the world see your dream
know true blackest divinity
not what you have seen
but what you imagine
lets build it together

for all those who truly wish to show
devotion to manifesting the blackest god
give tribute...


i want to create a goddesss so carry out my will by giving to goddessxx

offer her your aid
and i will see sincerity


i want your all
bring me home to the world we make
from my will and your sacrifice

11/2/2014 5:41:08 PM
when you will it, speak it, vow it
make each word true
with the power of life and death

be ruthless above all, to yourself
be devoured complete and in full
by the creature you dream darkest to become

consume the human uou
with the slave, the dub, the dom
you imagine deepest

little by little,
whisper by vow by act

i am deepest slave to dream
i am darkest master of will

unlimited creativity
intellect
inhuman primal
animalistic
hunger

for the mind
the body
soul

you crave to become

this is the til now
unmanifested

unseen potential
of 360 degrees of knowledge

my birth name is
dark and intelligent
honest and noble
prince of the angelus, the elohim

i serve the idea of lust
the dark goddess slain

this dark seed dark mind
to shape your flesh
in her image
in my mind

blackest god
ill show you darkest goddess
through my mknds eye

whitest fuckmeat
how to own twist shape and mold

humanity

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 Age: 37
 Cebu City, Philippines